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JOHN JAY HARPER [author of TranceFormers: Shamans of the 21st Century]
John Jay Harper emerged from the landing pad—also called a “delivery room”—of
Providence Hospital in Seattle, Washington hungry, tired, and disoriented.
Indeed it had been a dark bumpy ride the past nine months and in a cramped
capsule, too. John simply wanted a shower, a shave, and a solid meal. Then he
remembered our predicament: human beings are still in the infantile stage of
consciousness development. That is, we think we are caterpillars when we are
butterflies. So he spent his early years refreshing his latent memories on how
the reincarnation process works. He played with crystal radio sets, relearning
the body-mind-spirit building-block properties of light: electricity, magnetism,
and their polarized effect—gravity. John was stimulated by the ideas of Albert
Einstein and Werner Von Braun. He began to carve model airplanes and rocket
ships out of balsa wood, even mixing batches of volatile fuel made of potassium
nitrate, charcoal, and sulfur—gunpowder. In the third grade during the 1950’s he
wrote a 20-page “trip report” on his visit to the moon given his imaginary
ability to take flight out-of-body. The teacher singled him out to the whole
class as an example of a creative, albeit very fanciful, writer. However, on May
5 th , 1961 science fiction met science fact. Freedom 7 Astronaut Alan B.
Shepard, Jr. blasted off from Cape Canaveral, Florida into space and returned
safely to Earth. Less than a decade later Neil Armstrong landed on the moon July
20th , 1969. Now man had only one more obstacle to hurdle. He had to fly into
the cosmos without a rocket ship strapped to his back. This therefore is why
John Jay Harper wrote Tranceformers: Shamans of the 21 st Century: It is to
teach us how to travel “consciously” into the fifth dimension—the outer reaches
of inner space.
PHILIP GARDINER [author of Proof? Does God Exist?]
Philip is married with two children and lives in the heart of Robin Hood country in England. He has a Masters Degree in Strategic Marketing and 9 diploma’s ranging from Personnel Management through to Holistic Medicine and the craft of Etymology. Although he has been asked on numerous occasions to become “a member” of several institutions, Philip has strictly refused on the grounds of independence seeing membership of certain organizations as being overtly influential on his research and understanding of the truths of mankind. Philip believes that some authors/researchers have been led into membership of institutions or “societies” and are therefore of questionable authority. His background in the history of propaganda and the ancient and ongoing manipulation of mankind tell him that such things do indeed occur. He has however joined (upon being requested) a couple of what are known as secret societies in-order to find out what was happening inside the conclusions of these journalistic forays appear in his books and he is no longer a member of any organization. Before retiring to dedicate his time to researching and writing, Philip was a Marketing Director and owner of a company in the UK. Part of this role included giving lectures on the art and history of marketing and propaganda to various organizations including certain government bodies and companies. Philip began his writing career with a book entitled Proof ? Does God Exist? Published in 2002 and followed this up with his best selling The Shining Ones: The World’s Most Powerful Secret Society Revealed, which launched in the UK and immediately sold out. During the process of the launch of "Proof" Philip appeared on dozens of media programs across the country, from Scotland to the South of England, including the James Whale show and has appeared on over 200 radio and television programs to date. Reality Press is proud to offer a new edition of Mr. Gardiner’s first book Proof? Does God Exist?
O.H. KRILL [author of Montauk Babies: The Many Lives of Al Leedskalnin
Before his television debut as Phil Lactin’s long lost son on the short-lived ‘80’s sitcom, “You Can Say That Again!”, and various cameo appearances on soap operas, Hee-Haw, and hair product commercials, O’Henry Krill spent his childhood years in the Irish ghettos of Cleveland. His father, a cemetary caretaker, taught young Krill the meaning of life by taking him to the graveyards as a boy in the middle of the night. OH. Sr. would leave him alone while he and his war buddies would hide in the trees and make growling noises. “I thought I was clairvoyant or something,” Krill says, “I saw ufo’s, bigfoot, and little gnomes with sharp teeth... no zombies though.” As it turns out Krill’s father never actually even worked at a cemetary, his mother told him this to hide the truth that Krill Sr. was a bookie. Not only that, but Krill Sr. says he has no recollection of ever even being in a cemetary, O.H. Krill Jr. and Sr. have not spoken in over twenty years. In the sixties Krill fed his brain with knowledge of chupacabras, the Philadelphia experiment, secret societies, and the lost city of Virgil, until he stumbled into a great depression. In the seventies he lived the bohemian life in NYC, where he met Steve Bergen, a well-known televison comedy producer who noticed O.H.’s special talents right away. Before long, Krill found himself ghost writing for science-fiction theater and rock operas, and now lives happily as a writer for an alternative newspaper in San Francisco, though currently he is touring with the Commitments.
JOHN MALLOY [illustrator, designer, and editor of Montauk Babies: The Many
Lives of Al Leedskalnin]
John Malloy was struck by lightning when he was 13 years old. Prior to, he had
no artistic skill. As he rehabilitated, he was allowed to draw with charcoal
pencil upon the walls of his bedroom while bed-ridden. His parents were only too
pleased by this and being glad that he was even alive they eagerly allowed this
consolation to aid his recovery. Soon after, sketches appeared signed by Van
Gogh, Renoir and even Picasso. The artwork was stunning, and for a period of 9
months to the day, the activity resulted in 97 individual works most of which
are in the basement of his childhood home. Some however, can be found in museums
and private collections and have found their way into the black market. John
Malloy has long since abandoned the ghosts of these great masters but finds
great inspiration in his experience and has only produced original artwork
since. Malloy interprets the human condition through his work by consistently
creating in any medium, an epiphinous 3 dimensional statement that is truly
unique. "I want to trigger thoughts through symbols in my art, I want people to
return to their common senses and escape their fears by confronting them".
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About the Author
Dr. John Jay Harper is a futurist, research scientist, and writer with the Godcentered,
earth-based not-for-profit corporation, American Delphi Academy. He
is dedicated to the spiritual evolution of this planet as we face the critical phase
of our healing crises in climate, culture, and consciousness. He is a former
clinical mental health counselor and a veteran of the U.S. Army, serving also
as an electronics and computer specialist in avionics, missilery, and nuclear
submarines over a 25-year career with the U.S. Department of Defense.
Book Description
Tranceformers: Shamans of the 21st Century is a true story about my contact
with a “dead” optics physicist colleague, and his communication, that forced me
to seek scientific answers to these spiritual questions: Does God Exist? Who
are we? Why are we here? Where are we going? After immersing myself for
15-years into astrology, biology, computer science, genetics, mythology, physics,
psychology, medicine, sacred geometry, and theology, I finally did find the
Rosetta stone that deciphered ancient visions into modern wisdom. I learned
that we are becoming fifth-dimensional beings of light with third eye open, telepathic,
psychic solar powers. Moreover, I saw what modern astronomers define
as Solar Cycle 24, ancient astrologers portrayed symbolically as the Eternal
Return of the Sun of God. That this is our golden window of opportunity for
transformation between the Venus transits of our Sun in June 2004 and June
2012. Although uplifting in tone, I describe the visions that I have been given
to share with my readers with respect for our need to prepare for the “shift of
the ages” and natural disasters to come. A runaway violent and weird weather
oscillation cycle that vacillates between global warming and global cooling with
Super Oceanic Storms that these thermal tug-of-wars will generate worldwide.
Also explained is the melting of the polar ice caps by increased galactic and solar
radiation inputs to the core of our planet, triggering the eruption of previously
dormant undersea volcanoes. This process will slowly build in intensity as gravity
wave movement coincides with the earthquakes and tsunamis that will be
devastating our coastlines in the USA--and elsewhere. I saw that the eruption
of Mount Rainier will be part of this rather lengthy list of geophysical change
events as I outline the whole panoply of electromagnetic “symptoms” leading
to the North-South pole shift itself. Notwithstanding these sobering events, my
book is not about doom and gloom forecasts. My insights are the result of having
my third eye opened to our “flexible” future, given that enough of us awake
and create our world anew. At a minimum, I have written a fact-packed intellectual
survivor’s guide and provided a map for all of us sojourners planning on
surfing knowingly into the Age of Aquarius: The Water Bearer of cataclysmic
yet miraculous Earth Changes.
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Preface
Time is the substance from which I am made. Time is a river that carries me
along, but I am the river; it is a tiger that devours me, but I am the tiger; it is
a fire that consumes me, but I am the fire.
—Jorge Luis Borges
The story you are about to read is true.
“John,” the voice on the phone said, “I have some very bad news.” My
best friend George Sebastian Viguet (pronounced “
Vee-gay”) had died thatday of a massive heart attack, his wife informed me. Born in White Castle,
Louisiana on January 24
th, 1947 he was a vibrant, young man of 40 whenhis life ended suddenly that Monday morning—officially at 9:30 A.M. on
November 9
th, 1987.George drew his last breath in the medical clinic of his family physician
located right next door to Huntsville Hospital. Amazingly, he drove himself
there on the way to his office because he was not feeling well. I am sure
he had hoped to merely get some medicine and be on his way again. As
fate would have it, however, while being examined by the doctor the worst
possible physical scenario unfolded; his heart suddenly exploded. Thus all
attempts to resuscitate him failed.
xxxi
George Sebastian Viguet III
(1947-1987)
I had known George for 18 years. We had met in 1969 as soldiers in the
United States Army. Along with a few dozen other young men, we were
assigned to the same military unit, the 116
th Ordnance Detachmentlocated at the Army Missile Command, Redstone Arsenal, Alabama. Our
outfit was preparing for deployment as a unique missile unit to
Nuernberg, West Germany. We were going to live and work at one of
Adolph Hitler’s former Nazi SS strongholds during WWII. It was called
Merrell Barracks now. I was really looking forward to this
field trip of sortstoo as I had studied the German culture, language, and history for 3 years
while at Central Kitsap High School in Silverdale, Washington.
So at the crack of dawn on January 28
th, 1970, I kissed my wife of 2months, Connie, goodbye at the airport as we both watched our officers
and enlisted personnel get aboard the chartered plane headed for
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. From there we were to be taken by ground
transportation to McGuire Air Force Base, New Jersey, then on to Europe
via the Military Airlift Command. Going overseas on a military assignment
is always a gut-wrenching experience, whether combat-related or
not. In my opinion, there is no greater sacrifice than to be
involuntarilytorn from your loved ones’ arms on that day of departure. That day indeed
is forever etched into my mind; it was traumatic for me. We left Alabama
on a clear-blue sky day and landed in cloudy, wet and raining Germany at
the Rhein-Main Air Base in Frankfurt the next. Talk about a cultural
shock: I went from an American southern breakfast of “biscuits, grits and
gravy” to a German greeting of “Guten Morgen” in less than 24 hours.
Notwithstanding, the sight and sound of the U.S. 7
th Army andGerman Military Band members playing loud and marching proud as we
deplaned was most welcomed, if not a bit overwhelming. I know that I
did not expect such a wonderful reception party. There were colorful flags
flying in the wind and warm greeting hands shaking us back to this Old
World reality as well. It was a happy day for sure but we were tired of traveling.
And after all the hoopla ended, we were more than ready to be
bussed down to Nuernberg a few hours to the southeast along the
Czechoslovakia border, settling into our living quarters late that afternoon
totally exhausted.
Wow, what a day for the diary! I slept like a proverbial log nearly oblivious
to my stark surroundings that first night. For Merrell Barracks was a
massive, multi-story concrete block structure with bullet hole remnants
visible on both the outside and inside walls. These we learned later were
the
calling cards left behind by Allied GI’s who captured it from the formerGerman occupants in 1945. The single guys had to make this
tomb theirhome while serving out their tour of duty here, decorating it to the best of
their ability. No doubt if we had been in today’s materialistic mind-set, we
would have seen this sign sarcastically displayed somewhere on a soldier’s
door:
“Martha Stewart Does Not Live Here.”Preface •
xxxiiiMerrell Barracks: Hitler’s SS Troops’ Headquarters in 1945
In contrast, we married guys began counting the days until our wives
would arrive “in country.” I wanted out of here; it was a zoo at night with the
hard-core drinking and drugging going on non-stop. Hashish was burned as
if it were incense on weekends. Myself, being a “square” when it came to drug
use, I did not fit in with this foot loose and fancy-free single crowd at all. I
was a beer drinking country boy and proud of it. All I wanted to do was to
survive this
Animal House environment (very much like that college-basedJohn Belushi movie portrayed) until my bride arrived from the States.
John Jay Harper Constance Jeanne Tignor
George married Kathy, and I, Connie, only a couple months before we
had to ship out and these days of separation dragged on for us newlyweds.
Then our wives arrived on April 10
th, 1970 on a chartered flight out of NewYork City to Frankfurt, and we made up for that lost time in a big way.
Together again, we began touring the countryside to visit medieval castles
among other things. Connie and I also took an American Express bus tour
of Bavaria, Switzerland, the French Riviera, and northern Italy. In particular
we attended the 1970 Grand Prix of Monaco, watching it from a hillside
overlooking the harbor was surreal. We likewise partied in our local German
villages at every opportunity. A smile comes to my face as I recall us swaying
back and forth with our liter-sized beer steins in synch to the native music
being played in those big circus-like tents at the Folks Festivals.
I loved the yodeling songs and the spirited “Chicken Dance” and the
food that added so much joy to these celebrations. I can still smell those
grilled bratwurst sausage dogs that were placed into freshly steamed buns,
sprinkled with diced hot white onions, spicy mustard, and topped with
mouth-watering sauerkraut. These are fond memories for a big eater like
me but they ended abruptly on May 7
th, 1971—to be exact. Connie andI returned to Alabama, where her parents lived and I was accepted to
attend the University of Alabama in Huntsville under the GI Bill, as did
George and Kathy a few months later by the way.
Initially I began my collegiate studies in electronics engineering but
switched to subjects dealing more with the emerging field of computer science:
such as the psychology of language, learning theories, the philosophy
of mathematics and logic, all of which had to do with the collection
and processing of information. I knew that I was a right-brained people
person as much as I was a left-brained widget maker and didn’t want confined
solely to a laboratory bench the rest of my work life either. For I
liked to talk to folks about the big
ideas of life rather than tinker withhigh-tech toys all the time.
George, on the other hand, pursued a rigorous curriculum in physics,
graduating with honors. This guy was born to be a scientist: He was very
bright and very introverted.
In fact, I was one of the few persons George felt comfortable talking to
about non-technical matters, conversations held late at night usually over
cold beer and hotly contested chess games. From these exchanges, I knew
that George believed that when you were dead, you were dead and gone,
period. That was it, game over. The human being was nothing more than
an ape with an evolved brain and flexible thumb, a toolmaker that focused
on survival of the fittest when all was said and done.
But that was not my belief and at his elaborate Catholic funeral, where
I was a pallbearer, I stared at that metal-box in front of me solemnly. I kept
asking myself over and over again:
Where is George? Where in the world—or out of this world—is the “soul” of George right now at this very
minute? I sincerely wanted to know the truth. This desperate heartfelt plea
paid dividends, as George was
not dead. Indeed I can say with confidenceto all my readers who have lost a loved one: “Seek and you shall find”
them. They are not
lost in space! How do I know this is true?It is because in June 1988, nearly seven months to the day after I helped
place his casket in a marble-faced mausoleum in Alabama, I saw George in
my master bedroom in my new home in Silverdale, Washington, 2500
miles away from where he “died.” From what I thought at first was merely
a lucid dream of him, I saw him standing there in front of me looking well
and smiling. Yet it was his clothing that got my undivided attention.
George was wearing a brightly colored, short-sleeved Hawaiian luau shirt
with a white beachcomber hat on his head. I stared at my friend like a deer
caught in halogen headlights. This is ironic, I mumbled to myself. Here I
quit my job in Alabama and moved back to my former hometown,
Silverdale, in April of 1988 to get over the gut-wrenching grief that I was
experiencing. Yet there he stood: plain as the nose on
his face.Image Credit:
The Abyss, Twentieth Century Foxxxxvi
• TranceformersLife is Light
At the onset, I wanted to find an answer to this perplexing question:
Was George’s spiritual body made of a type of “mind-metal” now? His
skin, as it was, looked a lot like “liquid-mercury” just as that beautiful,
non-threatening crystal-clear water creature did in the movie
The Abyss.His newly transformed body reminded me of those carved oriental ice
sculptures but with a more silvery sheen overcoat to it. Years later I read
what Native American shaman Joseph Rael, also known as Beautiful
Painted Arrow, in his book
Being and Vibration, told co-author MaryElizabeth Marlow when asked where human beings originate and go after
death? Rael responded that we are a “vibration from the Infinite Void,
from zero.…We were made of appearing and disappearing light that came
from the inhalation and exhalation of God’s breath. We were from the
very Heart of the center of the non-existence of infinity…This place of ice
is so far away that it is really present in the eternal now.” Scientist’s call this
“place of ice” the vacuum of space, or more technically, the zero-point
field.
Psychologist Carl G. Jung, M.D. was an expert in deciphering the symbols
used in the ancient practice of alchemy whose questionable purpose
was said to be to change base metal like lead into gold. Of course, we
know now alchemists were referring to the ability of consciousness to
mold matter. Jung said the “unitary substance,” the
MercuriusPhilosophorum sive quadratus
of our soul was in fact “as much a metal as aspirit.” For this reason, I take quite seriously the metallic “spoon-bending”
experiments performed by psychic Uri Geller too. As I see that his
shenanigansare not proving mind over matter manipulation is possible rather
confirming the case that matter is mind, or simply put, made of mindmetal
that spiritualists called the
ether.Alice Bailey said the natural properties of the ether is what bestows
upon all life forms immortality. That is, it cannot be created or destroyed,
only transformed. My larger insight came when I realized that our soul
body is embedded within the zero-point field at each and every moment.
Again, Joseph Rael confirmed “This is one of the basic truths of physicality:
We flash in and out of existence, but it is happening so fast that it is
not apparent to us.” Or, if you prefer, our physical body is resonantly coupled
with our soul body that has its permanent residence within the zeropoint
field. They communicate with one another via that “spirit molecule”
we know as DNA, as we shall come to understand a little later on.
Scientifically, the “ether” or zero-point field is defined in quantum
physics terms as the dense super conducting ground state of matter, the
photons of light still vibrating at the Kelvin temperature scale of
absolutezero
degrees (-459.69o Fahrenheit; -273.16o Celsius) from which everythingwas, is, and will be created forever. I mean this is the bedrock of existence
that we are finally rediscovering is the
holy “ghost in our machines.”Thus in
CE-5: Close Encounters of the Fifth Kind, Dr. Richard F. Haines,former NASA Chief of the Space Human Factors Office at Ames Research
Center, California shares this case history of relevance. “A 12-year-old boy
got his bow and arrow and sent a rubber-tipped projectile toward one of
them [aliens]. It had no apparent effect
. However, when the boyapproached the stranger, the boy was ‘flung to the ground as if by an
icecoldinvisible force
.’” (Case No. 215)Haines also documents in
CE-5 these daytime observations of 51-yearold Steven Michalak’s startling UFO sighting at Falcon Lake, Canada. Mr.
Michalak watched “For at least thirty minutes, the UFO simply changed
colors—red to gray-red to light gray to ‘hot stainless steel’.’’ (Case No.
121) This then got me to wonder, perhaps these phenomenon attest to
why the temperature drops, folks report getting
chilled to the bone, whileseeing and/or feeling the presence of deceased loved ones or “ghosts?”
They are interacting with the “ether” is certainly one reasonable inference
based upon my own paranormal experiences.
Beyond that revelation, physicist Ernest J. Sternglass, Ph.D., declared
in
Before The Big Bang: The Origins of the Universe: “The basic assumptionunderlying this theory is that the fundamental entities are the electron and
xxxviii
• Tranceformersits oppositely charged ‘twin,’ the positron. These entities form a rotating
pair of a very small, but finite size. From such pair, all other particles and
stable cosmological structures such as galaxies and stars arose in a succession
of division processes. They were formed out of
pure space as vorticesin the ether, an all-pervading liquid-like medium first envisioned by the
ancient Greek philosophers and revived in the seventeenth century by
René Descartes, the founder of modern natural philosophy. The ether
concept was used successfully in the nineteenth century to describe electricity,
magnetism and light in a historic unification. It was initially
rejected by Einstein because all efforts to detect it experimentally had
failed. Later, he revived it in his General Theory of Relativity.” That as
alchemists of every culture have taught throughout the ages to “initiates,”
life is the result of an admixture of air, water, earth, and fire enclosed
within a zero-point vacuum of space, in short, a cosmically conscious, living
field of mentally active “ether.” You don’t believe me?
Look at the Zodiac: There is the formula for the mutation of matter
into mind and back again, writes systems scientist Paul A. Laviolette,
Ph.D. in his book
Genesis of the Cosmos: The Ancient Science of ContinuousCreation,
in the spell-binding chapter called “The Thermodynamics ofAstrology.”
In a 1950 book titled
Telepathy and the Etheric Vehicle, esoteric scholarAlice Bailey similarly wrote: “This word ‘ether’ is a generic term covering
the ocean of energies which are all interrelated and which constitute that
one synthetic energy body of our planet. The etheric or energy body of
every human being is an integral part of the etheric body of the planet
itself.” That by the way is the key to trance states; learn to synchronize
your breath and brain rhythms with the “magnetic” heartbeat pulsation
vibrating the core of the Earth. Technically this is called the Schumann
Resonance Cavity frequency; I call it the system clock of consciousness for
those living on Mother Earth.
Ultimately I realized that if I was looking for a one size fits all “silver
bullet” to formulate a theory of everything upon to unify body-mind-
Preface •
xxxixspirit concepts, this was
the topic du jour to explore. So I did. I startedreading textbooks on quantum physics so that I might understand the
basic principles of light energy transformations from spirit into matter
and matter into spirit. The big idea that I began chasing then was that I
was sensing that spirit-matter is moldable, soft like putty not hard like
rock, when in its original, vacuum-state zero-point condition. (See
Appendix B: The Complexified Aether)
More so, I began seeking out people who had a “conscious” brush with
death and survived it, interviewing them at great length by e-mail, telephone,
and in person given half the opportunity. These folks loved to talk
about God and the future of our planet as much as I did. Some of these
revelations that were shared with me in casual conversations were cuttingedge
insights into the zero-point field, reincarnation, and the design of
creation on a cosmic scale.
These so-called near-death experiencers, NDErs, spoke to me about the
“spirit” in the Void and the sacred geometry wisdom of the Amerindians,
Egyptians and Mayans, who knew these hidden divine “organic” truths
were written in the landscape beneath our feet and the stars above our
heads. That our whole lifecycle is mapped by the Zodiac because time
flows in a circle, not a straight line from past to present to future. In a nutshell,
what goes around comes around again and again albeit in a fresh
new mixed-up way. As the sages say: “You never dip your toe into the same
river water twice.”
Notwithstanding, what really stunned me was that my inquiry into
these NDEs led me into a direct, unavoidable confrontation with UFOs
and shamanism. I thought these subjects had been debunked by the
experts and found to be falsehoods. They were wrong; I guess I would say
they are almost “dead” wrong today! As the aforementioned “shaman of
hyperspace” Terence McKenna stated in
California UFO, 2:2 (1987) inthe article he called
Oversoul Takes Shape in an Archetypal UFO, we mustrethink our idea of alien. “The extraterrestrial is the human
oversoul…The oversoul is some kind of field generated by human beings,
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• Tranceformersbut it is not under the control of any institution, government or religion.
It is actually the most intelligent organism on the planet, regulating
human culture through the release of ideas out of eternity and into the
continuum of history. The UFO is an idea whose purpose is to confound
science, because science has begun to threaten the existence of the human
species and the entire ecosystem of this planet.” This by the way is a common
cry of NDErs and alien abductees alike: Our climate is in crisis and
we are headed for mass extinction now. If so, we may be about to abort
our resurrection into beings of light.
Founder of Borderland Sciences Research Associates, N. Meade Layne,
wrote in
The Ether Ship and Its Solution: “The shapes and vehicles andentity operating them form one being, just as a human being is a psychophysical
mind-body unity. The body of this etherian entity is a
thought form [image] which can go anywhere, and penetrate our earth
and seas as easily as our air.” Clearly my friend George had made “contact”
with me from The Other Side through shapeshifting his mind-metal
etheric body. But what if the “body” I saw him in was transitional? I mean
perhaps the reason I saw him in a free floating body of ice was because he
was earthbound within our magnetosphere, caught like a spider’s prey in a
web? Maybe our planet is responsible for maturing us “physically” to our
next higher form of existence as an
etherian at the End-Time? I think so.Therefore, this led me to speculate that if we destroy our planet, it will
lack sufficient mass-energy to “cook,” transform our physical body’s
atomic elements into its spiritual body of light configuration. Like I said,
there may be more to this growing concern for ecology than meets the eye
presently. I in fact cringe when I hear fundamentalists say that religion is
about Father God not Mother Earth. That type of ignorance is fatal I discovered.
For if we are to be “saved,” we will all have to become “tree huggers”—
or perish permanently as a viable life form of this globe. In the
refrain of developmental cell biologist Dr. Bruce Lipton: “It’s the environment,
stupid!” (See Appendix D: The Biology of Belief
Here is an NDE testimony to clarify my point. Former art professor at
Northern Kentucky University but now Reverend Howard Storm was
taken to the center of a galaxy during his NDE. Finding himself hovering
in space, sensing profound feelings of love and compassion for creation, he
was intercepted by several beings of light that had gathered in a circle
around him including Jesus, he recalls. During that lengthy exchange of
information regarding the workings of the cosmos, Storm learned the
importance God places on the nurturing of nature and our children. He
also learned that we must begin working in harmony with each other
internationally if we are to restore it to its Garden of Eden condition.
Storm saw that prayer itself has the power to invoke miracles beyond our
wildest expectations by tapping the energetic, psychic resources of Mother
Earth, as he wrote in
My Descent into Death and the Message of Love WhichBrought Me Back
. After folks took care of their kids, “What people didwith the rest of their time was that they gardened, with almost no physical
effort. They showed me plants, with prayer, would produce huge fruits
and vegetables.” In addition, he discovered:
People, in unison, could control the climate of the planet through
prayer. Everybody would work with mutual trust—and the people
would call the rain, when needed, and the Sun to shine. Animals
lived with people, in harmony.
Death, in this world, was a time when the individual had experienced
everything that he or she needed to experience. To die meant
to lie down and let go; then the spirit would rise up, and the community
would gather around. There would be a great rejoicing,
because they all had insight into the Heavenly realm, and the spirit
would join with the angels that came down to meet it. They could
see the spirit leave and knew that it was time for the spirit to move
on; it had outgrown the need for growth in this world.
Individuals who died had achieved all they were capable of in this
world in terms of love, appreciation, understanding, and working
in harmony with others. The sense I got of this beautiful view of
the world’s future was as a garden, God’s garden. And in this garden
of the world, full of all beauty, were people. The people were
born into this world to grow in their understanding of the
Creator. (See www.near-death.com)
Our Higher Self
In my opinion, we are about to relearn that we can and do communicate
telepathically with our doppelganger, our twin soul, Our Higher Self:
The “inner voice” that is our conscience. The Gnostic
Nag HammadiScrolls, and this one especially called the
Gospel of Twins, are in some mysteriousway connected to a profound revelation, this concept of creating a
Christ out of each of us. That truth surfaced after I read Peter Novak’s
book,
The Lost Secret of Death: Our Divided Souls and the Afterlife. He hasrediscovered the ancient teaching of the shamans known as the “binary
soul doctrine (BSD),” or what he calls now “division theory (DT).” The
boiled down version of the BSD states that we were once upon a time in
constant communion with God, as in the Garden of Eden. We heard the
Voice of God in our heads, literally, and thus were able to self-correct. Yet
it is becoming clear to me that we blocked or stopped listening to advice
and at some point there was a sudden rupture, a spiritual aneurysm of
some sort, which separated us from God. Could this be anything other
than a flip of the poles or maybe simply a “shift of the ages” that is part of
the divine plan for learning from our mistakes? Does God use “tough
love” tactics to train us to become self-disciplined disciples, self-sacrificing
servants to the cause of Christ? I think so.
Thankfully, the BSD that Peter Novak has recovered and writes about
comprehensively speaks to this idea, too: the reunification of our two
selves (lower and higher). Clearly this
gnosis of our bifurcation is the missinglink and doctrine for Christianity to reclaim today. For it explains the
role that both reincarnation and self-sacrifice play in God’s plan of salvation.
It also highlights our need for restoring environmental stewardship if
not the ritual worship of the natural world. You know like praying at certain
times and seasons of the year like Christmas and Easter? Was there
more energy available then to make our dreams come true?
More so, the original purpose of prayer was in and of itself simple; it
was to teach the reward for telling the single-minded whole truth and
nothing but the truth, so help me God, and the penalty for telling bold
two-faced lies. The reward was “heaven on earth,” psychophysical wholeness
here; the penalty for lying was “hell,” the separation of our mindbody
soul hereafter. The latter condition being what was really the only
ultimate “death.” Jesus alluded to this disaster when he asked, and I am
paraphrasing, what was the value of gaining all the gold in the world yet
losing one’s own soul? He said it was initially our task to seek the knowledge
of heaven and then the rest of our desires would be met. We were to
be continually hungry and thirsty for wisdom.
Harvard psychiatrist Frederic Schiffer, M.D., has insights too, outlining
his theory as he does in his marvelous text,
Of Two Minds: TheRevolutionary Science of Dual-Brain Psychology
. “The dual-brain modelhypothesizes that we have two minds, one associated with each hemisphere.…
In one constellation, one mind is more mature, reasonable, and
living in the present. The second mind, immature in its cognitive and
emotional aspects, is stuck back in an old trauma. It sees the world…like
a child, it is dogmatic and overly emotional.” That sure appears to be the
symptoms of the illness called bipolar disorder as well. Yes, we now know
from laboratory experiments by neurologists that because our left-brain is
oriented by “logic” (words) and our right brain is oriented by “intuition”
(feelings) there oftentimes is a failure to communicate between these two
spheres of influence—especially at times of extreme trauma, such as death.
(See www.traumahealing.com and the book
Waking the Tiger: HealingTrauma
by medical physicist and NASA consultant to the Space ShuttleProgram, Peter A. Levine, Ph.D.)
Perhaps unknowingly, but Ned Dougherty speaks to this fact in
FastLane to Heaven
when he had an epiphany while drinking what turned outto be his last alcoholic beverage—appropriately enough for an Irishman, it
was an
Irish Mist. But there in Ebbitt’s Grille in Washington, D.C., heknew that his 20-year battle with the bottle was over and that his task now
was to reclaim his lost soul, and as by way of confirmation, he had this
experience he recalls. “Whoever I really was, as a spiritual and human
being, had been lost to me for those twenty years. Suddenly, a roaring
mechanical sound moved by me. The scene around me melted into a funnel
of shimmering walls, and I was staring into a tunnel. The dim image at
the end of the tunnel was my mirror image staring back at me. I was in the
tunnel again, just as I had been five months ago [during his NDE].
Perhaps, I was being called back.” (See www.fastlanetoheaven.com and
also www.divisiontheory.com to review
The Division of Consciousness, TheLost Secret of Death
, and Original Christianity)From my orientation, the purpose of all mystical epiphanies is the
same; it is to recollect that our goal in life is to reunite our physical and
spiritual bodies into one whole soul body again. The Gnostics in fact
taught that we were to “make the two one again” in the
Gospel of Thomas.That is why the theme of reincarnation runs throughout the gospels and
was so brutally attacked. Reincarnation assures integrity at the personal
level, “To Thine Own Self Be True,” because you will reap what you sow.
The absence of personal responsibility flips that task onto priests in the
sense that they claim the role of mediator between you and God. They
provide absolution and forgiveness of sins but by what authority, if reincarnation
is God’s way to allow each of us to make those life-death decisions
for ourselves? If so, then shouldn’t the role of the priesthood be more
a lifestyle coach and mentor—lead by example—than a confessor? Indeed,
how can a celibate speak to me about marriage and raising children today?
The idea is absurd, like a pilot without the hands-on experience teaching
me how to make a crash landing safely at night.
Gnostics went so far as to claim that
Judas Thomas was the other Jesus.Recall that
Thomas means twin in Aramaic. There was a double meaningto the use of the name
Didymos Judas Thomas then that literally translatesas “Twin Judas Twin.”
Didymos is Greek for twin. Indeed Peter Novakexplains all this “double-talk” better than I can. But for my purpose I simply
want to point out that I see this double-helix, “twisted-pair” relationship
between our two “bodies” (physical and spiritual) is connected to
why we have twin-strands of DNA today in the first place. In our ideal
world at the beginning and end-of-time, the Garden of Eden, or
paradiseby a host of other names, we will experience oneness because as the scriptures
warn us a “double-minded man is unstable in all his ways.”
Yet, even beyond that duality between our two brain hemispheres, I
believe that there is also a soul-split between star groups. Egyptologist
Wallis Budge linked both Sirius and Orion with Earth through the myths
that hinted that spiritual rays of light emitted from these two stars “vivify
gods, men, cattle, and creeping things…out of the seed of the soul.” That
is, our sun has a companion binary star system, perhaps Orion, or Sirius,
as claimed by Walter Cruttenden, the executive director of the Binary
Research Institute, and author of the
Lost Star of Myth and Time. As he soastutely recapitulates in his book and magnificently displays for us visually
in his DVD,
The Great Year, our Golden Age to Dark Age to Golden Agecycles are geared to this fact that we have a twin body in another star system.
This fact may be confirmed at the Great Pyramid of Egypt that has
its King’s Chamber and Queen’s Chamber shafts tuned to the starlight of
Orion and Sirius, respectively. (See www.thegreatyear.com and
www.BinaryResearchInstitute.org)
Furthermore, spiritualist Alice Bailey, employing trance to restore this
knowledge stated in her writings such as
Initiation, Human and Solar: “Inthe secret of the Sun Sirius are hidden the facts of our cosmic evolution,
and incidentally, therefore, of our solar system.” Scholar of mythology
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• TranceformersRobert Temple agrees: “Sirius was, astronomically, the foundation of the
entire Egyptian religious system. Its celestial movements determined the
Egyptian Calendar, which is even known as the Sothic Calendar.” The
Sothic Calendar was based upon the “rising with the Sun” of Sirius on the
horizon at its 70-day return cycle from the underworld, the Duat they
called it. The
underworld was that unlit region of space that a celestialbody fell into, or slipped over the horizon’s edge, not to return into full
view for a given period of time. Please keep in mind that the underworld
signified darkness but not necessarily evil. (See
The Sirius Mystery: NewScientific Evidence of Alien Contact 5000 Years Ago
by Robert Temple athttp://www.lauralee.com/temple.htm)
Again, Wallis Budge declared, “The mention of Orion and Sothis
(Sirius) is interesting, for it shows that at one time the Egyptians believed
that these stars were the homes of departed souls.” Recall that Sirius is the
brightest star in our night sky. It is starlight of the “first magnitude,” as
astronomers define its level of intensity. It was interestingly enough a
major focus of myth in African tribes such as the Dogon. This tribe has a
comprehensive, elaborate set of rituals centered upon this star group. It’s
as a sophisticated set of theories as any we have today floating around the
glorified, hallowed halls of modern-day academic astronomy. Indeed as
Carl Sagan wrote in
Intelligent Life in the Universe: “Some 25 million yearsago, a Galactic survey ship on a routine visit to the third planet of a relatively
common G dwarf star [our Sun] may have noted an interesting and
promising evolutionary development: Proconsul [the ancestor of homo
sapiens, or modern man].”
Beyond even those wild-eye speculations from the guy who claimed
you could see Jesus in a taco chip if you stared at it long enough, I recall
that Robert Temple pointed out in his aforementioned book that Alice
Bailey was forthright in her claims. She said that “the Great White Lodge
of Freemasonry was based at the Sirius System and that it is always beaming
helpful rays to the poor people of Earth who wallow in appalling ignorance,
violence, and oppression” (p. 402). That’s a tautology, a self-evident
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xlviitruth, if one watches the CNN evening news for sure but I had an interesting
experience while writing this book. One sunny afternoon, when I
was home alone which is rare, my phone rang and after I simply said
“hello,” a soft male voice spoke: “You are a member of the Great White
Brotherhood.” Then click, there was silence. Other than the message
itself, what I thought was unusual at that time was the pitch of the voice;
it was human yet somewhat metallic sounding, like a computer-generated
speech pattern for a robot? I don’t know.
Robert Temple has some marvelous insights into these matters and I for
one am eternally grateful. It is not easy to carry this knowledge by oneself.
I know that only too well as Temple himself shares all the nutty things that
have happened to him from “groupies” that follow him around town from
lecture-to-lecture to well-meaning millionaires that support your work for
a season and then leave you adrift on the troubled seas of high finance.
This isn’t a case of sour grapes now. It is the case that oftentimes just when
you think you have been blessed with enough funds to carry out your
research and writing projects that you know are important for mankind’s
advance if not survival, you find yourself cursed by others, flat broke, and
depressed, again. The irony is you can’t leave these projects alone, not
because you have your ego wrapped up in them so much, although that is
certainly true, but because you keep experiencing these blasted synchronicities,
these meaningful coincidences, that spur you forward in your
darkest hours. The inner voice in your head won’t leave you alone: “Get ‘er
done,” it whispers in the wee hours of the morning. Temple comments:
“Psychic communication and even nonmaterial interactions of souls
might be possible. The ancient Egyptians said that Sirius was where people
go when they die. The Dogon say the same thing, and perhaps the
Sirius system is the actual location of ‘‘The Other World’ in more senses
than one. Inspiration may even come to humans on Earth from the Sirius
system by harmonic resonance.” My hunch is this is correct,
resonance isthe operative idea here, and trance is the way to become coherent with the
emanations of the cosmos and open that porthole to the stars wider.
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• TranceformersAt any rate, before I do go totally bipolar, I want to state my belief loud
and clear that our Earth is tilted on its axis because it is synchronized to
the orbit of our binary Sun system—no matter its location in the night
sky. The reason that we are in fact experiencing these severe earth changes
and weather patterns now is not because the planet is trying to selfdestruct,
rather self-correct, align itself with the larger healing sources of
magnetism within our galaxy. That is to say, our Sun and Moon are secondary
magnetic influences, not the primary ones that determine the precession—
counterclockwise rotation—of our planet’s equinoxes through
the 12 constellations of the Zodiac. Our Sun is orbiting this other star that
has a stronger magnetic pulse and that is what determines our own orbit
through space and the timing pulse for the shift of our ages from Pisces to
Aquarius, too. Think of two circles intersecting within the center of each
other’s overlapping orbits as in the “agape” symbol for Christianity called
the
Vesica Pisces, and you’ll get the picture.But does that symbol—the sign of the fish—have something to do with
Sirius? I am not certain yet but I do know the Dogon shamans say that Sirius is
populated with amphibious fish-like beings such as dolphins that are extremely
intelligent and loving. The early Church Fathers saw the Fish as a double symbol
of the Savior and of the saved. Clement of Alexandria, in his hymn, calls
Christ the “Fisher of men that are saved, who with his sweet life catches the
pure fish out of the hostile flood in the sea of iniquity.” Tertullian, in his essay
on baptism writes: “We little fishes, as Jesus Christ is our great Fish, begin our
life in the water, and can only be safe by continuing in the water…that is if we
are faithful to our baptismal covenant, and preserve the grace there received.”
(See www.jesus8880.com/chapters/gematria/vesica-pisces.htm)
More so, the Dogon religion worships “the Supreme God,” reports
Robert Temple, that is “a crucified and resurrected Savior from Sirius.”
Bishop of Norwich, Maurice Wood, stated it quite forcefully a while ago
in the House of Lords sermon: “I believe that Christ has not only a terrestrial
significance but literally a galactic significance.” Along these lines, a
college-educated shaman, Malidoma Patrice Somé, Ph.D., in his 1994
book
Of Water and the Spirit: Ritual, Magic, and Initiation in the Life of anAfrican Shaman
, reveals how such wisdom could be accumulated on agalactic scale without alien contact or an astronomical observatory. It is
that shamans can soul travel to these stars at will and gather the “data” for
themselves.
Dr. Somé is a fascinating fellow; he was born in Upper Volta (now
named Burkina Faso), West Africa, in what we would call
poverty in theWestern world, but went on to earn three Master’s degrees and two
Ph.D.’s from the Sorbonne in Paris and Brandeis University. However, just
prior to departure from his tribe to seek formal schooling in Europe and
the USA, Somé became a
medicine man through a stringent series of ritualsthat directly tapped our inner space subway system to the stars
.In the chapter Somé titled “
Through The Light Hole,” he tells of seeinga “portal of space” open up before him after a circle of his elder tribesmen
tossed a leathery animal skin up and down, violently. While they chanted
strange words in a primal language, Somé saw a “circle of light” crystallize
before him and was told to run and jump headfirst into it without looking
back. He did so and saw that the circle of light was a big “ring of fire” oozing
a “green gelatin becoming violet and dancing like burning methane.”
No matter the risks to his well being Somé leaped and found himself
falling rapidly, dozens of kilometers per second, recalling:
I wondered how long my descent had been. Was it enough or too
much?…Meanwhile, something interesting caught my attention:
the wire of light I held in my hands; a bundle of countless fibers
clustered together to form an environment of light waves that
reminded me of the Milky Way. The Milky Way, however, looked
commonplace by comparison. It is one color, hazy and boring.
The light strands I held in my hand were a live bundle in which
tiny cells of changing colors moved slowly upward within what
looked like a thin tube of translucent glass.
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• TranceformersEvery cell twinkled. They were alive—and so was the whole bundle.
Each cell lived as a whole within a whole. I sensed this, but I
could not figure out the relationship between the individual cells
and the light bundle. Where was I holding the bundle? I had no
idea. I could not see my hands where they held tightly to it, and I
was puzzled about this. When I looked down, hoping to see my
naked body, it too was invisible. I was not there, yet I was—an
invisible presence bathing in the light of my invisibility.
I used this somewhat “neutral” example of the metaphysical realm at
the outset of my book to get us all a bit more receptive to what is to come
later. In a sentence, how much proof do we need that there is more to our
reality than meets our two physical eyes presently? That maybe a third socalled
“spiritual eye” open is necessary for us
bats to see Heaven on Earth?Or, again, as Jesus put it: “The Kingdom of Heaven is spread upon the
face of the earth but men do not see it.” The overwhelming realization
that I had to hurdle is that shamans can consciously tap into zero-point
energy of space to soul travel. It seems to me then instead of bellowing
criticisms about the “impossibility” of these phenomenon, our learned
skeptics ought to be packing their bags for Africa and the Amazon to enlist
the help of shamans in solving our planet’s problems.
At any rate, it is my conjecture that Dr. Somé was pulled towards the
magnetic center point of our Milky Way Galaxy upon entering this circle
of light, as NDErs who I have since interviewed claim have been as well.
Some even say that this tunnel of light transported them to the constellation
Orion for a close encounter with angelic beings that are our overseers
here. I mean in addition to seeing Jesus, NDErs meet there such wellknown
Bible figures as Gabriel, Michael the Archangel, and Mother Mary.
Is this a
mass illusion? I don’t think so, or at least not anymore. For whatit’s worth, I am of the opinion that it is our religious background indoctrination
training as children that determines the cultural “label” or names
that we apply to spiritual entities. I guess it boils down to this question:
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liWhat’s in a name? Put bluntly, if something looks like a duck, walks like a
duck, and quacks like a duck, then it’s a duck whatever the language used
to identify it, right? How do you say
duck in Aramaic?If you act like a Christ, then you are a Christ. Indeed, it would be interesting
to compare notes across the ages when it comes to our list of sacrosanct
deities; as what a Christian might identify as Jesus, the “morning
star,” an Egyptian might identify as Osiris, the god-king sent from the
constellation of stars in Orion’s Belt. What a Mayan might see as
Quetzalcoatl, the “feathered serpent,” a Hindu might see as Krishna, the
“god of love,” and so on and so forth. No matter the given name, I will be
sharing with you unequivocal proof that these were all viewed as universal
masters, “saviors,” by their followers. My hunch is these avatars shapeshift
into whatever name and form that makes us the most comfortable to be
with them given our cultural orientation.
For that reason, I believe we are witnessing compassion-in-action, not
competition, among our true spiritual superstars when they confront us at
death. No doubt death can be a fearful experience in a society like ours
that is in denial of afterlife realms and God in particular. Maybe even
more so, seeing our “lords” come to life right before our eyes, does scare
the, please pardon my pun, “devil” out of us. I have sensed PTSD (posttraumatic
stress disorder) in some of the NDErs I have interviewed over
the years. They returned from their divine encounters with a great deal of
shock and awe; but these were adults who had openly professed atheism
and have mostly lived hedonistically on the self-serving “wild side of life.”
I know of no children that were traumatized in this same manner from an
NDE for instance. (See www.melvinmorse.com)
The bottom line seems to be that we adults judge ourselves very harshly
for not seeking spiritual wisdom in this lifetime. That is, we have turned a
blind eye and deaf ear to God let alone to our own fellowman. And we
genuinely come to regret it. In street language, we were assholes. Using the
overwhelming love we were immersed within on The Other Side as the
measuring stick by which to evaluate our worthiness—or not—to be there
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• Tranceformersin the Light of God, we are humbled by this “second chance” to return
and share what we rediscover: Death does not exist! Life we realize then is
one eternal round through the 12 houses, inns, mansions of the Zodiac.
Jesus stated it about as clearly as it can be said: “In my Father’s House,
there are many Mansions.” That is, we all get to reap what we sow time
after time because space is infinite in all directions: All worlds co-exist at
once within the Void.
So this is the journey we take, the loop we make from our earth back to
the core of our galaxy and back to earth again lifetime after lifetime, at
least we do until we move on to inhabit another planet, solar system. As
we will examine, there is a common stellar theme in Aboriginal, Egyptian,
and Mayan birth-death-rebirth mythologies. It seems that our Milky Way
Galaxy is the “Winding Waterway of the Dead” that we must learn how to
navigate in our soul body. So this is why our ancestors carved star maps in
stones: pyramids, temples, and cathedrals; it was to point us in the right
direction.
From my perspective, there is no doubt we come from and return to
our eternal home in the stars if we know which way to go at death. It may
be that our real “land of milk and honey” is located within Orion’s Belt
stars that correlate precisely with the three smaller pyramids at Giza
plateau. These have been confirmed to align with Al Nitak, Al Nilam, and
Mintaka. The complex of stars known to astronomers today as Sirius A, B,
and C may likewise figure into this equation, this star map pointing us
towards our eternal home among the stars of heaven. Author of
The Deathof the Gods in Ancient Egypt
, Jane Sellers, concluded, “I am convinced thatfor ancient man, the numbers 72…2160, 25,920 all signified the concept
of the Eternal Return.” These series of numbers are all keys to deciphering
the precession of the equinox cycles and were incorporated as ratios used
in construction of sacred site complexes such as the pyramids. To say, as
some academics do today, that this is a coincidence is hogwash and stinks
to the highest heaven, literally. (See www.sacredsites.com)
I also refer you to
The Orion Mystery: Unlocking the Secret of thePyramids
by Robert Bauval and Adrian Gilbert for all the glorious detailsbut this is what I know to be true at present. These sacred site edifices were
solar-powered astronomical observatories that monitored our globe’s position
in space with respect to these four
markers of time. 1) The center“black hole” bulge of our galaxy, the Sun Behind our Sun, that served as
the “zero-point” for calibrating the Zodiac. 2) Whether a particular star
constellation, such as Orion, was above or below the horizon sight line at
equinox (Latin for “equal day.”) 3) The axial tilt of our planet between its
minimum 21.5, and maximum 24.5 degree parameters. Currently our tilt
is 23.5 degrees. So we are at the mid-point of the tilt cycle and what that
means for us once it shifts will be discussed at length later. In brief, however,
it means a rather dramatic, radical shift in our awareness that matter
is mind and how to use this psychic power. 4) The 26,000-year precession
of the equinox cycle that tells us, for example, that we are now leaving the
Age of Pisces—the Fish—and entering into the Age of Aquarius—the
Water Bearer.
To reiterate, the layout of pyramids around the world served as a
benchmark by which to measure the movements of 12 distinct star constellations
within our Milky Way Galaxy out of the billions of possibilities.
Specifically, they are the 6 constellations that can be seen above the ecliptic—
the orbital path of our Sun—called Leo, Cancer, Gemini, Taurus,
Aries, and Pisces. On the flip side, they are 6 constellations that can be
seen below the ecliptic called Aquarius, Capricorn, Sagittarius, Scorpio,
and Libra. Of course, above and below, up and down is with reference to
which hemisphere, northern or southern, you are residing at the moment
of your observations. These monuments especially mirror the placement
of our “sky on the ground” at key times of the year too: in particular
spring and fall equinoxes, summer and winter solstices. This is because
starlight
hits these “sacred stones” at the most focused angle of concentrationat these times. These stones were storing sunshine is my realization;
they were hydrogen power plants filled with magical magnetic and
mechanical potentials as machinist Christopher Dunn documented in
The Giza Power Plant
. (See www.gizapower.com)For instance, Graham Hancock documents in
Heaven’s Mirror: Questfor the Lost Civilization
that at precisely sunrise on the spring equinox in10,500 BC the Sphinx in Egypt was pointing towards Leo, the Pyramids
towards Orion, and the temple in Angkor Wat, Cambodia towards Draco
constellations, respectively. And maybe, as Hancock also ponders, the
ruins at Tiahuanaco, Bolivia may point towards the constellation
Aquarius? On the other and, there may yet be stone complexes like these
already mentioned to be found underwater off the Florida coast in The
Bermuda Triangle, or in the Gulf of Mexico. Will we ever relocate the Lost
City of Atlantis? So what you ask? There is a consensus growing among
investigators of archeology that these edifices were, as the indigenous people
in these regions claim, constructed by “great magicians” (shamans).
Hancock himself reported that the myths say, “By their magic spells, one
by one, the great masses of stone flew through the air like birds, settling
down into their appointed place.” (See www.bermuda-triangle.org)
Thus, it might be that there are “ages” more conducive to magic than
others. Perhaps a golden age, for example, where mind and matter converge,
return to common ground—the “ether”—like the mythological
symbol of the “
ouroborus” portrays, the circular snake eating its tail. Is itfrom ether we come and to ether we go? This same serpentine icon may,
therefore, be suggesting alchemy processes employing life force energy as
well as the whole life, death, and rebirth cycle of consciousness evolution
mapped by the Zodiac’s Wheel of Time. This age may be where the Alpha
and the Omega reunite. In plain terms, we may be on the cusp of sensing
space opening up multi-dimensionally to us once more as in the days of
old, when our “gods roamed the earth” and
talked with animals, angels,and aliens
. But can you imagine a civilization dedicated knowingly andwholeheartedly to environmental stewardship because by saving natural
resources employing solar and hydrogen power wisely, we ended up saving
ourselves?
Physicist Thomas G. Brophy, Ph.D., recently examined an ancient
stone circle in the Sahara Desert 100 miles west of Aswan, Egypt called
Nabta Playa. He ruminates in his new book
The Origin Map: Discovery ofa Prehistoric, Megalithic, Astrophysical Map and Sculpture of the Universe
,that this site describes some sort of function that is magical in every sense
of that word. “Such a function,” he proclaims, “seems to involve certain
alignments among the super massive black hole at the Galactic Center, the
Big Bang, the Sun (probably at vernal equinox sunrise), Earth’s axis, and
human beings.…This may involve purely physical processes on one end of
the spectrum, or involve human consciousness on the other end of the
spectrum.” Brophy’s findings were the proverbial
last straw that broke thecamel’s back, so to say, regarding my future visions. The evidence is overwhelming
and must be expressed to a larger audience if this knowledge is
to become a blessing worldwide and not a curse. For I can see plainly now
where we have come from and where we are going. The spell of ignorance
is coming to an end once and for all again. As Brophy himself pointed out,
one of our founding fathers, “Thomas Jefferson…maintained a mockup
of the Great Pyramids and Sphinx, complete with sands from Egypt, in
the foyer of his Monticello home” in Virginia.
Clearly a third eye concept held profound meaning to our stargazing
spiritually minded forefathers. These freemasons knew beyond a doubt
that our life cycle goes from golden ages to dark ages to golden ages ad
infinitum in accordance with a 26,000 Great Year calendar of historical
events to match. You notice my nuance? I am not saying that we evolve
from a lower form of life, rather we devolved into one! We are fallen angels
not apes! The “fall” of mankind was into a state of not-knowing how to
read the Wheel of Time—the 12-spoked Zodiac—as that determines our
state of consciousness. Our brains filter the “light,” they do not create it.
But the quality if not quantity of light, in turn, governs the rise and fall of
civilizations as the Mayans understood and so tragically tried to forestall
through the ritual of blood sacrifices to the Sun. They wanted to offer up
the “love energy” of the heart to God albeit in a very dysfunctional way.
Indeed, it is the unique light spectrum of information being radiated,
or not, by the core of our galaxy through our Sun over the course of four
major ages that marks unconscious and conscious epochs on Earth. The
Ages of Iron, Bronze, Silver, and Gold the Greeks called them. Iron representing
the age of darkness, gold the age of enlightenment, the other two
somewhere between the extremes. No doubt, however, he who owns the
gold wins in every age! I mean I am sure we have geniuses in dark ages and
morons in golden ages too. Jesus put it more delicately: “You will always
have the poor among you.”
In the Vedic cosmology of India, these four cycles of consciousness corresponded
to the Ages of Kali, Dwapara, Treta, and Satya Yugas, respectively.
These ages are said to be governed by a center of universal
magnetism, Vishnunabhi, according to Vedic scholar Sri Yukteswar. He
writes in the classic text,
The Holy Science, that in this age that we areapproaching, Treta, and then beyond to Satya, our “mental virtue becomes
so much developed that man can easily comprehend all, even the mysteries
of Spirit.” Nobel Prize winner physicist Hannes Alfven agrees that the
space we are embedded goes through energetic changes, mutations, conditioning
over time. He states it this way: “The conditions in the ionosphere
and the magnetosphere of the earth are influenced by the electromagnetic
state in interplanetary space, which in turn is affected by the Sun.”
Not surprisingly, this timeline may tie into what the late Harvard
University psychiatrist John E. Mack, M.D., wrote in
Abduction: HumanEncounters with Aliens:
“The transmission of information from the alienbeings to the experiencers appears to be a fundamental aspect of the
abduction phenomenon. Indeed, for some abductees…there is relatively
little trauma; the experiences seem to be primarily informational or transformational
in character. Information during abductions appears to be
transmitted in two forms by direct, mind-to-mind conveyance, or
through depiction of phenomena or events on television like screens.”
What is the information? Primarily, it has to do with Earth Changes. So
I ask us how “alien” can anything be, if all life forms live, and move, and
have their being within an interconnected sea of stars?
Look at the abduction case of Edward Carlos, a fine arts professor in a
southern college town who lost “six or more” hours on
Easter Sunday,1990. In the chapter of Mack’s book he titled
A Being of Light, he paraphrasedwhat Carlos himself experienced firsthand as a change at the cellular-
level of his mind-body-spirit. Mack recalls:
As he was going up through this beam of light he reported that he
saw “the edge of the ship in the clouds” and “went in again through
the bottom.” After this, within the craft, he saw a group, perhaps
between five and nine, of “the little white creatures.” They were
standing in a “white, shiny, luminous haze…I know they were trying
to teach me something. The eyes were the last thing I saw, those
blue eyes, and then they completely disappeared into the fog or
mist. They went through a whole process of color changes before
they totally hazed out into light and this was beautiful.”…
However, attempting to clarify these experiences later, Carlos
affirmed that there was a difference between the light experience in
which “a sort of physical, cellular, molecular change occurred in my
body” as he was taken up into the craft and “that ecstatic experience
which seemed transformative, also physical but with an intent and
within a spiritual dimension. The ecstatic aspect of this experience,
although similar in some manifestations, was meditatively provocative.”
He described “beautiful” tingling feelings that grew into a
full orgasm in which his body went into a convulsive spasm lasting
nearly half a minute before an interruption occurred in the process
while he gasped, moaned, screamed, panted, and even growled.
Okay, so beam me up Scotty!
Science of Soul
In order to build a new scientific spiritual paradigm that will allow us
to see the future with eyes wide open, we have to remove the cataracts, the
obstacles to our vision that would prevent it. But why have we not seen
these impediments before now? The short answer is that our belief systems
stood in our way and blocked our view of the reality we are seeing emerge
presently. Without question this is the demolition phase of construction
then for our post-modern civilization. If you will, we are removing the
“debris field” we call history. And it is one of the most challenging periods
that folks like myself face who are not only part of the myth-buster team
but also have signed on as a mythmaker in the 21
st century.Indeed, I do not want to merely tear down the misunderstandings of
the past, although I admit it’s a lot of fun, I also want to build up the
future. I want to fill the hole in our soul with the information I have gathered
from the ruins of ancient civilizations. All of us who are engaged in
this endeavor know too that we risk a lot by even trying to do so. Human
beings do not like to change boats in midstream, especially streams of consciousness
that they had previously perceived since infancy as stable and
declared “holy.” Those of us who “rock the boat,” do so therefore at great
peril make no mistake. We risk being called…false prophets, wild-eyed
mystics, or schizophrenic shamans. Who knows, I might be all three at
once; I guess that would be the ultimate multiple-personality disorder!
Nonetheless, once a person embarks on this hero’s journey, as mythologist
Joseph Campbell defined it in
The Power of Myth, and comes back tosociety to share their “treasures,” they will be attacked by the rich and the
poor alike. Those rich with this knowledge don’t want to share it, and
those poor have no appreciation of its worth for them. Of course, we have
been warned that we do not have to cast our pearls of wisdom before
swine. More so, there is a lot of “fool’s gold” out there too that needs to be
sifted carefully in order to get to the genuine nuggets. So one must use discernment
in evaluating new truth yet nothing ventured, nothing gained
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lixeither. That is to say, I need to review how the mythology of
Christianity—supposedly founded by a god-king named Jesus Christ—
was formulated with you. In the words of distinguished Trinity Hall,
Cambridge-educated bible scholar Godfrey Higgins (1771-1834), “almost
all the latter part of my life has been spent unlearning the nonsense I
learned in my youth.”
As a person who attended seminary, Brite Divinity School, Texas
Christian University, albeit so briefly I had barely unpacked my bags
before I quit, I can certainly relate to that truth. For what I encountered
was a classroom of children, religiously speaking, hungry for the gospel
but starving to death intellectually because the teachers were spoon feeding
them old pabulum. In fact, some of this spiritual
food was so rotten ithad antediluvian moss growing on it. To compound the problem, the stories
were being stored in a dusty old leather-bound book that few people
read anymore outside academia. The common man had moved on to
other fairytales like Darwin’s version of “creationism” being told by scientists.
Nevertheless, don’t get me wrong, my wife, Connie, and I loved Ft.
Worth, Texas, the TCU campus and the Southwest Conference Football
games. More so, I have nothing but the fondest of memories of my interactions
with the faculty and student body too; what a great bunch of folks
I met there! It was simply the case that “Comparative Religious
Mythology,” “Mystics, Prophets, and Shamans,” “Christ in You,” “DNA:
The Spirit Molecule,” and like classes, was at that time (1977) not
included within the curriculum. I hope it is soon. I’d love to be a guest lecturer
in fact.
Fourth century theologian Sallustius declared “to conceal the truth by
myths prevents contempt of the foolish, and compels the good to practice
philosophy,” in his treatise
On the Myths. So here is the question: Whattruth is being concealed within the mythology of the
New Testament? It isthis that each and every one of us is called to become Christ, an “anointed
one,” as did Jesus. Historically, the name “Jesus” is as old as Egypt. It is a
patchwork quilt of syllables that is traced to “HIS,” “IES,” “IASIOS,”
lx
• Tranceformers“IESIOS,” in Greek then later to Hebrew Jason, Joshua, Yeshua, and ultimately
simplified in English as “Jesus.” To grasp how late in the day this
happened, please note that the letter “J” did not come into use until about
the 14
th century! Moreover, the Greek name Jesus Christ is a numericallycoded word for the sequence “888” that signifies completion of the ages as
in the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end of a 26,000-year time
cycle that has passed through the 12 “mansions” of the Zodiac.
In the
Old Testament, the Savior was called the idealized “Son of Man”that was coming in the “meridian of time.” This was only a cameo role
however, as it was to set the stage it was promised for the Eternal Return of
the Son of God to mankind worldwide. An angel told the Prophet Enoch
that this Son of Man archetype existed even “Before the sun and the signs
were created, before the stars of heaven were formed, his name [the Son of
Man] was invoked in the presence of the Lord of Spirits.”
Kelsey Graves could not have written more forcefully to convince us
that we have been sold a fraudulent bill of goods by our orthodoxy than in
his book
The World’s Sixteen Crucified Saviors: Christianity Before Christ.“Several nations had also their Christs, though in many cases the word is
differently spelled. Chrest, the Greek mode of spelling Christ, may be
found on several of the ancient tombstones of that country. The Christian
writer Elsley, in his ‘Annotations of the Gospels’ (Vol. I. p. 25), spells the
word Christ in this manner,
Chrest. The people of Loretto had a blackSavior, called Chrest, or Christ. Lucian, in his ‘Philopatris,’ admits that
the ancient Gentiles had the name of Christ, which shows it was a heathen
title. The Chaldeans had their Chrest, and the Christians their Christ, all
doubtless, derived from the same original root.” As I have learned, the
“root” of Christ goes back to
Adam Kadmon for the Jew and Christian butlong before either of these latter-day religions came upon the scene, to
Egypt. There the Christ principle was incorporated in the mythology of
Horus, that we will explore later.
Clearly, the concept of Christ has been around since time immemorial.
To make it a recent innovation of the Catholic Church is a “grave” mis-
take, all puns intended. It has cost many an innocent mystic an early
demise including the blue-collar carpenter Jesus who as Tom Harpur has
pointed out was “an itinerant sage who comes to a grisly end.” Yet I would
add as suggested by Joseph Campbell, that once one locates the Christ
within them, they go into death as a god. Indeed, “death where is your
sting?”
Writing in
The Myth of God Incarnate, Frances Young confirms thatwith respect to Jesus, he “is the archetypal man and the archetypal Son of
God in whom we become sons of God, fellow-heirs with Christ who will
bear the image of the man of heaven.” This is the insight that Apostle Paul
received on the road to Damascus: “I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless
I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me.” (Gal. 2:20) It is this realization
that will transform mankind, “Till we all come in unity of the faith,
and of the gnosis of the Son of God, unto the perfect man, unto the measure
of the stature of the fullness of Christ.” (Eph. 4:13)
Tom Harpur realized that our modern concept of Christ is a misnomer
for “The ancients placed at the myth’s center an ideal person who would
symbolize humanity itself in its dual nature of human and divine. This
ideal person—the names were Tammuz, Adonis, Mithras, Dionysus,
Krishna, Christ, and many others—symbolized the divine spark incarnate
in every human being, the element ‘destined ultimately to deify
mankind,’” and says so in his book
The Pagan Christ. This is gnosis, thisdeep
knowing that we all hunger to rediscover now. It is “Even the mysterywhich hath been hid from ages and from generations;
Christ in you, thehope of Glory
.” (Colossians 1:26-27)The Code of Christ Consciousness is written within our DNA!
Although I didn’t know it at the time, George showed me how our
DNA is an immortal liquid-crystal organic computer chip made of the
languages of light codes that is our soul body. Most specifically, I refer to
what Elaine Smitha outlines in
If You Make the Rules, How Come You’reNot Boss?
She writes: “Perhaps junk DNA contains all the secrets of theuniverse, including those unconscious potentials you have yet to discover.
lxii
• TranceformersPerhaps it is this DNA that allows you to travel without your body into
starry realms. Maybe that is where you go in your dreams. Quite possibly
intuition, psychic powers, and remote viewing (non-local information
gathering) fall into the realm of this amazing communication channel.
Perhaps with a relaxed mind, you can tap into the prime DNA alphabet
soup for transport. It’s absolutely fascinating to consider.” (See
www.elainesmitha.com)
As prolific researcher and writer of six books and 150 articles on biophysics
and chemistry, Dr. Mae-Wan Ho, says in her lectures, “The most
remarkable implication of our findings is that organisms are completely
liquid crystalline.” (
See The Rainbow and The Worm: The Physics ofOrganisms
by Mae-Wan Ho, Ph.D.)That is, it is DNA that shapeshifts us between our subtle energy spiritual
body form and dense energy physical body form lifetime-after-lifetime.
If you will, you can’t kill us because we can switch back and forth
from a physical and non-physical body form faster than the speed-of-light.
We do this information transfer right now in fact. We toggle between our
two bodies at the cellular level each and every second within the zeropoint
field—but then on to our assigned star after we shed our physical
skin like a snake, as I will explain later.
I wasn’t certain of this fact until a maverick science writer, Lynne
McTaggart of London, England published
The Field: The Quest for theSecret Force of the Universe,
and confirmed to my demanding satisfactionthat this is the case beyond a doubt. Nor did I grasp technically how my
buddy could communicate with me through trance until I understood
McTaggart’s conclusion: “Death may be merely a matter of going home
or, perhaps, staying behind—returning to The Field.” (See www.thefieldonline.
com)
One of the most bizarre aspects to my after-death communication
experience was that I noticed that George had a row of flattened metal
beer cans stuffed inside his hat’s headband. Now we were both avid beer
drinkers, so that in and of itself was not surprising, but upon deep reflec-
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lxiiition I grasped the significance to this seemingly comical imagery. I recollected
what I had said to George months previously while at the funeral
home in Huntsville—not aloud but in my mind. I had leaned over his casket
and projected the thought: “George, a joke is a joke, let’s go get a
beer!”
Unequivocally, George showed me visually by his colorful party attire
and “the old beer cans in the hat band trick” that he was very much alive
at his
demise; and equally important to my visions of our future, he hadread
my mind. That is to say, I later realized that mind-to-mind communication—telepathy—will become the common means of information
exchange between our people, our planet, our solar system, and beyond to
the very core of our Milky Way Galaxy. The truth is all creation is contained
within the Mind of God. There is nothing “outside” to God. God
is at the center and circumference of the cosmos at once—omnipresent.
God is in constant contact with every atom and all life forms via the zeropoint
field and this truth then establishes the bedrock for all other revelations
that I will be sharing with you in what I call my science of soul
wisdom teachings.
But here was the rub as I saw it then: George no longer had a physical
brain by which to “receive or transmit” signals, so what was going on here,
really? Were all of his—and our—senses (sight, hearing, taste, touch, and
smell) collocated within the zero-point field? The 1970’s pioneer in
biofeedback equipment development, Dr. Buryl Payne, speculated in
Getting There Without Drugs
: Techniques and Theories for the Expansion ofConsciousness
: “Maybe the brain serves merely as a link from the fifthdimension to the fourth one, like a kind of transformer. In the same way,
our physical bodies serve to transform the brain processes into the third
dimension. Telepathy may be simply the receptivity of one amplifier to
the signals emanating from another.”
What I came to understand was that our brain serves as a two-way
binary switch like those used in digital computer logic circuitry between
the zero-point mind-field of cosmic consciousness, the mind-field of our
lxiv
• Tranceformerstion I grasped the significance to this seemingly comical imagery. I recollected
what I had said to George months previously while at the funeral
home in Huntsville—not aloud but in my mind. I had leaned over his casket
and projected the thought: “George, a joke is a joke, let’s go get a
beer!”
Unequivocally, George showed me visually by his colorful party attire
and “the old beer cans in the hat band trick” that he was very much alive
at his
demise; and equally important to my visions of our future, he hadread
my mind. That is to say, I later realized that mind-to-mind communication—telepathy—will become the common means of information
exchange between our people, our planet, our solar system, and beyond to
the very core of our Milky Way Galaxy. The truth is all creation is contained
within the Mind of God. There is nothing “outside” to God. God
is at the center and circumference of the cosmos at once—omnipresent.
God is in constant contact with every atom and all life forms via the zeropoint
field and this truth then establishes the bedrock for all other revelations
that I will be sharing with you in what I call my science of soul
wisdom teachings.
But here was the rub as I saw it then: George no longer had a physical
brain by which to “receive or transmit” signals, so what was going on here,
really? Were all of his—and our—senses (sight, hearing, taste, touch, and
smell) collocated within the zero-point field? The 1970’s pioneer in
biofeedback equipment development, Dr. Buryl Payne, speculated in
Getting There Without Drugs
: Techniques and Theories for the Expansion ofConsciousness
: “Maybe the brain serves merely as a link from the fifthdimension to the fourth one, like a kind of transformer. In the same way,
our physical bodies serve to transform the brain processes into the third
dimension. Telepathy may be simply the receptivity of one amplifier to
the signals emanating from another.”
What I came to understand was that our brain serves as a two-way
binary switch like those used in digital computer logic circuitry between
the zero-point mind-field of cosmic consciousness, the mind-field of our
lxiv
• Tranceformerstion I grasped the significance to this seemingly comical imagery. I recollected
what I had said to George months previously while at the funeral
home in Huntsville—not aloud but in my mind. I had leaned over his casket
and projected the thought: “George, a joke is a joke, let’s go get a
beer!”
Unequivocally, George showed me visually by his colorful party attire
and “the old beer cans in the hat band trick” that he was very much alive
at his
demise; and equally important to my visions of our future, he hadread
my mind. That is to say, I later realized that mind-to-mind communication—telepathy—will become the common means of information
exchange between our people, our planet, our solar system, and beyond to
the very core of our Milky Way Galaxy. The truth is all creation is contained
within the Mind of God. There is nothing “outside” to God. God
is at the center and circumference of the cosmos at once—omnipresent.
God is in constant contact with every atom and all life forms via the zeropoint
field and this truth then establishes the bedrock for all other revelations
that I will be sharing with you in what I call my science of soul
wisdom teachings.
But here was the rub as I saw it then: George no longer had a physical
brain by which to “receive or transmit” signals, so what was going on here,
really? Were all of his—and our—senses (sight, hearing, taste, touch, and
smell) collocated within the zero-point field? The 1970’s pioneer in
biofeedback equipment development, Dr. Buryl Payne, speculated in
Getting There Without Drugs
: Techniques and Theories for the Expansion ofConsciousness
: “Maybe the brain serves merely as a link from the fifthdimension to the fourth one, like a kind of transformer. In the same way,
our physical bodies serve to transform the brain processes into the third
dimension. Telepathy may be simply the receptivity of one amplifier to
the signals emanating from another.”
What I came to understand was that our brain serves as a two-way
binary switch like those used in digital computer logic circuitry between
the zero-point mind-field of cosmic consciousness, the mind-field of our
lxiv
• TranceformersSun, Earth, Galaxy and beyond to the intelligence contained within other
galactic, solar, and planetary systems. These universes are infinite in all
directions so forget about trying to count them my friends. Leave that to
folks who can’t sleep at night and like shepherds, like to count sheep.
In a nutshell, the fifth dimension is the common interface point
between the “physical” realms of life and the “spiritual” realms of death.
Trance, as we will learn, is the way we establish an open line of communication,
a phase-lock resonance between varying frequencies in electronic
terms, in a universe of multiple dimensions. And as Alan F. Alford of
Walsall, England heartily declares: “Ancient sages believed that the future
destiny of mankind lay in a return to the Source, i.e. to God and Heaven.
The death of the body, they said, did not mark an end but rather a critical
mid-point in the human existence. Those who had the secret knowledge
could retrace the path to the Heavenly Source and enter the gates to the
lost paradise. The knowing soul would then unite with its primeval bodydouble
and materialize in a remarkably Earth-like world.” (See
www.eridu.co.uk)
The Purpose of My Book
Despite all the marvels of the modern world, these are perilous times.
Our world is on the brink of cataclysmic changes that need to be brought
to the attention of the general public and media by all of us who have
some insights into them, especially. In an ideal situation, I would not have
to write a book in fact. I’d simply pick up the telephone and call the local
newspaper editor, television station producer, or better yet, my FEMA
official. Then I would say: “Excuse me madam for taking up your valuable
time this morning, but could you refer me to the woman on your staff
that is working on the plans to survive the End-Time shift of the ages?”
Needless to say, that is not in the cards at the moment, so I will have to do
it the old fashioned way: I’ll have to
earn it—people’s confidence. If noth-Preface •
lxving else, I trust you will sense the sincerity in what I am about to share
with you. (I hoped you noticed that I used women in my example above;
that is because I know better than to ask a man for directions as a rule!)
Along these lines, my left-brained book could be edited better as well.
The sentences could be written less gangly, packed more tightly into crisp,
snappy sound bite-like phrases. The paragraphs could be reduced in size,
less rambling and more “get to the point” summations. But that is not
how I think, talk or write, unfortunately, so please bear with me. I’m only
a man after all. Thus thank you in advance for your patience as we plough
ahead into a lengthy conversation that I pray will save many lives both
here and hereafter. That is my only
agenda in case you were wondering. Iwant to be part of the solution, not the problem, to our worst fear: The
fear of dying. Indeed this planet is truly dying now but only from testosterone
poisoning—and that is bullshit.
Beyond anything else, I feel a sense of urgency concerning the critical
condition of our environment and what that will mean for the spread of
pandemics worldwide as the so-called “natural disasters” have their way
with us. How many people can we cram into tent cities and trailer parks
before all hell breaks loose? I know that survivors will look back with
hindsight upon the ruins of lives and ask themselves: “Why wasn’t more
information disseminated on this “shift of the ages” and preparations
made to feed and shelter our populations by our political leaders?” Why?
It is because our religious leaders failed us! They still have their intellectual
heads stuck up their past! As with elected officials, the problem is one of
truth telling—or the lack of it. How many leaders in any organization ask
for help from God in the decision-making process that impacts the innocents
under their protective umbrella?
After my deceased friend’s visitation, I began earnestly seeking the
deeper meanings to his telepathic communication with the same intensity
a drowning man desires a “hit” of oxygen. I was frantic. My existing religious
and scientific framework failed me at this critical time in my life and
I set out to find out why at Mach 2 with my hair on fire. I’d heard the
platitudes that our modern culture generates regarding the impossibility
of such happenings before, but that pronouncement was obviously wrong.
I trusted my observation. Now I needed a new
paradigm—a model of reality—that fit these extraordinary future visions.
So I began in 1989 to review hundreds of books including
Mass Dreamsof the Future
by Chet B. Snow, a clinical hypnotherapist that had documentedthousands of future-life progressions of clients that revealed a catastrophic
future for our planet. I also purchased the complete set of five
VHS tapes on
The Power of Myth by Joseph Campbell and Bill Moyers.Myths I came to see were maps of the mind. Or as archetypal psychologist
James Hillman rightly says, I rediscovered the “mythical style of consciousness”
that is the language of gods: archetypes. I learned, for example,
that the concept of Christ was an archetype for cosmic consciousness that
had its origins in the beginning of time and applied to EVERYMAN; it
was not simply the last name for Jesus.
Along the way, I also found that the International Association of Near-
Death Studies (IANDS) addressed these concerns at its monthly meetings
that were held relatively close to me at the Green Lake Branch Library in
Seattle, Washington. There I listened to people sharing heartfelt insights
into God, angels, life-after-death, pole shifts and other earth changes, second
comings of spiritual masters, awe-inspiring stories from Betty Eadie,
Kimberly Clark Sharp, and many, many others in the early years.
Likewise, I later met with two well-known NDErs, Dannion Brinkley and
Mellen-Thomas Benedict, when they came to Spokane for Body-Mind-
Spirit lectures. Thereafter I spoke on the phone with Phyllis Atwater in
Virginia, and Howard Storm in Ohio, both sharing a treasure chest of
“future memory” visions with me. Furthermore, I co-sponsored speaking
engagements to Unity Church for such cutting-edge thinkers as Dr. Bruce
Lipton and Gregg Braden. I wrote to Dr. John Mack at Harvard
University and shared my insights on the topic of aliens, angels, and
shamanism that he said were valuable and matched his own. Today I stay
in contact with Ned Dougherty and Mellen-Thomas Benedict via e-mail
as well as other likeminded mystics, prophets, and shamans that are each
in their own special way preparing all of us to receive the Second Coming
of Christ Consciousness.
There is a fifth dimension beyond that which is known to man. It is a dimension
as vast as space and as timeless as infinity. This is the home of our imagination.
—Rod Serling (1924-1975)
The Twilight Zone
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Contents
Introduction
Chapter 1 - Prophetic or Pathetic
Chapter 2 - The Science of God
Chapter 3 - God’s Brain
Chapter 4 - Bogus Beliefs
Chapter 5 - The Case For Christ
Chapter 6 - The Great Esoteric Jigsaw Puzzle
Chapter 7 - Pages of Truth?
Chapter 8 - Flood or Fantasy?
Chapter 9 - Science or Sci-Fi?
Chapter 10 - Creative Evolution
Chapter 11 - God's Abacus
Chapter 12 ? Conclusion
Appendix 1 ? The Da Vinci Code
Appendix 2 - The Truth Inside Your Skull - The Ancient Mystery of the
Skull Cup
Bibliography
Introduction
“If a man will begin with certainties, he shall end in doubts; but if he
will be content to begin with doubts, he shall end in certainties.”
Francis Bacon, 1561-1626.
If you have bought this book then you are asking questions. These same
questions have been asked for thousands of years and it was due to these
questions that I too was thrust into the search for ultimate truths.
From the first Shaman and Medicine men of primitive cultures to the high
philosophers of the Hellenised world these questions have caused
consternation and even warfare. I can guarantee that almost everybody
who reads this book will have ‘issues’ with it because of the divisive
nature of religion, belief and faith. With each passing generation we
seem to be no closer to the truth of whether god exists and these wars
rage still in the name of god.
What does change is our perception of what this god is or should be. In
the beginning we may have held the gods or god to be Animistic, Totemic
or even plain agricultural deities. Attributing all-manner of special
and wonderful meanings to their persona. In many instances astrological
or astronomical ideologies were placed over these early beliefs. This
gave real life to the flames, light and heat of the sun, resurrecting
nightly the cold light of the moon. Our systems developed and evolved as
we learned more and more about the world around us. Eventually we
supposedly became more rational and literal. At a unique period of time
the gods were themselves rationalised into just one all encompassing
god, which just happened to be male. Of course this was after the
destruction of the idea of the balancing goddess, Sophia. She has been
hidden within the Gnostic surviving traditions as Mary, Isis and various
other female deities. For those among us who are literal fundamentalists
this female counterpart or Lilith, was simply in the way and we were
left with one, male god. This god, because he was the accumulation of
all the ideas and symbols of the other deities also held all the answers
to all our questions ? a super god.
This one super god could have emerged from anywhere at any time, had
that time been right. But the time was right in the Middle East. There
was a power vacuum and an Empire sufficiently placed to help this new
way grow - Rome. Eventually this new faith manifested itself around the
globe as Christianity. After this eruption of new ideology and with the
world rapidly becoming a smaller place it became increasingly less
likely that any other monotheistic religion would ever be quite as
successful. Any successor would have to wage war with the might of
Christianity in the new guise of Catholicism. This is one of the reasons
I have chosen to keep the focus of this book more towards Christianity
rather than say, Islam or Buddhism.
There has, however, been a war raged, as we all know. Not just the
physical battle of the strongest, but also a more subtle psychological
battle of propaganda. This makes sifting through the evidence more
difficult than it would otherwise be, due to the layers of lies and
deceit always present when propaganda is utilised.
With this in mind and using history as a tool we can only forecast a
balancing out of beliefs and a coming together of world religions. The
opposite is almost too bloody to bear. Hopefully a rationalism of this
long-term propaganda will fuse the minds of these otherwise intelligent
people. If we fail to show that all faith comes from an initial core
then we are left with the stark fact that man will go on fighting for
belief until the end of time.
For now we have to use the evidence at hand to decide for ourselves what
the truth is. We can take no relevance or help from how intelligent a
believer or non-believer may be. There are many millions of highly
intellectual people who hold to the faith of either god or atheism. We
cannot say that just because a Professor believes in god then we should
also. As Carl Gustav Jung, the infamous psychoanalyst told us, we are
all unique individuals and we all wish to fit in with whatever social
order just so happens to be around us.
There are a many great reasons for the emotional state of belief. And
that is exactly one of them. Belief and faith are emotional states, not
intellectual property. Something inside of us is said to demand an
answer. Something, possibly part of an evolutionary instinct, emits a
strong desire for there to be more to life than that which we have. Many
believe this to be part of the cyclic problem, that we have a beginning
and an end, and we cannot deal with this. As if to circumnavigate the
problem we give our gods the ability to resurrect, just as do the sun
and moon and stars daily and nightly. We then claim this as a gift from
our god, that we may also be miraculously resurrected. In Egypt the
great deities were part and parcel of an incredible system of daily and
yearly re-creation and systems akin to this are to be found across the
world. Thinking outside of this cyclical world is left to physicists and
quantum theorists who develop modern scientific thoughts along the lines
of evidence, but which mirror the philosophies of our ancestors.
The sheer terror of there actually being an end to life is often too
much for us to bear and religion claims to have the answer. Now, in this
modern age, we also cling to other more peculiar belief systems such as
Alien worship and seeing the Universe as a living organism. These become
easier to believe due to the perceived rationalism behind them. In time
these ideologies will alter into something else we cannot even imagine.
I would also like to draw a distinction between religion and
spirituality. A religion is something we join or conform to. It can be
controlling, because it has rigid age-long doctrines and dogma that must
be must be adhered to by the member. In this way it is no different to
communism and in more subtle ways the capitalist world, which controls
us with our inner desires. Spirituality is different. This is an emotion
or feeling that there must be more to life than our physical forms. The
fact that we can place one brick upon another and create a beautiful
cathedral, designed from within ourselves to meet with the beautiful
order of the universe, is evidence of this spiritual side. Art, writing
and a closeness to the natural world are elements of the spiritual
sense. None of this requires a god and could easily adapt to any new
circumstance or evidence. It matters not whether evolution or creation
are real, as both are beautiful in their own way and in both we can, in
the spiritual sense, feel a connection. The fact is though, that our
spiritual nature has been for thousands of years stolen by the Church in
one form or another. The clever manipulation of our psyche, using love,
fear and guilt, to bolster the coffers of the orthodox religion, has
been in place and copied since man began to think. It is time to think
again and to judge in balance the reality of life.
In all things we need balance, careful consideration and an analytical
mind to help us see beyond the emotional states of not just ourselves
but others also. We need to first discover who we are before we can move
forward and discover what god is. We cannot look to others for this
process because we are all very different, with different genes and
different upbringings. Religion in this way can actually be harmful, for
it brings together all mankind into a social construct that evades or
rides over the question of difference. It attempts to make us all steer
the same course and where varying ethnic backgrounds are found this
course creates severe problems. Only with dictatorial empires was it
possible to stamp Christian, Islamic or even Hindu authority upon the
immense variety of cultures within any given empire. Today there is a
war at play between Christianity and Islam, being played out upon the
world stage because of the cultural obstacles. In truth these religions
are often used by power brokers to rally the masses, but on another
level belief and faith without evidence are themselves divisive.
So just what is the purpose of religion?
Is it god’s answer to the questions man cannot answer? Or is it simply
man’s answer to those same questions?
In this book we are looking for the answer to two questions. What or Who
is god? And what are we to understand represents proof?
Firstly then to god. What is the Christian point of view?
God is our concept of the Supreme Being, the creator, lord and manager
of our lives. He made everything. He is omnipotent, all seeing and all
knowing, the beginning and the end. We cannot hide from god. He is to be
worshipped for all he has done for us. He is to be petitioned in prayer
and we are to place faith in him for all our needs. He is our saviour,
taking away all our sins so that we can reconcile ourselves again with
him.
We cannot, yet, explain god in scientific terms. Whoever does will make
a lot of money. There are moments of quantum understanding that one day
may bring us close, but however close we do get, it may still be a
million miles off the mark.
Humans are finite beings; we are still, after all this time trying to
understand what must be an infinite being, if indeed he exists.
We, as finite beings, look for a beginning and an end. The Bible even
tells us that god is the Alpha and Omega (the first and last letters of
the Greek alphabet). Life must start somewhere and end somewhere; we
simply cannot understand it any other way.
Yet, if we were gods, we would possibly exist in some other dimensional
state that mere humans simply could not comprehend. We would know
everything, in all time, all at once, present, past and future. We would
hold the power to create life and take it away again. To choose life or
death for billions is the kind of power only mad men dream of.
That is why we would also be love. According to the Bible, god is love.
This would be just as well. The power to create and destroy life needs
the taming of love.
Hopefully now we have a better understanding of what many Christians
believe to be god.
So what about proof?
I have been accused, mostly by Christians who are afraid of the word
‘evidence’, that I should not even question the existence of god. God,
they say is the subject of faith and faith does not require proof. Alas,
I have a left-brain, logical impulse that does not and will not agree
with such sentiments. Proof is evidence that something is true and if
one searches for truth, then one must seek out proof. But how do we know
what is true? It can be two ways. For instance I am a white man, and yet
I am also a sort of pink colour. Which is true? Both are obviously true.
One is true symbolically and one true literally. These are the truths we
have to sift through when reading the Bible or any other ancient
tradition or myth.
I cannot prove to you that Shakespeare wrote Hamlet, it is something we
have faith in. There is evidence that Marlowe also had a hand in many of
Shakespeare’s works. What is true? There have been many thousands of
researchers look into this mystery and still no hard evidence has
emerged, and so in ‘truth’ we can only say that we ‘believe.’ How much
more important then is it that we discover the author or authors of the
Bible? Was it man or god?
Philip Gardiner
England 2006
Chapter 1
Prophetic or pathetic
Prophecy can be a very powerful way of showing that the Bible / Koran is
the word of god. Many theologians argue that some Bible prophecies were
written after the event however, and point to prophetic self-fulfilment.
For Christians prophecy ensures the strengthening of faith as St Peter
wrote:
“..and we have the word of the prophets made more certain, and you will
do well to pay attention to it, as to a light shining in a dark place,
until the day dawns and the morning star rises in your hearts.” 2 Peter
1: 19.
When we begin to take a deeper look into Biblical prophecy we find
ourselves startled at the immense scope and the intricately detailed
DNA-like structure that it weaves through the centuries. Surely if there
is a god - and that is the question of this book - and if that god is
the Biblical god, we must believe that he gave us his word through
prophets or men of his word. However, to be totally fair we must look at
other, non-Biblical fortune telling, for in doing so we should be able
to discern the differences between the prophecies of god and the
childlike grasping of man. This in itself has been used as strong
‘evidence’ for the existence of god, albeit circumstantial. The very
range of subject matter is both bewildering and ridiculous. Of the
following you will surely have heard of a few: - Divination,
clairvoyance, augury, astrology, horoscopy, palmistry, crystal gazing,
dowsing, and tarot card reading.
Prophet or Profiteer?
From Biblical days monarchs have seen fit to employ so-called prophets
and seers. Even in our contemporary age the illustrious leaders of
western and some eastern countries employ people to read their
horoscopes or palms and tell them whether to have a hair cut or press
the big button and nuke the world. Many stars and personalities join in
with ‘New Age’ fortune telling and end up making stars and personalities
out of the fortune-tellers, who then, make huge amounts of money. Each
week in many countries we now have Astrology television programmes,
telling us our fortunes and listening to the wonderful coincidences week
in and week out.
Back in the sixteenth century much the same thing was happening with the
rulers of England. The prophet of the day was a man named John Dee
(1527-1608) who, although failing to predict the death of King Edward VI
correctly, was employed for a time by Queen Mary, in order that she may
have her and her husbands horoscopes read.
Dee fell in with a man named Edward Kelly who claimed to see spirits in
crystals and held long conversations with dead people. Things did not
turn out well for Dee when a spirit called Madimi told Kelly that Dee
should share his wife with him.
Dee, a spy of the realm and also known as 007, was taken in by a
trickster. Kelly can be shown to have deceived Dee. Together they
managed to manipulate dozens of Royalty including the Polish King and
Holy Roman Emperor. It was the clever workings of a government spy and a
superb con man in the guise of Kelly that managed to be the talk of
Europe. Eventually Dee lost his home in England and became almost
secondary to the legend of his previous underling Kelly. In the end
there is no proof that any of the Dee/Kelly scenario is true prophecy
from spirits or god. It is in actual fact a sad story of deceit, Dee, an
otherwise brilliant man, succumbed to the tricks and tactics of Kelly.
In the fifteenth century a woman by the name of Janet Ursula Southiel,
now commonly known as Mother Shipton, supposedly predicted the Great
Fire of London in 1666AD and the English Civil War.
Even at birth rumours of ‘the Devils child’ and ‘Lucifer’s daughter’
were abound and her mother was accused of copulating with the Devil. Her
mother vanished to a convent and a nurse took Ursula in as her own.
Ursula went on to marry Tobias Shipton and moved from Knaresborough to
Skipton in England.
However, any keen historian upon closer inspection will find that the
prophecies are so obscure that they could mean anything from making
telephone poles to the invention of satellite dishes. With the advance
in science and technology, interpretations of Mother Shipton's
prophecies are updated still by her ardent followers to fit with the
times in which we live. Take for example the following rhyme which, has
since been “attributed” to Mother Shipton, and therefore ‘becomes’ hers:
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“Carriages without horses shall go,
And accidents fill the world with woe,
Around the earth thoughts shall fly,
In the twinkling of an eye;
The world upside down shall be,
And gold found at the root of a tree,
Through the hills man shall ride,
And no horse shall be at his side,
Under water men shall walk,
Shall ride, shall sleep, shall even talk,
In the air men shall be seen,
In white, in black, in green,
Iron in the water shall float,
As easily as a wooden boat,
To an end the world shall come,
In the year two thousand and sixty one.”
Sounds wonderfully authentic doesn’t it? She must have been in touch
with god himself. No, afraid not. This magnificent rhyme of doom was
created centuries after her time and attributed to her. Were you
wondering over the words? Were you imagining the telephone as being the
thoughts flying around the earth? This is how we are sucked into
believing. A little at a time, with words placed into the mouths of
prophets. Now after all this time it is hard for the onlooker to discern
between fact and fiction. Did she really predict the Great Fire of
London? Highly unlikely. And this gives us a clue about the Bible, for
Mother Shipton lived only a few hundred years ago, whereas the Bible is
two thousand years old or thereabouts and we most prophecies appear to
have also been written down after the events in question. Other
prophecies are so obscure that they can be interpreted in hundreds of
different ways.
The same is true of Michel de Nostradame or Nostradamus, who has lately
taken an upsurge in popularity. He is from the same period as Mother
Shipton and again much of his work is attributed to him and may not even
be his, let alone from his period. Also his words are most often so
obscure as to be able to be interpreted in any way at all. He supposedly
predicted the death of the French King Henry II, but again it is
concealed in such cryptic language that it only serves to give it a
taste of the mythological and surreal. This is basically why the work of
Nostradamus can be re-released every century because it will always find
a subject matter with which the vagaries of his language can adapt.
From profit and fame, attention-seeking individuals, sincere mystics,
and just plain fools, we turn now to a totally different aspect of
prophecy. Richard Brothers (1757-1824) surprisingly anticipated the
death of King Louis XVI. He then went on to claim that he was a direct
descendant of King David and the nephew of the almighty. Needless to
say, whatever spirits Richard Brothers had been listening to were
probably out of a bottle. Eventually he was committed to an asylum and
declared insane.
We may laugh and mock the people of ages past, but are we any better? In
fact we seem to be worse. At least our ancestors had the excuse of low
technology and lack of information. What is our excuse?
Are there simply too many problems with prophecy to use it as proof?
There are no live witnesses, no scientific analysis and simply too many
other reasons for people to create the myth. Whoever uses prophecy as a
proof for the existence of some higher being is simply perpetuating that
myth. And yet Christianity maintains this element as part of its
weaponry for conversion. How does this weaponry hit the target? Why are
we still affected by prophecy? Indeed, why do we seek predictions?
Horror-scopes!
Today 91% of people in the UK alone read their star signs which only
leaves 9% that do not. This of course means that people of all faiths
are also doing so. Of this 91% who do read them, 70% read stars for fun
and 20% really believe them. Eight million people in the UK read their
horoscopes daily in newspapers. This is just a hint at how big this
business is.
Historically it all began some three thousand years ago (and highly
likely more - see The Shining Ones by same author), with Babylonian
priests. They watched the night sky and noted the seven wanderers that
turned out to be the planets (less the obvious ones that were discovered
later). They then divided this heavenly map into twelve segments, and
used it as a kind of calendar.
A few people were chosen and their birth days logged, then they were
closely watched and their traits of anger, loyalty, patience and so on
were carefully written down. This is where the equations used today
originated.
Even if those big rocks out there in space could somehow guide our life
and help us make decisions we would be making the wrong decisions now.
The star signs are exactly one month out from when they were firsts
created. So whatever star sign you think you are, you’re not. Of course
there may be some truth in the electromagnetic and gravitational energy
created by these massive objects in our sky having natural effects upon
our body and therefore our psyche. Being born at different times of the
year has often been shown by scientists to create different emotional
states and hormonal characteristics are also created by the power of the
sun and moon. Tabloid astrology is worthless, but clear, precise and
scientifically analysed data is revealing that our ancient ancestors
were able to predict annual or even longer-term effects upon the human
mind. So, in essence, the science of the mind in conjunction with
electrical and chemical reactions within the body may indeed have some
relationship with the planets ? in just the same way that the menstrual
cycle matches that of the moon. The message is to balance out the
‘belief’ with good evidential science.
People still joyously go ahead even today and lay out the Tarot cards
and truly trust in the upturned pictures of chance. They will watch the
mass of twinkling stars in the ‘heavens’ and put money down on their now
ever so sure futures. With upturned palms people are preyed upon by
professional fair ground Machiavellian storytellers. And yet it is
easier for the sake of our conscience to not believe in god, to go on
enjoying ourselves in iniquity, but deep down we seem to have a need to
be sure of the future, of why we are here. It is also often easier to
just believe in god, because we are told to do so. In all these methods
we fail to listen to our own true judgement and rely on another for our
daily lives.
Take a look outside your window. There may be trees and plants or maybe
you live in a city and all you see are buildings and concrete. Wherever
you live, you will notice one thing. There is, even at our level, a
massive amount of order. The trees have branches and leaves, all with
wonderful symmetry. In the concrete landscape we see man’s
interpretation of our own in-built order. The precise number of windows,
the angles, the colours, all balanced.
This wonderful order follows through, in everything, from the grass we
walk on, to the stars in the sky. The much credited chaos theory has
little to do with the order we are talking about here. In fact the chaos
theory merely backs up the balance of life and its almost thermodynamic
order. There is even a mathematical underlying symmetry to chaos theory,
which has recently been proven by scientists. Chaos really is
unrecognisable order.
So what is the meaning of all this order? Why is the universe so
ordered? Why do we have symmetrical bodies, hands, feet, arms etc? This
question supposedly cannot be answered without putting a meaning into
existence - the all-important question, what is the meaning of life?
This eventually leads us to a belief that order has been created, that
order came from chaos.
This question has tormented mankind ever since we could walk and talk.
Yet, even now, in this scientific age we are told that we still have the
questions unanswered. Is it in fact unanswerable? Is there simply no
meaning to life? And why do we have such a hard time believing that? Are
we simply just walking bags of chemicals and water that have come
together just perfectly over millions of years? Or is there some great
universal law and plan behind all of this? After all, we seem to be
comfortable with anything when we can tie it down with a law or two.
Every generation seems to come up with new laws and theories and so our
reality alters from what it was to what it is. When the Romans invaded
Britain we were worshipping pagan Sun gods and Moon gods amongst a
pantheon of deities. Now WE have a different reality, changed vastly
over a long period of time. Gradually we have taken the answers away
from deities and found them in science and rationalism. Then the cycles
kick in again and we move back to god and victimise science.
And yet, science still cannot provide the answers to the very
fundamental questions at the root of all life. Why are we here? What is
it all about? Who or what started it all and why? And so again we keep
coming full circle, asking the same questions without answers. The truth
has never been answered and probably never will, because the answer
simply must be that the question is wrong. To ask why is a philosophical
question, to ask how is a scientific one. This divides.
Will we find a balance some day? A balance between spirituality and
science? There does seem to be something very special about being human
? our knowledge that we are alive. We must ask, is there a reason for
this? Will we find, as some Christians say, that the spiritual element
of our life cannot be explained scientifically. They explain their
experience as if god was broadcasting a radio signal and they had to
tune into him. Sometimes, they say, the signal is confusing and all they
get is static. But other times they get a clear signal and really
understand god. Maybe mankind has forgotten how to tune himself in.
Maybe god is still broadcasting to a reducing audience?
Many people do say that their minds were more aware and in a higher
state of consciousness when they became Christian. Is this because they
finally tuned in their signal? Or is it a chemical and psychological
reaction to the religious experience? Finding a natural state of bliss?
And yet atheists I have spoken to have exactly the same answers ? that
they too now feel free.
Two thousand years ago in the arid desert of the Middle East, Hebrew
priests and prophets wandered around issuing forth proclamations of
truth from god. Radio messages of the future. Their reality was very
different to ours today. There were far fewer other signals around
blocking those of god, if indeed there were any. Maybe Bible prophecy is
the evidence for that signal having been picked up all those years ago?
And then again, maybe it is just as flawed as the other prophets of the
globe.
Bible Prophesy
“For I will give you words and wisdom that none of your adversaries will
be able to resist or contradict.” Luke 21:15.
Let us look at the prophet Isaiah, who, writing in around 700 BC,
apparently accurately predicted the following:
“Who says of Cyrus, “He is my shepherd and will accomplish all that I
please”; he will say of Jerusalem, “Let it be rebuilt” and of the
Temple, “Let its foundations be laid””, Isaiah 44:28
When Isaiah supposedly wrote this, there was no such King as Cyrus,
Jerusalem was fully built and the Temple was standing. However, 100
years after writing these fateful words the city and Temple were
destroyed by King Nebuchadnezzar in 586 BC. After this it was taken by
the Persians in 539 BC and their King, named Cyrus, gave a decree to
rebuild, as in Ezra 1:2:
“This is what Cyrus King of Persia says: “The Lord, the god of heaven
has given me all the Kingdom of the earth and has appointed me to build
a Temple for him in Jerusalem in Judah.”” (See also Chronicles 36:22)
So Isaiah apparently prophesied a whole 160 years before the event with
a name, a place and what would happen. That is of course if we believe
Isaiah.
Herodotus the fifth century Greek historian records that the Euphrates
was diverted from running through the centre of Babylon by Cyrus in
order to allow his Persian army to enter under the walls by means of the
riverbed. This proves that there was such a person as Cyrus, at the
correct time, took the Babylonian Empire and incorporated Jerusalem.
Of course there are numerous accounts of the exploits of King Cyrus,
even his own words say, “I also gathered all the former inhabitants and
returned them to their habitations.” He was of course speaking of the
return of the people of Judah from Babylon, itself a fulfilment of other
Bible prophecies.
Now what about Nebuchadnezzar? In Jeremiah 15:8 we read:
“I have brought upon them against the mother of the young men a spoiler
at noonday: I have caused them to fall upon it suddenly, and terrors
upon the city.” Which if we were to take the word “mother” to mean
Jerusalem or metropolis of the land, the passage might then read, “I
have brought against the Mother City a spoiler at noonday.”
However in chapter 21:7 he speaks in straight language leaving no doubt:
“After that, declares the Lord, I will hand over Zedekiah King of Judah,
his officials and the people in the city who survive the plague, sword
and famine, to Nebuchadnezzar King of Babylon and to their enemies who
seek their lives.”
Now all this is very interesting, especially when we consider that
Jeremiah was supposedly writing this at least thirty-four years before
the actual event. The prophet Daniel confirms the truth of the event in
Daniel 1:1:
“In the third year of the reign of Jehoiakim King of Judah,
Nebuchadnezzar King of Babylon came to Jerusalem and besieged it.”
In the book of the minor prophet Nahum we find the foretelling of the
downfall of Nineveh. Lo and behold we now find in the chronicles of the
Babylonian King Nabopolassar that indeed the combined forces of the
Chaldeans and Medeans did actually destroy Nineveh in 612 BC. In fact it
was so devastated that Xenophon did not even recognise it as the site of
a city when he passed in 401 BC.
Continuing the theme we find Joel, another minor prophet in the Biblical
sense predicting a major Christian event,
“I will pour out my spirit on all people, your sons and daughters will
prophesy, your old men will dream dreams, your young men will see
visions.”
If we then read Acts 2:14 onwards we see this wonderfully
self-fulfilling at Pentecost, when god apparently pours out his spirit
on the gathered Apostles.
In the New Testament we see John the Baptist also self-fulfilling Old
Testament prophecy. Isaiah said:
“A voice of one calling; “In the desert prepare the way for the Lord;
make straight in the wilderness a highway for god.””
In John 1:23 this self-fulfilling prophecy is seen with:
“I am the voice of one calling in the desert, “Make straight the way for
the Lord.””
Of course it was that now famous foreknowledge of Jesus that John was
talking about.
On the face of it all this prophecy is tremendous stuff. All this
predicting must surely be from god. Well lets carry on a little and look
at the most famous prophecies - the amazing 300 plus prophecies of
Jesus.
Prophecy - Virgin Birth
Isaiah 7:14:
“The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and will
call him Immanuel.”
Which means god is with us and is derived from Egypt.
Fulfilment
Luke 1:26-32. The angel tells the Virgin Mary that she will “be with
child and give birth to a son.”
There are of course many religions that had this prediction. Zoroaster
was born of a virgin on December 25th. Virgin Birth and cave instances
in birth can also be found with Isis who immaculately conceives Horus.
Virgil said the messiah would be born of the Virgin Lady. Abraham was
born in a cave. Muhammad was enlightened in a cave. Fatima the Shining
One gave birth to three sons and is said to have been a virgin. In China
the Virgin birth consists of treading in the footprint of god which the
mother of Hou Chi did and was born like a 'lamb'. He was born amidst
sheep and cattle just like Jesus. It was a basic Shamanic tenet and is
linked to astrotheology (Virgo being in the correct position) and the
inner wisdom traditions, whereby the enlightenment of self knowledge is
born in union with the inner divine. Our biblical prophets were fully
aware of these concepts and wrote about them. Later generations
misunderstood because the Catholic Church stamped out the Gnostic
organisations and placed literalism in the space provided.
Prophesy - Born in Bethlehem
Micah 5:2:
“But you, Bethlehem Ephrathah, though you are small among the rulers of
Judah, out of you will come for me one who will be ruler over Israel,
whose origins are from old, from days of eternity.”
Fulfilment
Luke 2:1-7, Joseph and Mary go apparently to Bethlehem because of the
census and Mary gives birth to a son.
It is very much disputed now that Bethlehem even existed at the time.
Mary was in a cult of the Virgins, hence the title, created around
prophecy and ancient and traditional religious practices akin to the
later Gnostics. As Jesus was the ‘sun-god’ he was associated not just
with Horus, but also Adonis and he was also known as Tammuz. Bethlehem
means a lot more than ‘house of god’ as propagated by Christians, it
also means ‘house of bread-corn, wheat or grain’. Adonis and Tammuz were
fertility gods ? a function of the sun ? and were also therefore the
spirits of the corn. The sun will rise from the house of corn, gives us
a new perspective on the ancient tale. Of course now we know this, we
can also see why Jesus/Adonis was born to Mary, because Adonis was in
fact born on the 25th December to the Virgin Myrrha/Mary.
Prophecy - Seed of Abraham
Genesis 22:18:
“...and through your seed all nations on earth will be blessed.”
Fulfilment
Matthew 1:1:
“A record of the genealogy of Jesus Christ the son of David, the son of
Abraham...”
Well if we are to believe that Abraham was the ‘father of nations’ then
we are all his sons and anybody could then be the one to be blessed.
These are just a few samples. There are over 300 more, which Christians
have been using for 2000 years to convince the world of their belief.
They say that even Christ himself predicted his own death and
resurrection. Well, if he had planned it with his fellow conspirators,
as many now believe then of course he could have predicted it. Even so,
the New Testament was written after the event and could have easily been
made to fit with the facts. And unfortunately the same is true of all
Bible prophecy. There is absolutely no evidence to suggest anything
other than self-fulfilling and fictitious writing has occurred after the
events, if indeed any of these events were real and not symbolic in the
first place.
And then there are those Bible prophecies still to come true.
We are lead to believe that Christ will return and on that day, his feet
will stand on the Mount of Olives, east of Jerusalem, and the Mount of
Olives will be split in two from east to west. Strangely geologists have
discovered a geometric fault line running east to west right through the
Mount of Olives. Could Zechariah have known this without scientific
evidence? Or is it really proof for the existence of god? Of course we
will not really know until Jesus returns and splits the mountain in
half. Of course when he does I will personally eat my hat and a few more
besides.
In Zechariah 14:12 speaking of the day of the Lord:
“This plague with which the Lord will strike all the nations that fought
against Jerusalem: Their flesh will rot while they are standing on their
feet, their eyes will rot in their sockets and their tongues will rot in
their mouths.”
Sounds like nuclear war or even biological or chemical warfare,
something unknown when written. Every generation since the text was
written has said the same thing. Plague, small pox or any manner of
wonderfully unhealthy phenomena. Are you convinced yet? This is some of
the best evidence Christianity has; you should be signing up to the
Salvation Army by now.
Let’s continue.
Now Christians point at the mathematical probability of all the
prophecies of Jesus to be true. It goes like this: -
For all the prophecies concerning the crucifixion to have come true on
the same day, to the same person, from writings by 60 different men, who
never even knew each other (an assumption), were from totally different
backgrounds (now being disproved) and were written over a period of 1400
years (also not entirely true) would work out to be one in one hundred
billion.
But then, it is now the belief of many that; Jesus was part of a long
ranging and powerful plot to implement a new religion. That he fulfilled
prophecy ‘on purpose’ for various reasons. There is also growing
scholarly evidence to show that Jesus may in fact have been a fictitious
creation of the Essen scribes from Damascus who forged a semi-divine
deity from pre-existent pagan, Egyptian, Indian and Semitic beliefs.
That these people were not from different backgrounds and were in fact
trained under the same roof and that their very simple titles of
‘fishermen’ etc are in actual fact religious titles. To be a fisherman
was simply to be a converter of men to the faith or Baptiser. It was one
who could enter the Otherworld (symbolised as water) on our behalf, like
the modern priest or the ancient Shaman. Now the mathematical
improbability becomes highly likely.
So the prophecies in this old book are convincing to many but none of it
would stand up in court and many of the prophecies could be interpreted
in many thousands of ways. This is the major problem with any religious
text and therefore it simply cannot be taken as proof for god. We need
instead scientific hard evidence in mathematical possibility and
probability. We need modern day convincing we are wiser now, we need
more than riddles interpreted by biased believers. Yes Jesus, I am
afraid we do now need to see the holes in your hand.
Bible Code
So now, what about the famous Bible Code? This is possibly, one of the
most astounding discoveries of mankind, or simply one of the most
astounding inventions of mankind. It appears to be an in-built prophecy,
which has been locked within the structure of the Bible for thousands of
years. The peculiar thing is that it is only now, in our modern computer
literate age that we are able to decipher the code.
In the beginning of his book, The Bible Code, Michael Drosnin quotes
Albert Einstein as saying “The distinction between past, present and
future is only an illusion, however persistent.”
A not unusual philosophical statement for a scientist of Einstein’s ilk,
who worked hard on some quite profound scientific theories. And yet
Einstein was human too and free to theorise about god like the rest of
us. The quotation however sums up the Bible Code quite well. Maybe it is
all an illusion, however persistently provable the maths may be. Using
some extremely clever mathematics, it appears there may well be
something unexplainable within the hidden depths of the Bible.
We have to temper our judgement by remembering who is behind the
discovery of the Bible Code. Michael Drosnin is a respected journalist.
Doron Witztum, Eliyahu Rips and Yoav Rosenberg are all respected Jewish
mathematicians. These are clever people with a lot of respect. However
we have to wonder, because of their faith, whether they have a vested
interest in ensuring that the Bible continues to be utilised by the
worlds Jews and Christians. Michael Drosnin however still fails to come
to a belief in god, even with all the evidence he displays. He remains a
little short of blaming it all on aliens.
I have read the book, and the other books, which duly followed, I have
done the maths and yet I still cannot bring myself to believe the Bible
Code as a prophecy from god.
There is not enough space in the pages of this book to outline all the
evidence for the Bible Code however I can say that further research into
the esoteric, hermetic and ancient alchemical traditions show some
remarkable similarities in structure. The Jews had specific methods of
copy writing material with in-built mathematical structures to ensure
perfect copies. This in turn gives the effect of a purposely-structured
text, built around a peculiar written language, which can be read in
many different ways.
I would however seriously advise anybody to read the book and make up
his or her own mind.
So just how does this famous code work?
Firstly and importantly, only the book of Genesis was checked. In
Statistical Science 1994 Vol 9, No 3, 429-438, Witztum, Rips and
Rosenberg put forward their case for the Equidistant Letter Sequences in
the book of Genesis. Originally discovered by Rabbi Weissmandel who
found “interesting” patterns in the five books of Moses.
Taking Weissmandel’s discovery further the three mathematicians went on
to prove that by choosing equidistant letter sequences in the text, not
counting spaces, they found that the letters spelt out words with
related meanings. For example “Yitzhak Rabin” and “assassin that will
assassinate”, “Amir”, “In 5756” (Hebrew year for 1995), “Tel Aviv” and
Rabin Assassination”, were all found hidden in the depths of a book
written thousands of years before the actual assassination did take
place by a man called Amir in Tel Aviv in 1995.
Also included are the assassinations of Kennedy, both of them, Anwar
Sadat and many more. In fact according to Drosnin probably everybody on
the planet is in there somewhere. It all seems amazing. Indeed, so
amazing that I have been waiting for his follow up book, “My Famous
Hoax”.
The problem is that there seems to be very few serious and none
religious mathematicians and scholars interested in getting to the
bottom of this ‘probability factor’. It is my belief that this is simply
down to the mathematical structure of the language, the method of
copying and our modern day interpretation, seeing what we want to see.
This kind of configuration is extremely difficult to find in English as
there are very few of our words which actually have different meanings.
In the language of Genesis we almost have a religion created language
that has many meanings ? thereby allowing many modern interpretations in
much the same way as we do with Nostradamus or Mother Shipton. Apply a
mathematical structure to the text, any mathematical structure, and you
will find something.
This is one of those kinds of evidence that is almost too amazing to be
true. Maybe we are simply finding what we want to find. Or maybe god is
actually giving us some clues.
Chapter 2
The Science of god
In the previous chapter we looked at prophecy in all its myriad forms.
From con-men of the 16th century to garbled messages from individual
mystics we found that there was little factual proof for god’s
existence. Even Bible prophecy fell short of good legal evidence
admissible in a court of law. And so I want to interject a little
chapter here on science and its relationship to the supernatural. I am
of the opinion that if we were to understand some basic elements of
science better than we do on average, then we might not be so submissive
to the supernatural or even miraculous claims of the devout.
My own view of god has in fact almost always been a scientific one. If
at all, I imagine god as not so much a being, but a universal energy of
particles, waves, electromagnetism and resonance; something
interconnected with everything because of these elemental connections; a
quantum connection. To me, the expression ‘Christ is all and in all’ is
the enlightenment experience which is possible for all of us to reach ?
an experience which connects us to the universal resonance and to our
own inner self. This inner self I believe our ancestors termed ‘god’ and
from here on in this concept became something much more than the basic
fact that we can achieve knowledge of self and knowledge of our own
connection to the universe in which we have evolved for millions of
years.
It is not the standard orthodox belief, if it is a belief at all. In
fact, I am on the one hand sure of this scientific answer to what god
may be, and on the other, always open to new information and discovery.
This is something that orthodox religions simply cannot be.
Mankind has developed over millions of years to arrive where it is are
today, and even now he is not yet at the pinnacle of evolution, if such
a thing exists. We are evolving daily. Maybe not enough for us to see in
our short lives and maybe not overtly physically changing with each
generation, but we are evolving ideas and technical abilities: new and
truly wonderful tools which help us, force us even, to change and adapt
in a pseudo evolutionary way.
Regardless of whether or not there is a god, simple human knowledge of
self, rationality and emotions all contribute to our present
revolutionary pace. And yet, we still need to answer the most
fundamental question of where we come from with the idea of god. Perhaps
we should try to look at the whole thing in a different way.
To understand the beginning of space and time, our perception of
‘beginnings,’ ‘ends,’ and what came before must be challenged. There are
many theories within this arena, some more acceptable than others. For
thousands of years our views of where we came from were basically
religious. From the Middle Eastern ‘Word of god’ creation to the myriad
Hindu beliefs which claim that existence is but a dream in the mind of
the creator ? all of them have certain common themes but with local
ethnic differences. The teachings of the hermetic sects claim the
creation to be god’s artistic side coming out, although he gets so
involved, he can no longer separate himself from his creation. As we
will see, it is quite within the Laws of Quantum Physics for thought to
have created the Universe. With quantum theory, it is possible for
anything to occur, even for a universe to come into existence on its
own.
On the face of it, there does not seem to have been much of a challenge
to these faith-oriented beliefs until the enlightened age of philosophy.
This appears to be the time when man challenged all ideas, even his own.
The early philosophers required their students to assume what they were
being taught was wrong and to come up with their own ideas.
We can get an idea of how developed our ancestors were and how deep
their understanding of the Universe was when we discover ‘why’ and
‘when’ they built and utilised the celestially-oriented temples and
megalithic structures. Apart from what can be learned from their
buildings, new understanding can come from the early writings in which
secrets have been locked away for thousands of years, only to be
understood by those with the eyes to see.
We can see from these writings and structures that man has understood,
or found the need for, a clear beginning and end. A cycle of life
emerged and with it came a religious copy of this cycle, more complex
and intuitive than we could ever imagine. Recently emerging data has put
the beginning of civilisation further back in time, and has proved that
there was greater knowledge among early peoples. With every passing day
we find new evidence for the purpose of megalithic structures. The
secret resonance, the effects of radiation causing lights in the sky;
the planetary alignments, Earth energies and pathways, the symbolism of
life and death ? all these things are coming under closer scrutiny and
many are being proven.
The fact that our ancestors knew so much about the cycles of life is
partly the cause of the problem of understanding our beginning. These
ideas and beliefs in life cycles over many thousands of years and our
own in-built cyclical nature will not allow us to comprehend anything
without a start and finish.
Accepting that we do not understand is a good foundation. We, by the
very definition of being alive, with ‘life and death’ cyclic patterns,
simply cannot understand the beginning, if indeed there was one.
Our whole lives are based around cycles. The element of time causes
cycles to come into existence. Without time there are no cycles, without
cycles there is no time. To some non-academic and alternative authors
the earth was once upright and they claim that the earth tilted within
the lifetime of the history of man. However, the very life on earth
would not exist if this were so, for it is the precession or wobble of
the earth due to its tilt that gives us cycles and indeed may have
helped to begin the cycle of life in the first place.
On a simple level, cycles are about birth and death, sunrise and sunset,
the waxing and waning of the moon, the changing of the seasons, the
tides of the sea, the reproductive cycle of females and much more. All
these are inexorably linked to each other and with the entire universe.
The difference between our ancient ancestors and us is that we have
forgotten about these links ? while their whole lives revolved around
this understanding. Our ancestors understood that the universe and
everything within it revolved around a massive repetition of cycles. We
on the other hand break down our perception of life into a spectrum of
‘sciences’, ‘philosophies’ and ‘religions’. We thereby cause division in
our understanding and yet our ancestors told us again and again to mend
this division and bring unity back to our lives in a balanced way.
The greatest of these cycles however was of course the cycle of the sun.
Every single great deity is linked to this magnificent orb in the sky.
It is imaged with wings as it takes flight; it makes the sun god Apollo
appear like a young male; it is the deep red of menstrual blood in the
evening as it takes on a feminine role. It gives us all life on earth
and energises everything in the solar system. We are only beginning to
understand the harmony in which we have lived and the disharmony we are
causing with our constant damage of the finely balanced environment,
which has taken the last 15 billion years to achieve. And yet, as any
Native American Indian will tell you, the ancients understood and
respected this balance. They will also tell you that they understood the
living earth, the power within.
This earth force is made up of subtle energy waves which some today
mistakenly call Ley Lines and which the Chinese call Feng Shui or Dragon
Paths. These forces are scientifically proven to exist as
electromagnetism, although much that is blatantly unscientific is
claimed for them (not all Ley Lines or Dragons Paths are true, and
mathematical probability allows for them to appear accidentally.)
When we alter the environment, we alter the balance of these paths, and
in turn, the subtle balance between the earth and the universe. The same
effect occurs when there is tectonic plate movement. We are also
beginning to understand the effects we are having, not only on the
environment but also on our own psyches. It is emerging that the energy
of our surroundings does have an effect upon our minds. For example,
some people suffer from Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD) as a result of
the lack of sunlight. This recently discovered cyclic problem affects us
all to some extent, although some medical professionals in the sunnier
parts of the world deny its existence. This shows that if we can suffer
from problems because of a loss of sunlight (which is on the
electromagnetic spectrum) then we could theoretically, suffer other
problems caused by imbalances in electromagnetic radiation. The reverse
of this is that a balanced electromagnetic state implies health and good
living. In a scientific manner then, the sun truly can rule our daily
lives and therefore there is no wonder that mankind imagined the solar
orb to be a deity and worthy of worship.
Our ancestors have shown that they understood these subtleties. They
placed clues for us to find. All of their rituals, their religions,
cults, gods, demigods, all of their lives, were linked to the cycles of
the universe.
Without these cycles, there would be no life. The entire universe would
be one great chaotic soup, and according to scientists, this is how it
all began. Over the course of billions of years it settled down into
regular patterns. The Law of Thermodynamics shows us that when two
systems come together ? for example hot and cold ? equilibrium is
naturally achieved, albeit dependent upon many factors such as
environment, velocity, mass and much more. This follows through from the
universal scale right down to our own bodies and lives, which find
equilibrium with the rest of the universe. Taking into account all the
factors that affect us: the solar wind and flares, electromagnetism,
gravity, heat, radiation, we still manage to come into balance with
these things. It makes perfect sense then to remember that of Gnostic
ancestors developed natural methods to come into balance both with
themselves and with their environment.
It is in fact our understanding of these facts, which has altered over
time and the language has changed from one of awe of the power and
supernature of a deity’s hand in the whole creation to one of awe at the
nature of it. We have come through thousands of years of beliefs, and
then through a hundred years or more of rationalism and this ancient
perception has been all but lost.
The Thermodynamic Cycle shows how nature, in relation to heat and cold,
constantly repeats itself. We can see this in the broader aspect of the
Earth's seasons. The perfect man-made engine would reveal the
Thermodynamic Cycle where all heat would be converted to energy without
loss ? although in the 19th Century, scientist Sadi Carnot showed how
this would be impossible, as all engines must lose some heat. The same
applies to the planet Earth, which we know only has a certain life span.
If the Earth kept all of its energy it would be perpetual and would
cycle forever. As it is, the energy will eventually be converted into
something else the universe needs. On a smaller scale, this cycle also
applies to us. At death we will convert to some other form of energy.
Electromagnetism also has a striking and profound effect upon us.
Electromagnetic Radiation waves are produced by the acceleration, or
oscillation, of an electric charge. These waves are, as the name
implies, both electric and magnetic. The frequency of the waves can
range from high to low. Visible light is a small part of the
electromagnetic spectrum, as are X-rays, gamma rays, ultraviolet
radiation, infrared radiation and micro and radio waves.
Electromagnetic waves need no medium for transmission. Therefore they
can travel through almost anything. Virtually everything gives off
electromagnetic radiation, including the sun, the moon, stars and the
Earth.
To call electromagnetic radiation ‘waves,’ however, did not account for
all the properties discovered. Physicist Max Planck showed that
radiation occurred in finite quanta (smallest possible observable
phenomena) of energy and were, therefore, also particles. We now
understand radiation in two ways, particle and wave, although they react
together. The quantum theory can now be brought into line with
electromagnetic radiation. A wave/particle is daily bombarding us and we
have almost no idea what it is doing nor the effect it has on us. In
fact it even reacts differently when observed, as if the energy were
somehow aware of the observation.
There are various ways of observing the nature of electromagnetism. In
geophysics, we study the phenomena of the Earth's magnetic field, the
heat flow, seismic waves and the force of gravity. We also look into the
outer-space activity that can affect us, such as solar winds and
manifestations of cosmic radiation, which affect the Earth’s own
radiation.
In terrestrial magnetism (magneto hydrodynamics or hydromagnetics) we
have found that the magnetic field is related to the motion of fluid,
which conducts electricity within the Earth. The rotation of the Earth
within the gravitational pull of the moon and sun periodically imposes
gravitational effects upon the earth, the changing tides and solid Earth
tides, which in turn alter the electromagnetism of the earth. All these
things happen cyclically and all these things affect us.
Every time a volcano erupts, the Earth’s magnetic field alters
orientation and strength. The depth of the mantle increases or decreases
the conductivity of the electromagnetic wave. When the solar wind
approaches, the Earth forms a magnetic sheath, called the magnetosphere,
which acts like a giant natural dynamo more than 60,000 miles across.
When the high-energy particles of solar radiation penetrate this sheath
and enter the radiation belts we see the beautiful phenomenon called the
aurora.
The electromagnetic wave possesses energy according to its wavelength
and frequency. This energy is imparted into matter when the radiation is
absorbed. Michael Faraday said that the electromagnetic field was the
lowest form of physical reality. [1] The resonance caused by the various
frequencies of the particle/waves affects the molecules within our
bodies. Every molecule in our body is held in place by various methods.
When we are bombarded daily with fluctuating and cyclic, electromagnetic
radiation these molecules are moved, including those in our brains,
which scientists admit we know relatively little about. We have lived
with this bombardment since the dawn of life. It must have affected our
evolution, and we must retain some natural and ‘deep link’ with this
phenomenon. In essence then, our physical structures ? our bodies ? are
connected subtly to the environment around us and this environment
changes our lives, attitudes and therefore beliefs. We, as conscious
beings somehow become conscious of this connection at the quantum level
and a sense of ‘knowing’ or Gnosis emerges. This is often called the
‘enlightenment’ and has many names around the globe. It is a perfectly
natural phenomena and we are aware of it because we are conscious and
because we are conscious we need to explain it. We have done so with the
term god.
A better understanding of these effects upon us could be gained by
research into such phenomena as Kirlian photography.
Kirlian Photography
Discovered by Semyan Kirlian in 1939, when either he or another (it is
disputed) received an electric shock whilst undergoing electrotherapy.
The shock caused a spark and Kirlian wanted to see what would happen if
he put light-sensitive material in the path of the spark. After much
experimentation Kirlian managed to photograph an aura around his hand.
Dr Victor Inyushin of the Kirov State University in Russia, a
biophysicist, concluded that the photograph showed the existence of what
he called biological plasma. This concept relates to healing powers,
where better photographs have been achieved using the hands of healers.
[2] Plasma, in this context, is the name given to the collection of
positive and negative ions and is neither molecular, solid, liquid nor
gas. It has no charge due to there being equal amounts of positive and
negative ions, in other words, it is ‘neutral’ as these positive and
negative ions are in equilibrium. This perfect balance, has remarkable
implications for the experience of enlightenment, which brought about
the term -shining. Added to this was the fact that it was also
discovered that Kirlian auras increased at the same time as the cyclic
solar flares ? therefore bringing a remarkable union with the human
enlightenment or illumination and the illumination of the sun.
All of this neatly relates to some research I carried out on a couple of
other books. This ‘healing’ energy Kirlian picked up would relate to
electromagnetic, or what the scientist Dr. Callahan would term
paramagnetic energy. It is found peculiarly in the round towers of the
world, and especially volcanic rock such as granite - the energy being
imparted into the rock over millions of years of constant grinding and
crushing. This same energy has been shown to make plants grow faster and
to help heal the sick. Although still on the fringes of science, this
new ‘psuedo-science’ as it is often called, is creeping into the
mainstream as every year passes by.
The Foundation for the Study of Cycles found evidence that sunspot
activity, and therefore electromagnetic energy, is intimately related to
mass reactions within both the human and animal populations of the
world. Research that stretches right back to 500 BC has shown that every
11.1 years, major upheavals and unrest has risen. It brings a whole new
meaning to the various religious beliefs about the ‘controlling god’ of
our lives that manifests as ‘the Light.’
So what effect is all this radiation having upon us? Will Kirlian
photography ever raise its head above the paranormal shelves in the
bookshops? What effects have the radiation and cyclic patterns had upon
our evolution? The complexities of the formulae and ingredients are
immense and too much for any computer model to predict the effects.
Computers are already finding it very difficult to predict the next
day’s weather. The chaos theory with the butterfly, which flaps its
wings in the Amazon and affects the weather patterns of the entire
world, is very real and is unpredictable at present. We would,
therefore, find it almost impossible to predict the outcome and effects
of so much data from the electromagnetic/cyclic scenario. We would have
to take into account the weather (which we already know is at present
fairly unpredictable;) the gravitational pull of our cosmic neighbors;
the Earth’s magnetic core movements; the temperature, our own daily
effect upon the globe, manufacturing output, war, in fact you name it
and it probably has an effect upon the planet's electromagnetic fields.
And yet our ancient ancestors could predict with alarming accuracy the
precise cyclic effects upon the globe.
They predicted from the stars the subtle gravitational forces, and
understood the physical and mental effects that would have upon us. They
created vast amounts of information regarding astrology and the
understanding of the patterns. Is there some clue here that shows us the
secrets of the ancients? I am constantly amazed at just how much our
ancestors knew without modern science. Are we yet to be even more
astounded? We may find there is much we can learn from them.
In the next chapter I will look at the brain and its evolution. We will
see what subtle effects the life of the universe can have upon us as far
as science and psuedo-science is concerned in-order to give us a better
understand of just how we could be controlled through these amazing
energies. We are in fact, beginning to see that science is explaining
the many wonders of the world and universe around us and our own subtle
part we play in the whole thing.
Notes
1. Quantum Theory. Encarta Ency.1997.
2. The Paranormal. Stuart Gordon. Headline.1992.
Chapter 3
God’s Brain
In the last chapter we discovered that we are subtly connected to the
universe around us in ways our ancestors could not have understood.
Instead they comprehended these connections in intuitive ways and seemed
to have explained them with deities. Each and every natural area of life
was issued with a name and a human characteristic matching the natural
one. The volcano god was a crazy, mad old god who needed to constantly
take revenge upon mankind, whereas in fact it was just a volcano. The
sun god too gave us life, but also took it, especially in the arid areas
of the globe. Nature and the order of the universe settled down over the
course of billions of years and in the last few million man emerged from
star-dust and gained consciousness. This beautiful element of evolution,
this seemingly ultimate role of the human is in fact a huge paradox. For
consciousness gives us power and authority over beasts that would devour
us and tiny bacteria that would do the same, and yet it also gives us
pain and when out of balance forces us to kill ourselves. Not by
accepting the given free will of a god can we explain this paradox, but
instead by understanding the brain’s role in the universe in which it
exists.
In this chapter then I wanted to understand the brain a little more in
relation to the information we discovered in the previous chapter and in
relation to our beliefs in god.
The brain reacts strongly, though elusively, to cyclic patterns in the
environment, although we are yet to fully understand this. Functions
such as sleep, consciousness, memory, imagination and our creative
ability are all extremely complex and poorly understood. They too are
affected by our reaction to cyclic patterns and electromagnetic
radiation.
In all cultures, approximately 90 per cent of people use the right hand
for manual actions such as writing. This has been linked to the brain’s
processing of language. In right-handed people, language tends to be
mediated by the left hemisphere of the brain, the side that controls the
right side of the body.
The cerebrum is symmetrical in structure. The two lobes are attached to
the brain stem. The dominant hemisphere is occupied with language and
the operations of logic, while the opposite hemisphere controls emotion,
spirituality and artistic flair. The left hemisphere in these modern
times is usually dominant and is, in the majority of cases, the logical
side. But this may not have always been so.
The grave in Swaziland of a small Neanderthal child laid to rest over
80,000 years ago provides evidence of early religious burial, [1] which
shows that Neanderthal man was connected with his more spiritual or
artistic side ? the right side of the brain. The Neanderthal man also
had a large cerebellum or old brain. This has been shown by the British
psychologist Stan Gooch to be the more creative and instinctive element
of the brain, especially in relationship to the right side. Gooch argues
that evolution came about through the battles in our own brain between
the cerebellum and the cerebrum. Any added input from cycles and
electromagnetic effects upon the brain could produce subtle changes to
our evolutionary path.
The arguments for this assumption are good and should not be dismissed
by scientists simply because of the link with the paranormal. In fact,
to the credit of scientists, there are ongoing trials at various
universities across the globe looking into paranormal activities and
related scientific phenomena.
The evidence currently shows that women, who are by most accounts more
in tune with nature and more intuitive than men, have larger cerebella.
Historically, many of the great mysteries of the religious world come
from the east and it would, therefore, be no surprise to find Asiatics,
Jews and Aboriginals possessing larger cerebella than Europeans.
It is believed that the cerebella is more in use during hypnosis, which
is the state associated with imagination and removal of responsibility.
The ancient word for hypnosis is mekhenesis, which means to ‘remove
responsibility.’ Tapping into the brain like this has been used and
abused over the centuries to great effect. The speeches of Adolf Hitler,
for example, produced mass hypnosis on a grand scale.
Man has always revered birds. From the Shaman, supposedly flying in a
trance state, across the land, to the artist’s depiction of ‘winged
angels,’ something has always attracted us to these creatures. Maybe it
is the way they can just take flight and disappear. Maybe it is a shared
understanding of travel and migration, which speaks to our nomadic
hearts. Or maybe it is the desire to join the great sun god in the sky,
who was often depicted with wings.
The bird is basically reptilian and therefore lacks a mammalian cortex
and mid-brain. Their migratory instinct comes from the cerebellum or old
brain, the same part of the human brain, which governs our instinctive
and spiritual element. Are we therefore working on an instinctive level
in the same way as the bird, which is instinctively in touch with nature
and the electromagnetic frequencies of the globe and sun? Are we
occasionally ‘conscious’ of these moments and find a need to explain
them, whereas the bird does not?
It is claimed that many birds navigate using the sun and moon ? others,
the North Star. Research has shown that birds are also sensitive to the
Earth’s magnetic field. Lately it has been shown that they also follow
human roads, however this is due to the fact that these roads are really
ancient track ways or Ley Lines and in all likelihood also have
electromagnetic properties. A homing pigeon that was blinded by frosted
glass contact lenses and taken 1,000 kilometres away from home, made the
return journey without error. The reason for this is that between its
eyes there is an area of tissue with over a million bar-shaped pieces of
magnetite or lodestone. [2]
Magnetite is a magnetised mineral of iron oxide and was used by the
ancients as a compass because it naturally swings northward. The Chinese
knew of its properties and thought it magical. They used an implement
containing magnetite in the shape of the Big Dipper constellation on
divining boards. Although we have not yet discovered exactly how the
bird uses the magnetite, we have seen that amazing feats of navigation
are possible. In theory, the magnetite picks up the Earth’s magnetic
currents and triggers directional messages to the bird’s brain.
The Royal Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals have
authenticated incidents of psi trailing ? the ability of animals to find
their way home even when lost. There have even been cases of lost or
abandoned animals tracking down owners who have moved to new homes
without them. It is also possible that this homing instinct exists
within us humans.
In 1970, Dr Robin Baker of Manchester University, England, experimented
on people to discover whether this was the case. Blindfolded volunteers
were taken from their homes, disorientated, and then asked to point the
way home. A majority ? above the accepted mathematical probability ?
pointed correctly. When, in later tests, bars of magnets and brass were
attached to the volunteers’ heads, only the ones wearing brass could
point their way home. The magnet had affected their ability to ‘see’ the
way.
A Czech physicist, Zaboj V. Harvalik, found that a percentage of the
people tested could actually detect changes in the magnetic field as
small as 1/1,000,000,000 of a gauss. A typical child’s magnet is 1,000
gauss. If, in our ancient past, we actually did have this directional
compass within us, would it be possible to get it back? I would pose the
hypothesis that some do have this ability, but by surrounding ourselves
with all-manner of electromagnetic equipment and raising mobile phone
masts around the world we may be in danger of losing any connection we
have with the earth.
Maybe we have actually tried to retrieve the ideal. In alchemy, the idea
of the spirit of the world or Anima Mundi claims there is a world-wide
spirit which gives us information, including our whereabouts and way
home. The Anima Mundi is indeed electromagnetism, and this is another
example of how spirit lead explanations evolve into scientifically
explainable elements of nature.
Many para-scientists have discovered electromagnetic effects emanating
from ancient standing stones. The Dragon Project, specifically set up to
monitor energies from such structures, states that all stone circles in
England and Wales occur within a mile of surface faults, which are known
to cause certain electromagnetic effects. When these energy lines cross
Ley lines and other ancient energy centres, many strange phenomena
occur. A large cross-section of scientists and para-scientists have
reported that peculiar effects upon humans can occur due to the
radiation produced. These effects include dreams and psychic abilities,
lights and noises. All of these occur more frequently at times of
greater importance such as the Solstice. And this is important ? the
effects on the mind are heightened by solar activity ? the great sun god
in the sky aids our enlightenment process! No wonder that ancient man
hoped to attain godhead and worshipped the sun god as the highest of
deities.
Our connection with the Earth’s electromagnetism can also be seen in the
ancient practice of dowsing. Today we use dowsing to discover
underground fissures, water, artefacts and minerals. The dowser uses
rods or a weighted pendulum and walks across an area. The rod or
pendulum then moves accordingly at the precise spot. Dowsers say that
the instruments are incidental and react only to the vibrations, waves
or electrical magnetism, which is being picked up by their bodies.
Scientists have shown that some people are sensitive to 1/1,000,000,000
of a gauss of magnetism; therefore there is a strong possibility that
dowsing is a practical and measurable skill. This would explain how the
ancients could plot Ley Lines and understand Dragon Paths or Feng Shui.
When working in conjunction with a German dowser, the Czech physicist,
Zaboj V. Harvalik, suggested that the adrenal gland was the organ used
to detect the magnetism. He reached this conclusion because positive
results increased when the dowser drank more water. This theory seems
unlikely now ? unless it is in some way linked with the pineal organ. In
later experiments, aluminium foil was wound around the head of the
dowser and this blocked the signal. Strangely, so did a block of foil
placed on the dowser’s forehead in the area of the pineal gland. This is
the same location as a pigeon’s magnetite. Another strange and telling
piece of evidence comes when we find that solar flares can upset the
dowser’s abilities ? thus showing that mankind could theoretically
actually physically measure the holy serpentine energy of the sun. In
this way then, we can begin to see how our ancestors, magicians,
medicine men, shaman and priests were able to appear to be in-touch with
god. They physically manifested magic before the eyes of the masses via
methods found across the globe. Much of this energy is now understood to
be picked up by the pineal organ.
The pineal organ is one of the outgrowths of the pineal apparatus. In
aquatic and gill-breathing creatures, it can form a photosensitive
eye-like structure, which is involved in the diurnal rhythm of colour
change. In ancient reptiles, and still in the Tuatura lizard of New
Zealand, it formed a separate eye on top of the head ? a third eye. It
persists in higher vertebrates and may function as an endocrine gland ?
internally secreting into the blood and affecting distant parts of the
body. In humans, this organ is buried deep within the brain, located in
the Limbic system, which helps us to learn and has emotional
capabilities. The pineal gland exerts some chemical reactions, which are
not fully understood. Autopsies on mediums and spiritually inclined
people have revealed larger pineal glands that contain a clear fluid
called seratonin, which in turn makes melatonin. [3]
Seratonin, when depleted by amphetamines, causes mild psychedelic
effects, which is why the drug ‘Ecstasy’ is so popular. The
administration of melatonin can help prevent jet lag and SAD. Strangely,
it is also thought to influence our rhythms of activity. Some believe it
is sensitive to the rhythms and cycles of nature and is responsible for
transferring that information to us. The pineal gland is associated with
colour recognition, and reptiles can even change the colour of this
‘third eye.’ It is also associated with measuring the length of the day
and keeping track of the seasons.
Hindu tradition claims this area to be the centre of the sixth ‘chakra’
? the ‘ajna’ ? the centre of man’s spirituality and psychic abilities.
This is the reason why people of many faiths wear a red dot on the
forehead. ‘Chakra’ means ‘wheel’ and ‘energy centre.’ The initiated are
trained to perceive chakras as whirls of altering colours ? which
relates to the idea that the pineal gland is associated with colour
recognition.
In ancient Cabalistic theology, the Kether, or Crown chakra, is just
above the head and therefore is said to relate to the pineal gland. The
Kether is the crown of pure brilliance or Shining One. It’s centre,
known as the bindu, is the point where it is said all life’s energies
spring from the Godhead. We therefore now begin to see how these very
scientific effects twist and turn into religious metaphors.
In Deuteronomy 6:8, the priests of Israel are said to have worn a
phylactery on their foreheads, and in ancient Egypt we find the royal
Nemes head cloth ? a piece of striped cloth with the Uraeus serpent
insignia at the centre of the forehead ?mimicking the serpentine
Kundalini aspect of the chakra system. In many Christian Cathedrals,
there are portraits of Christians with strange marks on their foreheads.
Carved stone statues with circles, diamonds and triangles on their
crowns or hats, are everywhere. [4] There is no explanation for these
images, no reason given for these marks; they are just there and in some
very symbolic positions. At Lichfield Cathedral in England, the pictures
of Bishops are enhanced with these marks and face a large mystical image
of the Virgin Mary with the bright rays of the sun shining from behind
her. This can only be a symbol for the illumination - an emblem of the
sight that is perceived through this third eye ? the conscious
perception of connection to the universe.
At this point we should be aware of how far from science we can stray.
Map dowsing, for instance, cannot be explained scientifically, and some
scientists point to the nose as the organ responsible for our
directional senses. Many animals have a variety of senses, which we are
yet to understand, such as the ability to emit small electrical
discharges, underwater vibrations, infrasound and ultrasound. Some birds
can detect polarised light, which helps them to see the fingerprint of
their prey as it leaves a pattern across the ground. Snakes can see and
produce images in infrared radiation. Can man use more senses than we
know and could he pick up some of these images emitted by the likes of
the snake? Should we believe that the dowser’s skill is simply in being
more acutely in touch with their senses? As we move forward through the
evidence the answers to these questions may arise.
The term to be ‘mesmerised’ derives from the Austrian physician Franz
Anton Mesmer (1734-1815) who believed the human nervous system to be
magnetised. He coined the phrase ‘animal magnetism’ and claimed that
magnetism from the planets had actually caused healing at one church in
Austria. He developed a therapeutic regime, which incorporated iron
magnets, magnetite and the laying on of hands. Mesmer built up a large
following ? many of which claimed to have been healed by his ‘animal
magnetism.’ The modern day term for mesmerism is ‘hypnotism.’ Although
using magnets and the left side of the brain to achieve a therapeutic
response is still a relatively untried method, there is some evidence
that our ancestors may have dabbled in it. As the famous Methodist John
Wesley said, ‘consider how far bodily disorders are caused or influenced
by the mind.’[2] If many illnesses are caused by the imbalance of energy
such as electromagnetism, then perhaps the brain can help to cure itself
by utilising or balancing out this disparity. Alchemists hinted at this
kind of belief many centuries ago.
New and modern techniques are emerging which might offer hints as to how
our ancestors used their healing powers and allusions to the prayer life
and meditative practices of the more spiritual ancients.
With Biofeedback, individuals mechanically monitor their own states of
mind and body to gain self-control. This is similar to the Buddhist and
Hindu methods of self-control via meditation, where not only do they
control worldly desires but also bodily functions, such as appetite and
body temperature. You will note that Hinduism and Buddhism stem from
some of the oldest roots of mankind’s religious mythology, rooted I
might add in the worship of the serpent and the sun.
These modern day counterparts use scientific tools to the same ends.
They control heart rate, blood pressure, stress levels, halt the attacks
of headaches and even monitor and alter their own brainwave patterns. In
days gone by it was believed that god’s spirit would aid this process,
but now we are beginning to realise that it is the mind in union with
nature.
Medical specialists the world over are interested in this supposedly
‘new’ technique for cures of cancer and other life-threatening diseases.
This brainpower can release endorphins into the body, which have
pain-relieving and mood-elevating effects. The miraculous healing
abilities of our religious avatars now has a different light.
With Biofeedback, and an understanding of our environment, and utilising
biorhythms in conjunction with the cosmic cyclic patterns, we may
re-discover what we have lost.
Biorhythms were discovered by Dr. Hermann Swoboda and Dr. Wilhelm
Fleiss, who found that the human body is subject to a twenty-three and
twenty-eight day cycle. Added to this was the thirty-three day cycle
discovered by Dr. Alfred Teltcher who observed the fluctuations in the
intellectual performances of his students. These cycles lead us through
peaks and troughs, mood swings and various other activity patterns.
Japanese employers who lay off staff in regular cycles because of low
mood swings have in fact achieved greater efficiency. There are now even
small computer devices available, which can monitor menstrual cycles as
a method of birth control.
In 1981, the biologist Rupert Sheldrake put forward the hypothesis for
what he called ‘morphogenetic fields’ (Greek morphe for ‘form’ and
genesis for ‘coming into being.’) Sheldrake claimed that these fields ?
unrecognised by modern science ? were as real as magnetic or
gravitational fields. He claimed that by morphic resonance, forms and
behaviour patterns are transmitted across space and time, and that
growing embryos of the same species could tune into the morphic
resonance and learn from the past, to give evolution that ‘helping
hand.’ If we consider that we have problems with the huge gaps in
evolution, and the fact that many evolutionary scientists are looking at
the ‘big leaps’ theory as being more acceptable, it may be that by
learning from the past and adapting our genes while still an embryo, we
could make these leaps. Sheldrake supposed that this morphic resonance
came from the memory bank of the past species. So when a species has
learnt a new behaviour pattern it is passed down and effects a change in
the future. This falls in line with Lamarck’s evolutionary hypothesis of
acquired characteristics. Let us look at evidence for such an idea.
The phenomenon called ‘The Hundredth Monkey’ has been put forward by
adherents to Sheldrake’s idea as being evidence for such a brain/mind
transmitter/receiver. On an individual level we obtain new knowledge,
which then erupts suddenly throughout the species. This comes from the
explanatory folk tale of how a monkey in a cage is joined by an
ever-increasing number of monkeys. When the hundredth one arrives, the
cage bursts and all the monkeys escape ? suddenly knowledge is
widespread, where before it had been known to a select few.
Modern research, especially that undertaken by the anthropologist and
biologist Dr. Lyall Watson, has shown a remarkable similarity in effect
by observation. In 1952, the Macaca Fuscata monkeys of Koshima Island,
Japan, were under close observation by primatologists. To get the
monkeys to come closer to the researchers, sweet potatoes were placed
before them. The potatoes proved unpalatable until a female monkey named
Imo learned how to wash them. The young monkey taught the skill to her
mother and other female monkeys, and by 1958 all the young monkeys were
doing this. They also found that washing the potatoes in salt water had
added more flavor.
The primatologists then noticed that the practice, once restricted
primarily to the under-fives, had now become common knowledge amongst
the monkeys, virtually overnight. The phenomena did not stop there. The
practice also erupted on wholly isolated neighbouring islands.
This was not a solitary observable incident. In Britain, in the same
year as the primate study began, dairies first began to deliver milk in
bottles topped with foil, through which birds can peck and drink the
milk. Blue tits were first to learn how to do so. The initial spread of
this practice was normal and comparable to previous observable examples
and nothing was out of the ordinary. That was until 1955 when suddenly,
and again virtually overnight, all blue tits and most of the great tits
of mainland Europe were practising this. Could Rupert Sheldrake’s theory
of morphogenetic resonance be true? Is this a hypothesis that science
should take seriously when considering new ways to explain our
evolution?
Early on in his career, the psychologist Carl Jung described a
manifestation he called ‘potent primordial images.’ He believed that
there is a vast, universal store of memory and images locked away deep
within our unconscious. Sigmund Freud, however, considered them to be
archaic residues, something we no longer need. This was in disagreement
with Jung who saw them as vital to our psychic life, a ‘collective
unconsciousness,’ which we all shared, added to and took from. The idea
was that many religious and primordial beliefs in ‘spirits,’ ‘souls,’
‘gods’ and ‘demigods,’ ‘ancestor worship’ and ‘heaven’ were gleaned from
our ‘unconscious mind’ tapping into the ‘collective unconsciousness.’
This may explain some of the shared images that Shaman and magicians
experience when under the influence of psychoactive drugs, or the
world-wide common images of ‘near death experiences’ and even ‘alien
visitation.’
Scientists are now pointing to the passing on of residual memory within
our genes, and this may explain some of the strange effects, although we
should consider that there could be truth in both ideas: genetic
modification from memory and modification from a handed-down shared
consciousness.
Science is looking into some of the more common paranormal experiences
in relation to the brain. Extra Sensory Perception, or ESP, is one such
area. This is the phenomenon where information is supposedly transmitted
or received from one brain to another. Scientists have, as yet, been
unable to prove the existence of true ESP, although they have had some
unusual and unexplainable results. As I write this down, scientists in
Beijing are working on the ‘Quantum Entanglement theory.’ In this
scenario, they put two people into separate rooms and connect them up to
the scientific apparatus. One person is flashed one hundred times with a
bright light while the other person’s reactions are being monitored.
Amazingly the results were beyond doubt that the emotion of the flashing
lights had transferred into the other chamber and into the mind of the
second person. The scientists have called it ‘Quantum Entanglement’ and
they are even now researching how this amazing particle effect can be
used in communication devices. [5]
There would be little point in looking to the future or at modern
rationalism for answers. The beliefs of ancient man came about through
his understanding of the world around him. There was no science book to
learn from and understand what the stars really were. He simply had to
work it out for himself and attribute his own interpretation to the
natural phenomena around him.
Now we understand that god could easily have derived from man’s attempt
to explain perfectly natural phenomena I want to look into the very
beliefs themselves. We have seen the wild array of prophets; we have
seen the wonder of nature and the quantum world, now it was time to
compare this with the current beliefs in god.
Notes
1. Lifetide. Lyall Watson. (Coronet Books. 1980.)
2. The Paranormal. Stuart Gordon. (Headline. 1992.)
3. The Secret Life of Plants. Peter Tompkins and Christopher Bird.
(Harper and Row. 1973.)
4. Lichfield Cathedral, Staffs, England. Remarkable imagery, Geoffrey de
Bouillon statue, numerology, symbolism, cross, trees, mountains, Marian
cults, Illuminati, and much more. I have spent days at this Cathedral
and have still not collated all the relevant symbolism contained within,
well worth a visit.
5. From a paper by Gao Shan entitled A Primary Quantum Model of
Telepathy ? The Scientists Work Team of Electromagnetic Wave Velocity,
Chinese Institute of Electronics, Beijing.
Chapter 4
Bogus Beliefs
No book about the proof of the existence of god can be written without
some reference at least to world religion. Indeed nor should it. For by
investigating the many and varied beliefs of man, we can highlight one
truth at least. Mans relentless search. From the beginning man has
sought after god. He has built great monoliths at the dawn of his age,
buried riches and tools with him in preparation for the next life and
sacrificed animal and human to appease the mighty gods. Does this not
reveal man’s need to Know? His craving for reason? Why do I exist? What
purpose can my life have? Where am I going after this?
Even distinguished so-called atheists, are so-called because they have
made some kind of search and found, for themselves nothing. Take Darwin
for instance and his theory of evolution. When his last days came and
his maker called, he cried out for the local Gospel Hall attendant and
choristers in order that he might repent of his misgivings.
Most of us when pushed to the very limits of our beings call out for
help, be it in a war situation, close to death or psychologically need.
Why is this? If we are so sure that god does not exist, why do we, and
in our deepest need call out to him? Is it because within us there is an
empty space, a void caused when we walked away from god? Or is it, as
some say, an evolutionary thing, a totally natural process and we all
have to fill our own void as we mature? Now in the confusion of a
multitude of faiths and non-faiths we search and strive to either, get
back to god or discover peace, once again to find that ‘lost age’ which
mankind supposedly once knew.
In the following pages you will see the various ways in which man has
tried to get back to god. It is my hope that in comparing mans attempts
at explaining what life is all about, we shall see if any one shines out
as being true. On the one hand, maybe letting his imagination run riot
and inventing all kinds of rituals that meet his needs and on the other
maybe god.
When we look at the world’s religions it is as though we are seeing them
through a cloudy mist. Mankind has heaped so much mystery onto the
basics that we are no longer looking at that, which was meant to be.
Take Christianity for example, now to many almost a dirty word, bringing
to mind such things as the struggles in Northern Ireland and the
so-called Holy Crusades. But when we look at the founding fathers we see
a peaceful tradition trying to grow. So what happened?
We need to address this issue strongly from the beginning as it can
cause much misunderstanding. We need to look back and see just what did
the originators say and do. On this basis only, should we make our
stance, not on what is now perceived of the specific religions? We must
not take for instance, what the Bishop of Durham says is the Gospel, but
take only the Gospel as gospel. (Not forgetting that the same applies
for all religions.)
The following study has been approached upon this basis, taking only
those religions that are deemed historically and spiritually relevant
enough to obstruct truth or maybe obviously are the truth. Of the
abundance of religions available to us I have chosen the two largest
(other than Christianity), using the conclusion at the end of the
section to pick up on a few points from the other, smaller faiths or
cults.
Please keep in your thoughts (while reading these religious answers) the
questions you would have for a god and try to recognise that thing
called the ‘Ring of truth’. Remember also that if god has made himself
known to us then one of the religions of the world could be right. Can
we afford therefore, to ignore what these religions have to say? .
Buddha or Bible?
The Buddhism of today has deep and varied roots that according to
tradition began around 600 BC with the birth of a young man by the name
of Siddhartha Gautama.
His father, called Suddhodana was Rajah of a small principality at the
foot of the Himalayas and was married to a woman called Maya. These
respectable, high classed parents wanted their son to become the future
heir and Rajah. As Suddhodana had awaited the birth of the child he
traditionally said:
“The love of a son cuts into the skin; having cut into the skin it cuts
into the flesh, the ligaments, the bones; having cut into the bones it
reaches the marrow.”
But his son was not meant for Rajah status, as such things are too
worldly for a future holy man.
Many myths have become attached to, and enveloped the true story of
Gautama, making his actual history almost impossible to trace. Much like
the tales of Robin Hood or King Arthur which we know are based on
certain truths, but alas have been clouded in the mysteries of mans
romantic imagination. It must be pointed out that the two aforementioned
tales are much younger historically and thus ought to have more factual
connotations attached to the stories. This I hope gives you some idea as
to the difficulty of gaining actual facts about this man who lived
around 600 BC, came from a small provincial area and claimed mystical
enlightenment.
There are few on the ground witnesses, little or no contemporary
history, (apart from supposed writings by a few disciples that have very
little scholarly backing) and scriptures which came a whole 400 years
after his death, all making Buddhism a step of great faith. However when
one talks to Buddhists one finds a lack of concern for proof and
historical facts. They are more concerned, and rightly so, about their
spiritual growth and living a compassionate life. They are very relaxed
and compassionate people, however they are still human, and being this
are open to all the same temptations as the rest of us, they also
succumb to these temptations like the rest of us. Therefore this
religion, like all the others, does not set its people apart.
However, based on such writings and scriptures that we do posses I will
endeavour to find certain events for the historically minded among us.
According to the traditional writings it seems Gautama wanted very much
to find happiness, both for the people and his own inner self. Having
found it, he would then pass it on, so that others might receive it
also.
At that time and in that area the spiritual leaders preached that the
road to happiness was through asceticism (not allowing oneself pleasures
or luxuries), and thus Gautama joined this path by following one called
Alara Kalarma who taught the “consciousness of nought”. After having
discovered all he could learn about “nothing” Gautama moved on to follow
Uddaka who taught “neither perception, nor non-perception “. Which must
have been equally enlightening. In fact taken properly these ways are no
different to the early Gnostics and speak of balance and compassion
within ones self. They are often methods of self-improvement and there
are very deep understandings of how this work on the self actually
resonates outward into the society at large and also the universe.
It was broadly recognised in India at this time that asceticism lead to
happiness because by starving oneself, beating oneself and generally
wearing down the body one allowed the true spirit to emerge. Gautama
tried all this and found it wanting ? for the physical activity was not
the true way. Instead the true way was to be ones self and not take on
the desires of the world, which confuse the mind and simply make us
stray from a path of righteousness.
Having discovered that asceticism was not the road to “True Reality” he
eventually found “Release from the Weariness of Existence” whilst
sitting under a Bo tree near the River Gaya. It should be acknowledged
that this was the meditative culmination of years of searching and is
probably only symbolic, but nevertheless it may have been where Gautama
finally changed his mind or had the revelation that beating oneself was
not the way. The tree is also highly symbolic from a shamanistic point
of view. The World tree is said to hold knowledge and is the key to the
wonders of Heaven.
Anyhow he was suitably enlightened, and having discovered that the root
to all evil was greed and desire, he preached a wonderful compassion,
not only for mankind but also for all living things.
He said that the common and noble, beautiful and ugly, happy and
sorrowful would all have their souls depart at death. However if you are
evil in words and thoughts then you will go to a mental hell. Whereas
the ones who live right and think right shall enter a heavenly realm.
This was the original Righteous Order of the Universe or Cosmic Law
Sublime before it was eventually altered until it is now unrecognisable
in its present state.
We see that time and man has altered this into a myriad of varying
beliefs within the title of Buddhism.
For the purpose of this book I shall try to place as many of the similar
beliefs together as possible.
There are, Buddha says, several truths:
Firstly that we are all born for trouble.
Secondly the cause of unhappiness is the pursuit of pleasure.
Thirdly that we must break free of our physical desires in order to
attain the freedom of our soul.
In some aspects of Buddhism there is the eight-fold path to
enlightenment which some seem to follow as if it were law and some tend
to almost ignore. It is as follows: -
Right beliefs
Right ideals
Right speech
Right efforts
Right actions
Right living
Right thoughts
Right meditation
For the Buddha to come up with this path it took the “Immortal One” to
enter his soul. I will now set you a task. Go and get a pen, a piece of
paper and give yourself ten minutes. Now write down eight ways to a
better life. No, not winning the lottery, pretend you are setting up a
religion, imagine you’re a nun or monk.
Quite simply and without trying to sound too condescending, how many of
us, given a pen, a piece of paper and ten minutes would come up with
similar ideas? I have tried it on a wide range of people, from Christian
to Atheist and found that at least five of the eight are normally
written down. A Christian would replace meditation with prayer, but
apart from that they sound fairly straightforward. No matter how
wonderful and well-meaning these words were, the words of Buddha are not
difficult to imagine as being the words of man and are thus not
substantial enough to act as proof for god ? at least not a god external
to the mind of man.
Buddha was living in a spiritually buzzing and confused land; people
beat themselves to achieve greater spirituality and fasted for years on
end. Gautama saw need and tried to fill the gap, a gap which many have
tried to fill over the years.
In all my research on Buddhism what keeps coming home is the openness to
myth, legend and interpretation. There are so many different kinds of
Buddhists that to label them all Buddhists is now all most a farce. It
is like naming the cults of the Mormon and Moony as Christians,
alongside Catholics and Protestants, but we don’t. A Christian is a
believer in the Nicene creed which states that Jesus Christ is the Son
of god, born of a virgin and crucified on a cross etc. Whereas Mormons
also believe in the book written by Joseph Smith and orthodox Christians
do not.
However, Buddhism seems from the outside to be able to skirt such creeds
and flow along, as the individual requires. In a way we have to admire
this free spirit, but what about truth? It is true that an apple is
green, but it can also be red. Indeed on the inside it is white. Surely
god is not like this sort of truth. God should be one kind of god only,
if he exists outside of us. Should god really be what we want him to be?
As the famous Highlander film once said “there can be only one.”
Some Buddhists deny the existence of a god, some do not. Some believe in
salvation through works, others by faith. They have a mixed bag called
Heterodox, which is a sublime mix of ideas such as materialism and
Jainism (asceticism). Buddhism is apparently the middle way. There are
two main Buddhist traditions. Mahayana and Hinayana, or liberal and
conservative beliefs. As for the scriptures of Buddhism, which would
have been useful tools on checking out which of the many Buddhists were
right, we find that none of them can be trusted. In this, Buddhism does
not differ at all from any of the other religions. The scriptures were
blatantly adapted and changed without apology. It seems that Buddhist
monks were not quite as scholarly in preserving their scriptures as were
the Jews for example.
Now we must turn to the Buddhist ideology of rebirth. There are problems
here. It is the Buddhist idea that we are on a continual cycle of life,
death and rebirth. Each turn of the cycle we are meant to improve
ourselves and eventually achieve release from the cycle. However, we
have to ask ourselves the following questions: Why do we not remember
our past lives? What happens when the sun finally burns up and life on
earth is no more? Where do we go then? There are supposedly six realms
after ours, where are they and why have we not yet found them whilst
exploring the local parts of our galaxy? We could very well be eating
our Grandmothers every time we bite into a Big Mac as Buddhism allows
for rebirth as animals. Indeed, somebody may very well eat you in your
next life, especially if you have not been good enough in this life.
The Dalai Lama claims that the meaning of life is as follows: -
If all these rebirths keep happening and everybody’s Karma keeps getting
better and better then eventually the world will be perfect.
There is an unfortunate problem here. Things are not getting better. We
still have wars, terrorists still hurtle planes into populated
buildings, nuclear war and accidents are still not a thing of the past,
forest fires, earthquakes, murders, rape, disease child abuse and much
more are still very much a part of our lives. History is a cycle, it
repeats itself and we never learn from it. There are simply too many
years of evolutionary constraints upon our minds to stop us fighting
each other. The world is still a volatile place, even after millions of
supposedly Karma improving rebirths. It seems to me and from the
evidence of the last two chapters that the reincarnation hypothesis is a
method of explaining the perceptions of the cycles by ancient man and
his ‘hope’ of escaping death. He knew that there was birth, life and
death and the ultimate question arose in his non-scientific but still
very conscious mind ? what comes next?
Whichever way we look at it, Buddhism, through Mahayana, Hinayana, Zen
or Tao, we come across problems. There is a lack of historical data.
There is no scientific basis for rebirth and scriptural evidence is
patchy. There are contradictions just like any other religion and to top
all of that the orange robes would clash awfully with my hair.
When a young man called Sariputta said to the Buddha, “Lord, such faith
have I in the exalted one that methinks there never has been, nor will
be, nor is there now any other who is greater and wiser than the exalted
one,” he was contradicted by the Buddha who replied that to make such
statements one must know all Buddha’s past, present and future. Here we
have an insight. That Buddha knew he was not the only “special” person
in the world or indeed history. That there had been spiritual leaders in
the past, in the present and that there would be in the future. The
future was wide open to new possibilities. Maybe we should take this
Buddha at his words and keep a look out for the next one.
Is Allah the Answer?
Islam is one of today’s strongest and most powerful religion’s, with one
in seven people, or over 500 million devout Muslims and growing by the
day. The word Islam means literally to surrender and thus a Muslim is
the name given to those who submit in surrender to Allah.
From thousands of Minarets the words “god is most great” cry out as the
Muezzin or crier calls the people to prayer. In droves they come to
prostrate themselves towards Muhrab or the wall that faces Mecca. The
great Imans, Ayatollahs or Mullahs hold sway over millions of people
world-wide and guide mighty armies of believers in whatever course Allah
decides.
But why? Where did all this originate? And from whom?
The monotheistic religion of Islam springs from the same source stream
as Christianity and Judaism and originated in around 571AD when a man
called Muhammad was born to a family named Hashem in or around the city
of Mecca. According to Dr Bouqet in his book Comparative Religion when
speaking about Muhammad “there is little known that can be called
history”.
At this time there was a vacuum of power between the two great
imperialistic nations of Persia and Byzantium, leaving the area around
Mecca vulnerable to great change. It was a prosperous area, but as
Muhammad grew to find out, it was anarchical in its way of life. People
worshipped many gods or demigods, and raised great monoliths in order to
appease these wild human-like deities.
Against this background little Muhammad was raised. His parents had died
whilst he was still young and he appears to have been passed around the
remaining family until eventually he ended up with his uncle, Abu Talib.
Whilst under his care, Muhammad was employed in the family firm and
travelled up and down the country and into Syria with the camel trains.
Of course this lead to him receiving all kinds of early influences from
Arabs, Jews and Christians, and probably being totally confused as to
which one was right. Although there is evidence that he saw Christianity
as a rather corrupt guise of the true religion. Imagine then, seeing
your own kind worshipping a bewildering variety of gods and then these
foreigners worshipping their gods also, in your land.
Muhammad was a strong willed young man by all accounts and like you or
I, had ideals. He seems to have had respect for the Jews and Christians
but wanted to find some way of bringing the faiths together under one
powerful new religion, that was acceptable to the Arabs. At least that
is the official line of the Islamic historians.
During all this, Muhammad, now a man of 25 was proposed to by a 40 year
old woman called Khadija. He accepted and they were married, having six
children, one of them being Fatima (meaning The Shining One).
He became a hanif: a kind of wandering ascetic or mystic, and he began a
growing fear of demons, hearing voices in his head. Of course we only
have the Islamic history textbooks to prove this and it seems there can
be only a few rational explanations. He was going mad, there really were
demons talking to him in his head which is scientifically impossible,
this is the addition of a later scholar to make Muhammad seem more
plausible as a spiritual leader, rather than a warrior leader which he
surely was, or he had mystical visions which have been known throughout
time and are a human phenomena. I plump for the latter two.
The rest of the story of Muhammad is simply a collection of traditions,
which are equally as unbelievable. It seems that after retreating to a
cave one day he was called upon by the angel Gabriel (a Jewish and
Christian character also used by the secret societies of the Jews as a
messenger to install the next line of leader). Gabriel revealed to
Muhammad a scroll of flaming words. Now, even though Muhammad could not
read, he read this. Please note at this juncture that there were no
witnesses, much like the Mormon Joseph Smith finding his tablets of god.
So we are left with 500 million people living according to the words of
a man (or group of men) who claim that Gabriel revealed flaming words in
a cave. We only have the words of Muhammad. Not admissible as evidence
in a court of law I am afraid.
Admittedly when Muhammad told people this he was persecuted, that is,
according to the texts we have. Eventually however people came around
and started to believe this strange man. At first it was just his wife,
but then came the slaves of Mecca, who, not surprisingly, wanted to
follow this powerful orator who promised freedom.
In due course Muhammad upset too many people and found himself
ostracised from Mecca and moved with his converts to Medina. Here the
Jews rejected him as a heretic, but ultimately he gained support amongst
the more dejected Arabs.
Problems arose for various reasons and a small battle ensued between his
followers and the merchants of Mecca. At this pivotal point the history
of the world changed as Muhammad was victorious and in the eyes of the
Arabs that could only mean one thing: god was on his side.
At the age of 60 he took an army and marched upon his designated holy
city of Mecca. He took it without mercy, his followers killing man,
woman and child. Two years later he died. Now the converts of Islam had
a prime example to follow.
Before he died however, this great religious leader supposedly wrote the
Koran (Qu’ran, meaning that which is uttered) which in part, is a
collection of fragments of other beliefs. Muhammad reportedly went into
a seizure prior to reciting the book. This book in turn was then copied
with true fundamentalist fervour and is, according to Islamic scholars,
as good a record of the original as possible. Of course, for the most
part, having been copied from other beliefs and altered to suit, many of
the stories are in parallel to the Old Testament. Such as Abraham having
two wives, one named Sarah and one called Haggai. The Koran tells us
that Haggai having given birth to Abraham’s child was sent off into the
wilderness where her offspring became the forefathers of the Arabs.
In fact, much interbreeding still occurred in Muhammad’s day between
Jews and Arabs and thus traditions were easily passed on, such as Old
Testament stories. It is plainly obvious upon reading the Koran and the
Old Testament that they are intrinsically linked together both in
content and spiritual ideology.
The Koran account of Jesus is claimed to be the true story of this
enigmatic individual and although the Bible is believed to be a
god-given and god-inspired book, Muslims believe it is only second best
and that the Koran is the latest revelation of a most high god. Indeed,
they claim that the Bible had been altered much. A claim, which has
stood the test of time, especially when we understand that people in the
west would not have realised that the text of the Bible had in fact been
altered much. Muhammad was in the prime location to utilise this
information to enable his own power base to be built.
In the section of the Koran called Sura 19:92 it states, “Jesus Christ,
the son of Mary, was no more than an Apostle of god.” This obviously
contradicts the New Testament, which states Jesus to be much more, at
least by the Pauline creed.
Muslims also say that Christ was not crucified, but that somebody took
his place. Almost 1500 years before the internet these Muslims seem to
have developed their own idea of a conspiracy theory, coming remarkably
close to the truth and giving us an insight into what really occurred at
“Golgotha”.
Of course, it may be that this was just Muhammad’s attempt at bringing
the religions of the world together. However these ideas were not
original and probably not even his. Gnostic’s had been following a
similar belief for many years, spreading their apocryphal word across
the length and breadth of Arabia.
Being fair to Islam, we certainly can see the strength of belief and
conviction inherent within the structure of this system. There may be
many things wrong with Islam, I am not an Islamic scholar, but there are
a lot of satisfied people within Islam. The very fact that Muslims are
so fundamental in their beliefs, devout in their worship and patient in
carrying out their creeds is commendable. It shows, at least, the deep
held belief of 500 million people that there is a god and although this
is not proof of god’s existence it is strong circumstantial evidence.
But control of the mind is control of the mind, regardless of whether we
call it Buddhism or Islam and to follow a belief without evidence is
control in anybody’s book. I will not say I believe something unless I
have evidence, in this way I am not controlled by another man’s creed,
dogma or doctrine. I am an individual and whether this is in god’s eyes
or not, matters not to me. To give away that individuality and to follow
the words of a man from 1400 years ago is not something I will do
lightly, if at all. But answers to the paradoxical questions of life are
not answered by simply remaining unique.
Could it be that there is an empty space or vacuum, inside each one of
us that just cries out for god and knows that he exists in one form or
another? But is this evidence for god? No. It just shows that we, as the
highest level of life on earth, even now, in today’s age, still need a
god of some kind. It may be some kind of evolutionary survival trick,
which our minds play on us. If it is then it has been playing that game
for a very long time. From the early beginnings, from the beliefs in
solar and lunar deities, anthropomorphic figures of power have held our
imaginations. Religion, like us and with us has evolved.
Had we still held to our belief in a lunar deity then we would now have
our answer as to whether there was a god or not because we landed space
ships on the surface. But the evolution of religion and belief remained
one step ahead of us and when we finally set foot on the grey dust of
our moon’s surface we found that she was nothing more than an old
spherical pile of space rubble. Of course we already knew.
In conclusion and for the purposes of this book we can see that millions
of people believe in something and that they believe they see a
wonderful order and course to our lives, even amidst such obvious
turmoil. It is not surprising when we consider the numerous other
defence mechanisms our physical body utilises to defend us from invading
armies of bacteria that our mental body defends us against the invading
doubts and worries of a fragile life. Even statistical data backs this
up, as older people, closer to death, tend to turn to god more than the
young who have many years remaining.
We still however have no proof one way or the other for god.
Chapter 5
The Case For Christ
Christianity is one of the world’s largest religions. Within the title
fall many denominations such as Catholicism and Anglicanism and most
(but by no means all) follow the Nicene Creed. However, we are not, in
the context of this book interested in the various splits and
separations which have occurred over the past two thousands years,
unless they hold some kind of evidence for or against the existence of
god. The majority of the splits have been created by the dogmas,
doctrines and power hungry acts of man. We are interested in what
Christianity has to say about god.
Christians say quite simply that they are born again of the Spirit of
god and believe in Jesus Christ as their saviour and creator. A tall
order for any man, unless of course he were the son of god.
We have stories from the Bible about Jesus, which we will draw strongly
upon. The reason for this being quite simply that there is precious
little said about Jesus in other texts and that it is the Bible that is
utilised by Christians to prove his existence. There are stories of his
birth and life, which we should all be familiar with by now and none of
which can be proven.
He is known by many names and each name explains a different aspect of
the belief of Christians. This is partly due to the Hebrew language,
which has many more levels than our simple English in comparison and
partly due to the fact that we are talking about an amalgamation of
religious ideas.
The name Jesus means ‘saviour’ and when used in conjunction with Christ,
which means ‘anointed’ one we simply have ‘anointed saviour’. In Hebrew
the term messiah also means anointed one. To be anointed means to be
god’s chosen one. One thing that Christians forget to tell us is that
there were many chosen one’s and messiahs spilling in and around the
Middle East at this time, and indeed for hundreds of years. Jesus was
almost a common name and he would have had to have been something
special to have made his mark. As we saw even Buddha said that there
were many before and many after, a true understanding of the nature of
mankind and we must also be aware that the concept of the coming messiah
was something common to most of the world’s religions.
Another phrase in Matthew 16:16 is Immanuel, which means ‘god with us’
and which could have immense scope and meaning in itself. It is taken
from Amun-U-el, an Egyptian phrase also meaning the Shining One is with
us ? the enlightened one. This of course reveals in a simple fashion,
that much of Judaism is derived from the times spent in Egypt and that
we may also find certain truths about Jesus in Egypt too.
The manhood and godhead of Jesus is shown also in the label ‘son of
god’, which supposedly reveals the distinctive relationship between god
as father and god as son. Indeed anyone who makes such a claim must
either be mad, telling the truth or have some kind of hidden agenda. The
truth? Judaism preached that all Jews were indeed the sons of god and
this title was nothing more than a description of membership to the
guild of Judaism. It also has another meaning. In Egypt the great god of
the Underworld was Osiris and he had a son called Horus, who wasn’t
really his son, but himself reincarnated. Horus was there god and the
son of god. There are many more parallels to the Horus myth I do not
wish to go into here, but the fact has been solidly confirmed by many
scholars that Jesus was in part based upon the Horus/Osiris myth.
Jesus was no lunatic, but neither was he any more the son of god than
you or I. Indeed he (or those who placed the words in his mouth on
parchment) even went as far as he could to bring this ideology home to
the masses, only to be hijacked later by Pauline doctrine overlaying the
message with stronger methods of power control. This power control being
used to its ultimate effect in the later Roman Empire and Catholic
Church.
Many diverse titles give us yet more insights to this enigmatic
character. ‘Son of David’ manifests the role of the coming messiah which
Jews believed strongly should have been a warrior king and in the line
of David. There is evidence to show that the man Jesus was based upon
may indeed have been a warrior king, with even scriptural evidence of
his disciples carrying swords, and indeed using them.
The ‘Servant’ description is the fulfilment of the Jehovah servant role,
which had been prophesied in the Old Testament, and anybody interested
in writing up the account of Jesus would have been obliged to include
this description in his biography.
The very fact that Jesus came, in order to bear our transgressions,
instead of the usual sacrificial lamb offering of the Jews at the time,
explains the identity ‘Lamb of god’. In becoming the offering himself,
Jesus is said to take away the need for a mediator and priest, becoming
the High Priest himself on our behalf. Ultimately Jesus falls in this
sacrifice and is called the ‘Last Adam’, the righter of the wrong.
Thus in the very names applied to him, we see the fulfilment of much so
called prophecy and much need. The prophecy of the Jews however is like
any other, changeable with the times and perfectly self-fulfilling.
According to the legend Jesus was rejected by the people he came to
serve. Did he know that he would be rejected? Is that the idea? That
only those with real faith would believe in him? Theologically it could
make sense or it could simply be that even the people from his period
did not believe in him and therefore why should we?
So, lets now have a look at what he did to receive these names. We all
know those now famous nativity scenes. The manger with a few lambs, a
goat, a donkey and a bull, a window through which we can see a shooting
star, Mary and Joseph stood adoringly above the cot within which lies
the baby Jesus. However, looking into the actual writings from the
period and forgetting all the man made marketing nonsense of the past
hundred years we suddenly find that our memories are filled with a false
record. Which in itself is not a major problem, it just means that the
very first encounter with Jesus turns out to be nothing more real than
Santa Claus. There are many reasons for the symbols within the myth,
none of which goes any way towards proving the existence of god.
“The ritual of the nativity, as it appears to have been celebrated in
Syria and Egypt, was remarkable. The celebrants retired into certain
inner shrines, from which at midnight they issued a loud cry, ‘The
Virgin has brought forth! The light is waxing!’ The Egyptians even
represented the new-born sun by the image of an infant which on his
birthday, the winter solstice, they brought forth and exhibited to his
worshippers.” The Golden Bough, Sir James Frazer, Wordsworth, 1993.
In fact many messiah’s and deities were born or even worshipped in
mangers or caves. Adonis, Tammuz, Apollo, Cybele, Demeter, Herakles,
Hermes, Mithra and Poseidon. There is little surprise in this as the
cave was seen as the womb of the mother earth and thereby the deity
would be born from this other-worldly location. The sun itself was
believed to go underground and not ‘around’ the earth.
From the Bible we learn that the Magi see the new baby as an
illustration that the existing mystical hierarchy of religion rejoiced
in the Lord’s coming. Of course, we must remember that much of this was
written many years after the death of Jesus. The three Magi are in fact
representations stellar deities themselves, being the three belt stars
of Orion, whose rising announces the coming of Sothis, the star
associated with Osiris-Horus. In truth, the real Magi were of course sun
worshippers and the three gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh were
their usual offering to the sun god. The star that announced this new
messiah or Horus-Jesus was Orion itself, known as the star of Horus.
Jesus escaped the threat of Herod and ran to Egypt with his parents.
There it is believed Jesus learned from the Essene group known as the
Theraputae. The great knowledge of Egypt was a draw to many mystics and
centres of learning were set up everywhere. These Theraputae were
especially skilled in healing, a remarkable and miraculous gift
identified in Jesus later in his life. It is without doubt that Jesus
must have learned this skill here in Egypt if he existed as a real man.
A remarkable revelation, which pours cold water on the idea that Jesus,
had miraculous healing powers from god and thereby reducing the evidence
of miraculous powers. We also learn that both Joseph, the father of
Jesus and Zechariah the father of John the Baptist, were members of the
Theraputae. And these Theraputae are accused by many scholars of
actually creating Christianity itself.
“The Therapeutae of Egypt, from whom are descended the vagrant hordes of
Jews and Gypsies, had well found by what arts mankind were to be
cajoled; and as they boasted their acquaintance with the sanative
qualities of herbs of all countries; so in their extensive
peregrinations through all the then known regions of the earth, they had
not failed to bring home and remodel to their own purposes, those sacred
spells or religious romances, which they found had been successfully
palmed on the credulity of remote nations.” The Diegesis, Rev. Robert
Taylor, Health Research, 1977.
In fact these Egyptian Theraputae, linked to the Essene of Syria, had at
their disposal the full resources of the libraries of Alexandria, which
their later created Christian empire would proceed to wipe out of
existence for fear of being uncovered. Now we can begin to see where the
many myths of the globe were collated and assimilated for the Gospels ?
Alexandria. These myths and beliefs, many in worship of the sun and
stars were used in the Christian story.
At the age of 12 Jesus is found in the temple and this we find is linked
yet again to the sun, as at midday the sun would rise in the temple. Now
have a reason why Jesus only appears at birth, midday and then 30, where
30 degrees is the amount of degrees that the sun must move through
in-order to progress to the next sign or house in the 12 zodiacs. The
movement of Jesus is thereby being associated with the progression of
the sun itself.
Next we find Jesus ready for his appointed ministry, missing many years
of his life in-between. Many years spent learning the healing ministry,
scriptures and leadership qualities, that is, according to the
Christians. Jesus was baptised by the one called John in the River
Jordan, again self fulfilling as much prophecy as possible. John of
course is also another version of Jonah or Oannes, the fish deity who
represented rebirth from the sacred waters. A dove then descends upon
Jesus in the same way that Horus was baptised in the Nile. The dove
descending is in fact a divine union of male and female principles ?
igniting Jesus with the powers of the gods. The powers of healing showed
by Jesus at this time were so great that even the occupying Romans were
said to have begged him to cure their sick.
Slowly now, approaching the end of the great play he moved towards
Jerusalem, apparently knowing what the outcome was to be. This is
plainly evident in his words to his disciples. It proved to be bitterly
true as the Pharisee joined with the Sadducee and Herodian in a terrible
plot that would inevitably fulfil the greatest of prophecies. I must say
that I have a totally different opinion to the normal view of this part
of the life of Jesus, as much of this seems to be a propaganda slur
against the Sadducee and Herodian. I am of the opinion that Jesus was
part of the plot and a conspirator himself in a much larger plan of
control, with a long and far-reaching global ideology and that the
character of Jesus has been manipulated on paper to conform to the
predicted messianic role. However I must confine myself to the remit of
this book, which is evidence for the existence of god.
So what is said about the character of this founder of faith? Above all
he had integrity, a trait much admired by many that wrote of him. He had
courage, strength and compassion for mankind. Buddhist’s say that Christ
was enlightened - a great compliment. The Muslims and Jews say that he
was surely a great prophet. Even the great cults of our age misuse his
name because of the idea of what he was.
What about the cultures of the day? Here, we find that Romans were
occupiers of the Jewish nation and thus held them under oppression. They
were taxed heavily and their own spiritual leaders, it seems, had sold
out. There erupted various sects within Judaism such as the Zealots and
the Essenes who were partially violent and erratic, although they were
also adapting and moving with the times. There is much evidence that
once their plans were complete they simply disbanded, changed names and
became something else.
We should also remember the origins of the literal view of Jehovah. This
vague fertility god was instigated as the Jewish and Christian god by
the writers of the texts as an answer to the idea of one god. In truth,
attributes of many gods were included into the remit of Jehovah. Ra,
Horus, El and many other Middle Eastern gods were chosen and their
ideologies incorporated for popular success. This is why the god has so
many names in the Bible, and many, almost Egyptian deity traits as we
have seen. But we lose sight of the fact that Jehovah was a vengeance
god. In the first book of Samuel he takes vengeance on the men of Gath
and gives them all haemorrhoids. In Deuteronomy the Israelites are
ordered to destroy the people of cities that he bestows upon them. Men
are ordered to be stoned to death, plagues are sent, first-born children
massacred, human sacrifice, and we are even to have no contact with
menstruating females. Not to mention that we can buy slaves, give the
death sentence to people who work on the Sabbath and that eating
shellfish is an abomination. These are all human traits, not those of a
loving god. It is therefore no surprise that we expect this very human
god to supply us with a vengeful and warrior like human messiah.
God had indeed been promising the people a messiah. Or to look at it
another way, the people writing the prophecies had been keeping the
people happy and looking forward to the saving graces of a warrior
leader. This was applied on many levels, both through the auspices of
standard religion and as an undercurrent of rebellion. However it was
put across, the people wanted it. He was going to unite the various
sects and lead them to a glorious victory. Much like the revolutionary
figure of Muhammad six hundred years later.
Whatever is believed about Christ, we are told not to think of him as
the victim of a cruel plot,
but rather the victorious leader in all events. This is biblically
evident in all he supposedly said and did. It is beyond doubt that
Christ was to hand over his life as the definitive sacrifice, this,
after all, had been prophesied, and we all know by now that if it is
prophesied it just has to come true, even if it is made to happen.
However much we argue the minor elements of the passion play though we
cannot argue with the final tenet: That Christianity states simply that
it is purely by believing in Jesus Christ as saviour that we are
fulfilled. This is the only way of truly knowing that god exists.
We can prove or disprove, relative to whom wishes to believe, that god
exists or not simply by mathematics and causal effects, but why should
this prove Jesus? Well it doesn’t. But surely, as the argument goes, if
we can prove the scriptures through history, science and mathematics
then we are also proving that Jesus existed as it states in the Bible.
Other secular writers did speak of a Jesus; they did show that what had
occurred was indeed significant. We are still uncovering evidence about
the life of the real Jesus (if indeed there was even such a man) and we
may yet prove that there was something very special about him. After
all, he has changed the face of the world and he still changes people,
whether for good or ill. But there are a few problems.
1) Jesus was just a good man.
The Christian answer to this one is that firstly he not only taught how
to live; he supposedly lived it himself. He called us to lay down our
lives for our sisters and brothers and did so himself in the greatest
sacrifice, whether a true death or mock sacrifice. He forgave people
their sins, something according to Jewish Law at that time and still
today is the sole role of god. He claimed to be the truth, life and the
way of god. He allowed people to worship him as if he were god, was this
delusion of grandeur or simply excellent propaganda? Either he was
deranged, very clever, made up or he was god. Everything he did and said
was calm and calculated, especially when compared to some of the worlds
other religious leaders. But what if Christ was in it for the glory and
the fame? Any psychological study of the mind of Jesus will and has
shown a stable, truthful man. But all this could simply be the result of
good writing; there is no proof either way for the existence of god.
2) Christ's virgin birth.
The people in the time of Christ would have been just as sceptical of
this as many are today. The people would have thought Mary to have been
unfaithful to Joseph and indeed so would Joseph. They knew too then,
that virgin births were just not possible. Yet we have many people
writing about it alongside perfectly ordinary facts. We cannot believe
one without the other, if one is proved correct the other must also be.
Either that, or there must be another reason for this strange entry into
the world.
According to Christians Jesus was not an ordinary person. He was the son
of god and perfect. He had already pre-existed in the beginning as the
Word. Through this word all things were made, it is not then a far leap
for this Word to become flesh. If we cannot believe in the Virgin birth
then we cannot believe in the creation and we are left with a Universe
that only theoretically exists. Only by granting god the power of
creation can we grant him the power to intercede in such a way. If it is
true then we should say Mary is blessed, as she had that power of god
within her when he altered DNA and became flesh.
However there is another explanation. There was at the time of Christ a
cult within the Jewish faith called “the cult of the virgin". This was a
female sect, well respected and well known at the time and indeed well
before.
The basic precepts of the cult were also well known and world-wide. For
instance Isis immaculately conceived Horus in Egyptian mythology and we
have already seen some of the links between Horus and Jesus.
Virgil had said that the Messiah would be born of a virgin, Zoroaster
was born of a virgin and later Muhammad's daughter Fatima (meaning
shining one) gave birth to 3 sons and was said to be a virgin. It all
revolved around the fact that the sun-god, Horus, was to be seen born
anew each day from the virgin moon. But more than even that at the
moment of the winter solstice the constellation Virgo (virgin) would
rise with the sun in her bosom. Of course Isis was both this virgin and
the moon and her son (the son of Osiris and Osiris reincarnated) was
Horus, who became Jesus.
It seems then that the virgin ideal, was a predominant idea for any
messenger or messiah of god copied from the solar cults.
3) Why is this Jesus relevant? The Christian response.
Firstly, although it is a little used word in this modern age, the Bible
says all have sinned and fall short of the glory of god. Is there
anybody out there who thinks they are better or equal to god? How can we
cope with all our imperfections, meet a god of holiness and expect
mercy? Can you imagine the holiness of the god who created everything?
We cannot meet god by ourselves, in that sinful state, so therefore we
need help or saving. So therefore, apparently, Jesus is our saviour?
Secondly, he is an example to us, the way we ought to be. If only we all
turned the other cheek and loved our neighbours as ourselves. If only we
loved, even unto death. The way of Christ is the way of god. Jesus is
relevant if I want to alter the world and make it a better place to
live, that is of course if I believe in god? But it must be belief,
which is faith not proof.
4) Why is there evil in the world?
Firstly I would like to throw one question back at you. If god were to
wipe out all the evil in the world today, right now, at this moment in
time, where would that leave you? It would leave the world without human
beings, for where does this evil manifest itself unless it is in us?
Secondly, let us then agree that there is such a thing on the planet
called evil. Now let us agree that we do not need gods help to stop it,
after all we are doing a good job now are we not?
Who then shall we turn to? The gods of our television screen? Mad Max or
Rambo? Or maybe plump for the old crystals to calm ourselves down and
smoke an illegal substance for relaxation?
So what have we replaced god with? Are they not all empty things? Are we
not perpetuating evil ourselves?
Why do we sense goodness in ourselves when we have helped another in a
needy situation? Why do we feel guilt when we have refused that person
help? Ever since mans beginning he has rebelled against god. But some
say, “Why didn't god create man perfect?” The Christian answer is he
did. But he had to give us free will, so that we were not zombies and
loved him by ourselves and not because he commanded us to.
It is man who is at fault for the state of the world. That by our sin,
by our greed and lust, we allow evil to take over in our lives. This in
itself shows that unique link between man and his surroundings. It is us
who affect the Earth and all that live upon it, it is us who can make it
better. In faith god supposedly gives us the power to do this, for
surely in our power alone we cannot, this we have already proved with
every life that is lost through war. All of this you understand, is the
Christian response I lay before you. It is not my own and the sole
purpose is to judge for our selves whether we can glean any evidence for
the existence of god from these theological statements.
According to Christians, god gave us a way out of the vicious cycle of
hate and intolerance. We can never understand all that god does for us,
but according to Christianity he bore the evil in death and defeated it
in his resurrection. He proved that we could succeed with his help. Does
this have a ring of truth? Remember you will be asked for a verdict, if
not by me, then you’re own sub-conscious.
All these reasons have been used now for thousands of years against us.
Convincing us that we are not good enough to better the world on our
own, that we need to tie ourselves to a religion and follow dogma and
doctrine to see a more peaceful existence. This could all so very easily
be put down as good propaganda, as clever usage of the facts to get us
to follow. It could just be that we are who we are because of evolution.
The simple survival of the fittest, the strongest gains all the power
and wealth.
No god here, no amount of humility will help us, apart from make us feel
more relaxed with being controlled by those with the power. Giving us
good reason to do as we are told. We still have no hard evidence either
way for god’s existence. In fact what I want to do now is to take a look
at the real Jesus, from real evidence.
Would the Real Jesus Please Stand Up
I have spoken of the biblical and Christian version of Jesus ? the
version we are told to have ‘faith’ in. But alas, we are left with no
evidence ? not just for the existence of god, but for the very existence
of the man whom they claim to be god’s son. There is though another and
this man can be found in texts outside of the Bible as thankfully the
Orthodox Christian Church failed to totally eradicate him from history.
Born 3rd or 4th Year BC in Tyana in Cappadocia, at 16 Appollonius of
Tyana became a disciple of Pythagoras, renouncing flesh, wine and women.
He wore no shoes and let his hair and beard grow long.
He soon became a reformer and fixed his abode in the Temple of
Aesculapius - the serpent healing deity I discovered to be of paramount
importance in The Serpent Grail, and who himself originated from the
Egyptian architect Imhotep.
It was claimed of Appollonius that he was one of the wisest of all men
and in all likelihood he gained his immense wisdom whilst at the feet of
the wise serpentine Naga sages of the Indian sub-continent.
We can see evidence of this from Philostratos [1], the biographer of
Appollonius, who tells us of the journey to Kashmir to meet the Naga
sage Larchus and of the “emerald valley set in a rim of pearls” and of
the tales that Apollonius told his travelling companion, Damus, of
dragons which lived in the hills. Both emerald and pearls have symbolic
resonance with wisdom and knowledge and the dragons, which lived in the
hills, were nothing more than the Naga, or serpent followers of the
region.
The hill where these wise men lived [2] was defended on all sides by
immense piles of rocks. As soon as the travellers had dismounted a
messenger from one of the Masters appeared, wearing of all things, a
serpent Caduceus on his brow - an obvious allusion to the enlightenment
process via the Indian Kundalini, or coiled serpent.
Platitudes were given and when in conversation Apollonius learned from
Larchus, that these Nagas had delivered their wisdom to the Egyptians
and even Ethiopia, which as Hivviah or Cush was named after the worship
of serpents.
Eventually Apollonius became a wise sage himself and his own notoriety
grew. Aurelian vowed to erect Temples and statues to his honour “for was
there ever any thing among men more holy, venerable, noble, and divine
than Apollonius? He restored life to the dead; he did and spoke many
things beyond human reach.” (Vopiscus in Aurelian, cap. 24)
Truly, Temples and statues were erected to Apollonius in many places,
including his own town of Tyana. Unlike Jesus, there is evidence to
prove that Apollonius actually existed. As Moncure D. Conway said in his
book Modern Thought:
“The world has been for a long time engaged in writing lives of Jesus.”
The library of such writing has grown since then. But when we come to
examine them, one startling fact confronts us: all these books relate to
a personage concerning whom there does not exist a single scrap of
contemporary information ? not one! Nobody can say with any conviction
that Jesus was a real person.
On the other hand and by accepted tradition, Apollonius was born in the
reign of Augustus, the great literary age of the nation of which he was
a subject. In the Augustan age historians flourished; poets, orators,
critics and travellers abounded. Yet not one of them mentions the name
of Jesus Christ, much less any incident of his life. The Emperor Marcus
Aurelius admitted that it was to Apollonius that he owed his own
philosophy, and erected Temples and statues in his honour. No statues or
Temples were erected to Jesus.
Faust said, “Everyone knows that the Evangeliums were written neither by
Jesus nor by his apostle, but long after their time by some unknown
persons, who, judging well that they would hardly be believed when
telling of things they had not seen themselves, headed their narratives
with the names of the apostles or disciples contemporaneous with the
latter.”
On the other hand, the written record of the life of Apollonius is very
sound and Philostratos who wrote the Life of Apollonius was the close
friend of Damus who had related the whole thing in person.
Philostratos said, “Some consider him as one of the Magi, because he
conversed with the Magi of Babylon and the Brahmans of India and the
Gymnosophists of Egypt. But even his wisdom is reviled, as being
acquired by the magic art, so erroneous are the opinions formed of him.
Whereas Empedocles and Pythagoras and Democritus, though they conversed
with the same Magi, and advanced many paradoxical sentiments, have not
fallen under the like imputation. Even Plato, who travelled in Egypt,
and blended with his doctrines many opinions collected there from the
priests and prophets, incurred not such a suspicion, though above all
men on account of his superior wisdom.”
The very fact that Apollonius was in danger of usurping the ‘idea’ of
Christ with his own ‘factual’ life caused much consternation amongst the
early Christians. Justin Martyr, one of the Church Fathers of the 2nd
century said, “How is it that the talismans by Apollonius have power
over certain members of creation, for they prevent, as we have seen, the
fury of the waves, the violence of the winds, and the attacks of wild
beasts. And whilst Our Lord’s miracles are preserved by tradition alone,
those of Apollonius are most numerous, and actually manifested in
present facts, so as to lead astray all beholders?”
The book by Philostratos was therefore, and not surprisingly, kept back
from translation and distribution. In fact, the books of the New
Testament did not appear until at least one hundred years after the Life
of Apollonius.
Even the birth of Apollonius bears some remarkable similarities to the
fictional life of Christ. Whilst his mother was pregnant with
Apollonius, Proteus, the Egyptian God, appeared to her and said, “Thou
shalt bring forth me!” The mother of Apollonius was to bring forth God.
Incidentally, Proteus was known to take the form of a snake.
According to Phillimore, Apollonius actually founded a church and a
community, made up of his disciples. It is highly likely that these were
connected to a branch of the Essene, known as the Therapeuts and
Nazarenes.
Indeed there was a group known as the Apolloniei, the adherents of
Apollonius, who actually survived some centuries after his death. These
constituted what became the Christian Church, after the Council of
Nicaea ? so Apollonius did indeed begin Christianity, based upon
serpentine myths and traditions of the oldest order.
In fact Eunapius stated that Philostratos should have called his book
“The Sojourning of a God Among Men.” However once the decision had been
made to plump for the newly created Christ, cobbled together from
various deities, Apollonius was repressed. It is basically because of
books like the one of Philostratos that the ancient libraries at places
such as Alexandria were torched. Destroy the evidence of the opposition
and there appears to be no opposition. But they missed one vital piece
of evidence in their own book.
In 1st Corinthians 3:3-6 it says, “for while one saith, I am of Apollos,
are ye not carnal? Who, then, is Paul, and whom Apollos, but ministers,
by whom ye believed, even as the Lord gave to every man? I have planted,
Apollos watered; but God gave the increase.”
I could so easily have overlooked this had it not been for a chance
discovery of an ancient version of 1st Corinthians found in a French
monastery by a Huguenot soldier entitled the Codex Bezae. The name
Apollos is spelt Apollonius! In fact in the Encyclopaedia Britannica the
name Apollo in this context can also mean Apollonius. Indeed this
Apollos was said to have even visited Paul (the apostle who did not
suffer from snakebites) and he was called an Alexandrian Jew. It is
possible that Apollonius brought back a new gospel of Chrishna from the
Kashmir interlude with the serpent sages and it was this, which gave
birth to the Christ that was in reality based upon serpent worship. Now
we know why Christ sloughed off his shroud in the tomb, just as the
snake sloughs its skin and is resurrected. Now we know why the early
Christians were known as Ophites, it simply means serpent worshippers.
Notes
1 In De Vita Apollonii (The Life of Apollonius) Philostratos tells us of
the superstitious practices carried out by those of Arabia and India
with some remarkable tales about “eating the heart and liver of
serpents, for the purpose of acquiring knowledge of the thoughts and
languages of animals.” Philostratos wrote extensively on Apollonius of
Tyana, the great sage who is seen by many as being the true Christ.
2 Taxila was the capital of ancient Punjab (Hindus). In the Sanskrit
language it was Takshacila or simply “Prince of the serpent tribe.”
Taxila was a famous place, having been mentioned in several languages
and connected with the infamous Silk Road between the Far West
(Babylonia) and the Far East (China). Here lies the oldest known Hindu
shrine in the Pillared Hall, on the site of the western end, said to
have had a ceremonial function. The king of Taxila was called Taxiles
and in 329 BC he invited Alexander the Great to support him against
aggressors. In 184 BC the Greeks invaded and placed Demetrius on the
throne. The town was rebuilt and strangely it was called Sirkap (severed
head). It was a multi-ethnic area now with Greeks, Bactrians, western
Iranians and Hindus all living together. There was a great mix of
Hinduism, serpent worship, Buddhism, Zoroastrianism and Greek religious
beliefs all mixing together—a place very much like Alexandria.
Apollonius of Tyana went to Taxila as we find in the Life of Apollonius
of Tyana by Philostratos. “I have already described the way in which the
city is walled, but they say that it was divided up into narrow streets
in the same irregular manner as in Athens, and that the houses were
built in such a way that if you look at them from outside they had only
one storey, while if you went unto one of them, you at once found
subterranean chambers extending as far below the level of the earth as
did the chambers above.” (Section 2.2). It was the King of Taxila
(Phroates) who wrote a letter of recommendation for Apollonius to
Iarchus in-order to have him learn the wisdom of the Nagas of Kashmir.
Chapter 6
The Great Esoteric Jigsaw Puzzle
From the religions of ages past we can glean certain truths that man in
his searching has either come across or been given. These examples
remarkably resemble other beliefs, making one wonder, where did they
originate and why? Whatever the answers are, we can at least see that
they stand alone in certain statements and that sometimes religions get
close to the ‘ring of truth’. These cross-references with ancient belief
are claimed by Christians to be proof in themselves that, there must be
something more than fanciful imagination.
Could it be that these are echoes from the past? That the word of
creation spread around the planet as people migrated? Passing on
knowledge by word of mouth in this great, esoteric jigsaw puzzle?
Was there some great and ancient universal religion or priesthood
managing our beliefs?
Take for instance the following-
1)The Satapatha Brahmana tells us quite specifically how god spoke
everything into existence, the Earth, air, sky and animals. This is
fairly similar to the Bible as so far as god spoke creation into
existence with the Word. (“And god said ......” Genesis 1:3)
2) The Taittiriya Brahmana tells us again that the entire Universe was
created by god and gives account of him breathing life into a child,
thus becoming the father. (“..breathed into his nostrils the breath of
life." Genesis 2:7)
3) The Satapatha Brahmana says that god made man from his soul, then due
to mans loneliness he caused the man to fall into two parts, “Thence
arose a husband and wife. From them men were born.” (“Then the lord god
made a woman from the rib he had taken out of man.” Genesis 2:22)
4) According to the Vishnu Purana, Brahma (god) exists as spirit. (“god
is spirit.....,” John 4:24)
5) In Egyptian mythology Khepera (god) formed the whole world “out of
his mouth.” He apparently laid first the foundations and then all
things, as the sequence of the Bible shows.
6) In Celtic folklore there was primarily just god until he again spoke
existence into being. (“And god said.....”)
7) In ancient Peru they stated that all things were created by the word
of the spirit or creator. Such words as “Let a man be. Let a woman be.”
Also, man was made of clay as in the Biblical creation and possibly also
a belief many thousands of years old.
8) The south American Indians believe that the material Universe was
first created, then man and woman were formed from the clay and split
apart, therefore making them separate and able to produce offspring.
They still hold to this belief and the immortality of their soul depends
upon it.
Notice that the above comparisons are about creation. This is something
that all mankind has to have before his religion can begin. It is not
specific to Christianity or Judaism. Each and every person on the planet
has the same origins. Therefore the various stories should all lead back
to the one basic truth. But is everything truth?
Many religions hold dear the idea of a ‘ring of truth’. That a certain
ideal sounds true and therefore must be true. This is used as evidence.
But it isn‘t evidence is it? Would a judge allow this kind of proof?
Well lets take a look at some that simply ‘sound’ unfeasible and judge
for ourselves.
Is there such a thing as a ring of truth?
There is a bewildering complexity of organisations; establishments and
fanatics all geared up with an array of imaginative ideas. I want to
have a look at the extremes of these faiths, as I have at Islam,
Buddhism and Christianity to test the ‘ring of truth’ hypothesis.
1) Scientologists believe that an alien named Xenu was the leader of the
Universe about seventy five million years ago. One day he decided that
he needed more dwelling space and nuked Earth, thus creating Thetans or
spirits which attach themselves to our bodies making us unclean.
Speaking about the creation of all things the holy words of Ron Hubbard
(Creator of Scientology, a science fiction writer) states, “Loud snap.
Waves of light. Chariot comes out, blows horn, comes close. Shattering
series of snaps, Cherub fades back. Blackness dumped on Thetan.” Need I
say more?
2) The followers of Krishna have some unusual beliefs as explained by
the Divine Grace Bhakdivedanta Swami Prabhupada. Jesus Christ was not
god, but a devotee of Krishna visiting from another planet! Men are
superior to women. ANY action done for Krishna cannot be bad. Needless
to say there are only 15000 followers world-wide and this mainly due to
the now deceased ex-Beatle George Harrison.
3) Another famous personality who followed a cult is Pete Townsend of
the rock band The Who, a devotee of Meher Baba. This strange Indian was
one of the latest self-professed saviours. Apparently his soul will
return to stone from whence it came. Meher Baba died of natural causes
surprisingly and is buried.
4) More stars again as we turn to the Osmond’s, the teenage idols of the
seventies. They were supposedly devout Mormons (The church of Jesus and
the Latter Day Saints,) Donny however has revealed sordid tales of his
youth and so I thought it only fitting to investigate the Mormons a
little closer.
The book of Mormon was (supposedly) written during, and covers the
period between 600 BC and 400 AD, yet surprisingly contains many Bible
passages in the exact same translation as that of the Authorised King
James Bible of 1611 AD, therefore either the King James Bible is stolen
from the book of Mormon (which can be proved to be untrue) or the book
of Mormon is stolen from the King James version (which is more likely).
They claimed that the book was error free. Since 1830 AD there have been
3913 changes, most of these changes were the very parts that had been
changed from the King James Version. They claimed archaeological
evidence existed for their belief that an ancient tribe of Jews lived in
America. No such evidence exists and this is attested to by all Americas
leading historians.
Between 1809 and 1812 AD a man called Solomon Spalding wrote an
imaginary history of two civilisations coming to America (remarkably
like the book of Mormon). Solomon died, but the manuscript was left in
the printer’s office where another man called Sidney Rigdon worked.
Later Sidney met Joseph Smith, who later still went on to write the book
of Mormon. Joseph Smith and his brother Hyrum were jailed awaiting
trial, but on 27th June 1844 two hundred men broke in and shot them both
dead. Well, I can’t say that I find Mormonism particularly attractive,
can you?
5) The Hindu’s have literally hundreds of god’s. They are dressed in
pretty clothes, coloured brightly and fed expensive food. They are
probably the best-kept dolls on earth. If you are going to believe in a
god it may as well be a Barbie doll.
6) Koreshian’s believed that everything was within the confines of the
earth. That when you look up, you are actually looking inward, towards
the sun, which is at the centre of all things.
In 1908 the leader, Dr Cyrus Tweed died 3 days prior to Christmas day.
His followers wholeheartedly expected him to rise again on Christmas
day. Strangely he failed to do so.
7) The Flat Earth Society is still crusading against the damnable,
heretical, globularist conspiracy. In other words, they say that the
earth is flat, we never went to the moon, that Arthur C. Clarke scripted
the whole thing and the rest of us are mad.
This last exercise is purely and simply to show how witless and
lamentable man can be in his exorbitant efforts of searching. The
western world has now taken into it’s heart the new religions, the
television, the Internet, gadgetry, high powered jobs. The rest of the
world is too busy trying to kill each other or catch up with us (while
we sell them the arms and keep them back through corrosive interest
payments). Never the less, eyes are taken off that thing we once called
god, let alone our real selves. And yet, there is still something
missing. Evolution has played us a cruel card with this device, this
mechanism of self-control. We fill in this gap with our modern day
gimmicks, failing to fulfil the real need. Christian’s say that this gap
only appeared when we walked away from god. They also say that the
answer to all our questions came 2000 years ago and we failed to see it.
Atheists on the other hand are just as happy to do their best for
mankind, without the need for a god and somehow seem to be just as happy
and fulfilled as Christians are. (I know I have over generalised, but
the argument would be too long without.)
Christ’s Conclusion
From the above study then, we can draw certain conclusions. First and
foremost is the plain fact that man is searching.
What is he searching for? Fulfilment?
Why would man be searching for fulfilment? Is it because he has an
emptiness within that needs to be filled? A subtle awareness of an
awesome presence and a need to know his future due to his fears of the
unknown? The unfortunate reality is that man first looks to the world
for this need and then, when he finds that this cannot fulfil him he
then turns to god. It could very well be that neither of these are
correct! It may very well be that we should listen to our elders from
the past and search inside ourselves for our own fulfilment. As many
have said, we are our own gods.
However, man has done a pretty good job so far of distracting himself
from the very questions, which burn inside of him.
These questions are answered to varying degrees by all the religions of
the world. Our question here is surely, which one is right?
Let us then lay out the questions we need to ask to enable us to choose
which, if any, of the religions are correct.
Does the chosen religion sound right? Does it have a ring of truth? Be
careful here, a ring of truth is different to many cultures. This truth
can only properly be understood when we know ourselves and are not
distracted by other input.
Is the religion simple enough for everyone to understand? Surely, if the
religion is from a loving god then it needs to be for everybody, both
intellectual and simple?
Is the originator of the religion worthy of our praise? How can we judge
this? Was he (or she) peaceful? Surely, religious leaders should not be
war like? Were they in the business of belief for their own benefit, or
those of others? Were they trying to glorify a god, or themselves? What
would they gain from their leadership? How far were they prepared to go?
Even to death?
If they did go to death, then what for? Did they steal something, kill
someone or just speak the truth? Did they basically die for what is
right?
Did the death have a reason? Were they totally sane? What influences
applied? What hope does the religion give? How can we get it? Will we
have to buy it? What is the currency? Hard work? Labour? Money? Or love?
Or is it by the grace of god?
Surely we must not pick on the religion, but the originators. It was
they who set the thing in motion and it is to them that we must
attribute blame, shame or glory. Each and every religion has been
sullied by man’s foolishness at one point or another and it is for this
reason that we must clear away the mess and get back as close as
possible to the originator.
In essence then, we are looking for fulfilment in the very real man of
Buddha, Muhammad or Christ. We look to them for our needs, hoping that
they will have the answer that we can understand that they will lead us
to god.
So just what are our needs?
Everybody needs love. Why? Because quite simply it makes us tick. Love
is an evolutionary tool, which drives us as a species and as an
individual. Love is one of those bewildering words, which makes you sit
down and actually think about your life. It causes pain and joy. Without
it we suffer, with it we rejoice. According to most religions, god is
love. Therefore, when god is in control, love is in control. A good
thing, many of us would agree. However, blind love in faith and under
doctrine can also make us do things we would normally not do, such as
invade other countries, kill out of jealousy, be proud and delight in
the downfall of those we inevitably end up hating. That is why religious
writings talk about a perfect love. One that is painless giving,
enduring, never failing, always kind, not proud or self seeking
(selfishness), does not delight in evil and always hopes. Yes, you
guessed impossible love.
However, if we were to believe that this kind of love were impossible
then we would need help. Lo and behold we have god, who can help us with
this love. He can pass us the power of his love via his Holy Spirit.
Surely then, the proof for god, is not in the practical things, like
trying to find proof, but maybe the proof has always been in us? In the
love that we always have trouble explaining. We recognise our own love
for one another, we would die to save our wife or child and according to
the religions of the world that’s what god would do for us - his
children.
Everybody needs security. Why? Because we live in an unsure world. We
could be mugged tomorrow or run over by a bus. Our seemingly small,
insignificant lives become more than significant when confronted with a
lack of security. It is one of those marvellous false ideals that our
parents can give us this safety. That they can put their loving arms
around us and protect us. There is, according to various religions, at
the end of the day, only one father who can protect us properly. Only he
can guide us through the turmoil we call life. But this may just be
applying a false hope, a false person onto an imaginary problem. Nobody
else on earth can fulfil all requirements we have for god and so we
create one.
When we are children we make up imaginary friends. Will give them all
the various attributes required to be our special friend. We never tell
our children to stop doing this, because we know it can often be good
for them and their development. It can give them a sense of security. If
they are still talking to shadows at thirty then we must worry and talk
seriously about where things have gone wrong. Surely now, mankind has
grown up and no longer needs imaginary friends? Or has it?
According to Christian’s today, god came to earth in the manifestation
of Jesus Christ because we are those little children and he recognised
that we could not be left “home alone”. That we needed his company
again, just like in the Garden of Eden. Even Lord Byron wrote “If ever a
man was god or god was man, Jesus Christ was both.” Christianity has
used the imaginary friend of Jesus Christ ever since and for every
occasion. But it also had an added incentive for us to believe that he
was the true guide. He was the “son” of god. Muhammad was just another
prophet, Buddha just enlightened. Neither was the son of god.
On the simple level that this statement exists then this was a major
coup to Christianity. Unfortunately it was a vastly over simplified
statement. According to Jewish tradition, we are all sons of god. In
fact, at the basic root of all religions, we are all sons of god.
However, here we have found one of the major problems with religion.
Over simplification. Necessary oversimplification.
There are so many faiths, so many subtleties with each faith, so many
splits in each faith, so much to learn, that we by needs sake,
oversimplify. And by allowing ourselves to be caught in this web of
deceit we throw away an exciting ride of discovery. Of finding a
fantastic world of adventure along the byways of religion. We have one
life, why choose one religion? Journey through them all and become a
master initiate. Find your own path by walking the many paths of the
world. There are without doubt, many thousands of years of truth and
mystery tied up in the texts of our world’s religions. It can be a very
fulfilling trip of discovery to journey with them.
Some say it is through an inner revelation of the truth, a being born
again to a new life that is now possible to us, through their own chosen
religion. But in the end, this is only possible through a belief system
and not through proof. Proof talks to the brain. Belief talks to the
heart. When you find belief, you will eventually find faith. If that is
what you want.
So, in conclusion. Which god to choose? Which one is real? If any? What
price shall we pay for our belief? Shall we have our Thetan’s removed by
the Scientologists? Shall we remain sceptics, sit on the fence or fall
off altogether? Shall we follow the Buddha, the enlightened one? Or are
we more inclined towards the very human Muhammad? Maybe, because of our
western cultural backgrounds we will follow the way of Christ, and try
to forget all that has been done in his name. Or maybe we should look to
our own inner mind and gather knowledge, grow wise and become
enlightened through the process of growing as unique individuals free of
the controls and dogmas of religion.
The choice is, as always, yours. But you must so far do this, still,
without any proof.
Chapter 7
Pages of Truth?
A very close relative of mine once said, “You cannot prove anything,
religion is a sham.”
This is a popular belief. Religion however is far from a mere sham.
Nothing so highly organised, on such a vast scale and lasting for such a
long time could possibly be called a sham. And yet there is a certain
element, which is true. It is sham that religion now fails to address
problems today in so many ways. It is a sham that we no longer relate to
it, and yet we still need it. It is a sham that we feel we need it at
all. And it is a sham that religion has controlled our minds for so long
and sent us off to war, or taken our money and lands.
God has been put on the shelf and forgotten, along with history. We
somehow have neglected the ability to learn from either. As the
historian, Derek Heater said, “To many of the modern generation,
history, like god, is dead.”
But, just for argument sake, lets take them both back down off the shelf
for this next section and see if we can somehow resolve some historical
arguments ? remembering that I am here bringing many arguments to the
table, the decisions as to whether god exists remains with you.
So why is the Bible relevant to us today? Why not forget the Bible and
go along with the new religions the world will undoubtedly throw at us
in the next few years?
According to Christians it is because it tells us the truth, it tells us
about god and it tells us about us.
Frank Morrison attempted to write a book condemning the resurrection as
a fallacy. However he had to change his mind. It seems he found so much
evidence in favour of an actual supernatural resurrection that he became
a Christian and wrote the best selling book Who moved the stone?
The very same thing applies to numerous authors, lawyers, scientists,
mathematicians, doctors and professional men and women alike. Indeed, I
was so surprised upon reading the Lancet (medical professional magazine)
at just how strong the debate was still that I was quite disturbed. Does
this prove then that we have committed intellectual Christians? And does
this prove that there must be a god?
No. There are just as many atheist professionals with just as strong
views. Indeed, there are now many hundreds of extremely plausible
answers to Frank Morrison’s question about who moved the stone.
Unfortunately Frank Morrison did not have the Nag Hammadi texts (Dead
Sea Scrolls) fully deciphered to help him in his research like many have
today.
So, let’s have a look at some of the well-known historical evidence (so
called) for the Bible, which Christians throw down as their gauntlet of
evidence.
1) Jonah
When Jesus walked the planet, the scriptures concerning Jonah were not
doubted. In fact Jesus himself spoke of him as if he were an actual
character from history (Matthew 12:40). Quite a statement! Let’s just
take it apart. Jonah is in actual fact Oannes, the Merman and god of
Nineveh. Identified with Hea one of the Babylonian trinity and was
symbolised as a serpent. Hence Oannes/Jonas being swallowed by a large
serpent (Just as Osiris and many other gods of the ancients were).
Oannes was a god and a man, like Jesus; he was also a craftsman, of
woodworking. In actual fact, what the words attributed to Jesus were
really saying is quite simple. That he would be greater than a serpent
god of the Babylonians, or even of a prophet of this god.
Christians also hold up 2 Kings 14:24 as if this backs up the Christian
ideas. However this is just a line about the prophet/god called Jonah.
It must be remembered that we have a giant problem with names in the
Bible, and other old texts. To put it simply, many titles and names are
not as they seem. Real men of old lost their actual identities through
manipulation of their real lives into the old mystery plays and
traditional pagan religions. Jonah literally took on some of the
‘mysterious’ elements of Oannes. Just as Jesus takes on many other
characteristics which make him more ‘believable’. Many times these men
of renown become giants, and via pagan hating Judaism and Christianity
become slow and dumb.
This is also a Gnostic initiation tale. Where there are subtleties of
the story of ourselves coming into play. The elements of our own
personal subconscious and conscious coming into understanding of who we
are. It is a standard method of hiding the truth where only those with
the eyes to see will be able to see it. It is the mystery of the
understanding of ourselves which is truly at stake here. The real Jonah
or Oannes was the part of ourselves that needed to submerge in wisdom
and be reborn or spewed out again like being born again or resurrected
in fresh knowledge or Gnosis of our selves and our connection to nature.
The Whale
The animal itself need not have been a whale. This is a mistranslation
as the Bible actually calls it a large fish, or serpent. This fish
swallowed Jonah and hung on to him for three days and three nights.
So is there or has there ever been a fish or whale which could swallow a
man the then spew him out three days later?
The answer remarkably is yes. The anatomies of several species are
sufficient for the production of oxygen suitable for breathing. Four
just such species are the whale shark, the sperm whale, the white shark
and the cachalot whale.
In fact this is known to have happened to several seamen of history. The
best known and most often quoted by Christian apologetics is the case of
James Bartley. Indeed Bartley told his own tale of how when he had been
a member of the whaling ship Star of the East, he had fallen overboard.
After a day and a half the whale they had been chasing was hauled onto
the ship and cut open. Out fell James Bartley. His skin was pure white,
having been parched by the gastric juices of the whale’s stomach.
Apparently the very same species of whale is known to have swallowed
sharks whole and to have vomited them onto the shore later, just as
Jonah/Jonas is said to have been spewed ashore.
It is not a stretch of the imagination then for this to have actually
happened. However it is part of popular mythology and Shaman magic lore
for a prophet or magic man to enter a dark place, cave or womb like
structure (such as a pyramid) and remain there for 3 days, prior to
being symbolically resurrected from the Otherworld inside his mind ? the
true heaven. Indeed it is part of Judaic mythology as we see with the
myth of Lazarus.
Nineveh
Strangely, in the very place Jonah ended up, archaeologists found a
bas-relief on a wall of a man sticking out of the mouth of a large
serpent like fish. This relief is dated to around 800 BC, the very
period some say Jonah lived.
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"There is only mystery left... the rest of it doesnt really matter".
Someone told me that Nikola Tesla said this or something like this upon his leaving
the earthly plane. The world would not be as it is without Tesla yet only a handful
of humans know this. His research and experimentation resonate in some way
with every single technological advancement currently on the books, including
the myth of what happened at Montauk somewhere off the Atlantic shores of
North America. Stories and rumors have made it through the grapevine if you
will and as I am privy to these things, I could not get it out of mind, and
increasingly so, it willed itself into creation.
I wrote this book for Nikola Tesla.
OH Krill
"Technological progress has merely
for going backwards."
~Aldous Huxley
"Technology...
experience it."
~Max Frisch
provided us with more efficient means
the knack of so arranging the world that we don't have to
"It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has
exceeded our humanity."
~Albert Einstein
wearing helmets with gas mask looking things on ‘em? By the time we did all that
big thinking they were gone and our boys were RIDDLED with holes. In the mayhem
we lost our footing and were easy pickin’s. Anyway, I think that’s when I got the stuff
in my lungs…" Al pauses, turns off the hand-held tape recorder and tosses it back
on the dashboard. Peabody sits next to him in the driver’s seat and says, "That was
good. You were able to re-remember a lot of details." "Yeah... don’t get too excited.
I re-remembered the last one and just repeated it, its so damn boring. The truth is,
it doesn’t even matter! It’s all just a big feedback loop!" Al responds. "Ahhh... c’mon!"
says Peabody. "Don’t SAY that."
Al grabs the recorder again and says, loudly and facetiously, "On a cold and
barren highway, somewhere in the middle of the American land mass, Peabody
Freeman and Al Leedskalnin are driving and driving. They are traveling fast and
with a purpose it would seem, but little does anyone ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT THE
HELL IS REALLY GOING ON!" Al throws the recorder back on the dash. Peabody
shrugs off Al’s disposition with mild disgust, his jowls illuminated by the moonlight as
it streaks his face through the patchy fog. Suddenly, Al notices something in the
passenger rear view. Scooting up a bit, he looks concerned. He squints at the mirror
for a few seconds and says, "Yep... I knew it!" as an orange orb that had previously
been bobbing and languishing behind them, suddenly accelerates at an incredible
speed and stops on a dime directly over the brown ‘74 Buick.
The Orb bumps the top of the car. "Bump! Bu-bump!" it goes, as if it to say,
"I’m Watching," before veering and speeding off to the side, and quickly vanishing.
"GGGGAAADDAMMIT!" Peabody shouts as he hits the steering wheel, knocking
about the papers and food wrappers on the dash. "Damn, damn, damn, DAMN!!"
he says, as his psyche frays a little more. "When will it end?! WHEN?!" he cries. Al
Leedskalnin simply rolls his eyes. He is too tired to get upset, truly, too tired. For him it’s
over. He’s seen it all, and has lost track of whether he is coming or going [literally],
having lived one too many lives. Peabody just shakes his head as he continues the
relentless drive against the desert landscape with no apparent destination whatsoever.
They eventually pull o f f by a dirty coffee shop called Shonee’ s ,
one of those typical mid-western diners with the sticky yellow linoleum
floor. As Peabody’s massive composition completely fills his side of the
booth, one of the buttons on his red shirt pops undone. He has significant,
obligatory mustard stains seeping into his collar, thick black glasses that
appear suctioned to his face and a pocket protector filled not only with
pens, pencils and chewing gum, but interesting and delicate scientific
devices. Al on the other hand could not care less, but even so, he is much
more hygienic than Peabody. The food arrives and it’s a bacon sandwich with fries
for Peabody, hamburger patty and cottage cheese for Al. "No cream, no sugar,
pleeeease." he says. Peabody waits for the waitress to leave, makes sure, then
looks to Al, his worried eyes magnified through the astronaut lenses. "Have you
checked the batteries? Did you rotate them the way I told you? We CANNOT lose
communication!" he says, with a twinge of urgency and a loud whisper. Al nods
and methodically lowers his head to take a bite of his usual bland (yet easily
digestible) food. Peabody takes a bite with bacon hanging out of the side of his
mouth and mumbles, "The schedule... mmph... eh-eh... slorp... is only getting... mphl...
WORSE! I... grgl..." He pauses when he hears a strange electronic sound emitting
from beneath the table. Al removes an egg shaped device out of his moderately
weathered suit coat as Peabody waits nervously in limbo for the foreboding
message. Al flips open the device with one hand and musters up only a "yeah?"
then nods slowly as he listens to the voice on the other end. "Look..." he says, "it’s
getting difficult to hide it, alright? Make-up and soot only worked in the beginning.
How about a plan to bring in some of the babies?" Under the fluorescent lights,
every wrinkle in Al's face becomes garishly apparent. People are alarmed by him.
His pocked skin has no life left in it, a result of abnormal circumstance and years
of pounding cigarettes. He also has very thick hairs on the top of his ears. Al hits the
speaker function and thrusts the device in Peabody’s proximity. The voice from the
other side says, "WE WILL CONTINUE OUR DIRECTIVE ...A SOLUTION IS IMMINENT,
STAY VECTOR.... MAY THE LIGHT SHINE ON OUR ENDEAVOUR."
Al nods and snaps down the lid of the device, looking at Peabody with an "I
told you so" expression, but Peabody already knew the answer. Al returns to his
black coffee as Peabody buries himself in his portable Quantum Conversion
Reference Guide. Mumbling and nodding repeatedly, he almost gives the impression
that he could be mentally ill, or just mentally running through exercises of vast
complication that somehow comfort him.
Peabody and Al pull up to the oldest Motel6 west of the Mississippi,
complete with 70’s shag carpet, faded brown paint, and plenty of traffic noise.
They walk past a beat-up ice machine as a man walks around the corner giving
them a curious, sinister glance. They progress forward a few steps when
Peabody looks over his shoulder and says to Al with some contempt, "Did he look
familiar? I can’t even tell anymore." Al grimaces and mumbles, "yeah, I know... let’s
get ready. I’m fading." Peabody opens his door, gives Al his own room card and
says, "I’ll be at your room in 5 minutes, OK?" Al nods, still mumbling, "yeah, just be
ready this time," and walks away, habitually looking up and down the hall as he
inserts the plastic key. Peabody throws his coat and old thrift-store suitcase on
the bed and goes to the window to reflect. He remembers happier times and
daydreams of when he had his own lab and was involved in the most cuttingedge
scientific research of his time. He visualizes himself walking the hallways of
the old facility, with his clipboard in hand. He sees his own hand making notations
as he comes upon an enclosure, turning only to find a naked man screaming
in agony. The man holds on to his own arm as it starts to disintegrate right
before his own eyes. "BEEP... BEEP... BEEP... BEEP…"
Peabody snaps out of his daydream, startled by the cheap plastic alarm
clock that was set for 2:15 AM. He stares at it for about 7 seconds before gently
turning it off, then approaches his road-worn suitcase and gently unpacks a
handful of unusual, stringy metal components. Screwing two or three sections
together, he grabs the complete device and puts it behind his back as if to hide it
from any potential observers. Leaving his room, he scurries across the hall and
knocks on Al’s door. "IN!" barks Al. Peabody enters, securing the door behind him
and stands directly over Al, who is stretched out horizontally on the bed. Al’s suit
jacket lays neatly on the chair, he has his arm extended up with the back of his hand
over his forehead as if to shield himself from harmful rays. Peabody gets ready to
"connect" when Al prompts "Turn it down.. it’s still too loud! Damn thing! I don’t want
anybody calling the cops again." Peabody nods and leans down over Al, placing the
device on his chest. It quickly emits a vibrating sound and a fairly loud multiple
octave tone, which he adjusts down to a reasonable volume. Al writhes very slightly
but endures the effects of the device for a few minutes before settling himself.
Peabody looks on, holding his quantum conversion reference guide in his other hand.
He squints his eyes in deep thought and after a while, looks over at Al and removes
the device very routinely. Al just lays there, completely silent, as if he were dead.
In the morning, Peabody and Al are back on the highway, driving in the blinding,
merciless desert sun. Their surroundings are considerably harder on the eyes in
daylight. Peabody mumbles to himself while driving intently and as always, Al stares
straight out at the road. Hours later, an undefined silvery object, which they are not
alarmed by at all, streaks past them leaving behind a trail of damp heat. They know
it’s coming for them. As this ridiculously unbelievable event occurs, the station
wagon next to them veers to and fro, its tires screech and skid, finally coming to a
dead stop in the middle of the road. Peabody is slightly irritated by all of this as he
slows down and makes a huffy, matter-of-fact U-turn. As they pass the station
wagon, they do not make contact with its bewildered passengers, and they accelerate
down the road at a good clip. "Over There!" exclaims Al. Peabody pulls off the road,
goes around a bend and puts the Buick in park. Dust kicks up around the vehicle,
making it nearly invisible. Al immediately jumps out, barking, "Alright... stay here! I’ll be
back in a minute." He climbs over a small hill and disappears from sight. Peabody
sits alone, bobbing up and down, squinching his eyes in mathematical contemplation
for several minutes. He finally looks up to see Al coming around to the front of the
car. Al hastily gets in and slams the door. "Ok," Al says, "I’ve got a handle on it. We’re
good for a minute or so. I figure it’s probably gonna be Northeast of here, around
noontime tomorrow". "That’s good," snaps Peabody. "We need more time. I can’t get
around why it’s so random! I can’t seem to find a pattern of any sort. If we can’t rely
on everything I know to get us out of this, then we might as well KILL OURSELVES! If
it’s true... if there IS no way to stop it, even with science and logic, that would indicate
that all our theories are wrong, which maybe I could handle... but not knowing
how wrong? Not being able to develop a new foundation?… Makes it UNBEARABLE!"
Al stares directly at Peabody as he speaks, but can’t hear a word. Peabody’s face
goes in and out of focus, becoming pixilated, as the noises start up inside Al’s head,
"GJRRRK... GRRRKKKK... grrkkk..." After a moment Peabody’s panic attack subsides,
and he slowly becomes more visible. "C’mon kid," Al suggests, "Let’s go to the
ParaDice. Remember that place from the last time we were around these parts? It’s
better than driving around in this ass of a dust bowl."
Peabody and Al pull off the road into the ParaDice Lounge, a desert roadside
cocktail house. It’s a quiet bar. A few hooligans in the corner are somewhat
concerning, but Al and Peabody progress on regardless. Al approaches a rugged,
blue-collar farmer type who’s hunched over slurping a Pabst Blue Ribbon. Al senses
that the man knows him somehow and sarcastically says, "How’s the fields?" "Oh...
slim pickin’s about now," says the farmer, looking a little confused. Al takes the
stool next to him while Peabody gets comfortable a few stools away in a dark corner
at the end of the bar. "What’s it to you anyway?" says the farmer. "Nothing to
me. It’s the rest of you I’m thinking about. There’s some interesting stuff out there,"
Al says. "The rest of us? What do you mean?" the farmer asks. "Aw, forget it. Just be
aware that things aren’t always what they seem, that’s all I’m saying," Al replies.
"How ‘bout we drop it and I buy you a beer?" "Fine with me," says the farmer. The
barkeep rolls up with another Pabst.
In the meantime, Peabody is drawn to an emaciated, much older lady who’s
vigorously slamming away at the video poker game next to him. He begins watching
intently as she loads in her nickels and slams the slot machine handle over and
over, never dumping her 3-inch cigarette ash even once. A small girl with a blue
bow tied around her head comes from the back door to light up another one for
her while the old lady continues to stuff nickel after nickel, never missing a beat.
The sun bleaches their corner of the bar every time the little girl comes and goes
through the back exit door. Al comes over and joins Peabody, looks intently at the
machine and says in a low voice so as not to be overheard, "I’m sure you’re wondering
why I approached that fellow while you were hiding back here. I thought he might
be a clone... but he’s not." Peabody can’t really be bothered. His bulbous eyes are
fixed on the screen next to him. Al’s eye’s follow his lead. When the game hits all
sevens, Al hears the noises in his head, "GRRRKK... grrkkkkkk... GRRRkKKKkkk…", which
stop after a few seconds. Peabody scribbles "777" in his small, spiraled notebook.
Back on the 375, Al looks black and white against a dim color backdrop.
Peabody glances over at him and begins to daydream as the punishing sun beats
the worn leather interior of the Buick. He drifts off and sees Al in a cold, riveted,
bullet-gray room. Al is quarantined, holding his fuzzy, out-of-focus arm in front of
him. Peabody examines him through a small window in the door. Pulling back from
the window, he’s approached by a high-ranking military officer walking down the
hall who asks, "Full body?" "No, just one arm right now. Be able to circulate him
soon," says Peabody. "Right," replies the officer, as he continues down the hallway,
the heels of his shoes rhythmically tapping the cold floor. Peabody jerks back to
the present when Al asks to be driven to the spot, as if prompted by an unseen
force. When they get there, Al immediately gets out of the car and starts walking
straight to the highest point in the sand. It’s windy and dusty, his jacket flaps are
rustling wildly while Peabody towers outside the car, patiently waiting and
watching. They’re both looking for something. Neither is sure exactly what, but
something that only they could recognize after all this time together. They are very
close to the old mailbox road, where so many have disappeared. They aren’t
worried for themselves though. They know they are far too valuable a commodity.
When they see some atmospheric activity emanating from the West,
their curiosity is peaked as the clouds slowly move closer to them. They’re both
completely engaged, standing on the tips of their toes staring out at the emerging
group of clouds which are growing bigger and moving even faster toward them.
The ground starts to become a little greener, grasses start to pop through the
tough desert soil and a blanket of damp humidity descends over the area.
Peabody is squinting and blinking from the dew accumulating on his eyeglasses
and Al’s stare becomes even more stern than usual, as if the clouds would disappear
if he took his eyes off of them, even for a second. After several minutes, Al looks
back to Peabody and says, "There’s still a chance Freeman... there’s still a chance."
Peabody sighs, given a brief second of relief.
Back at the Motel6, at the farthest end of the complex, on the highest floor,
they rendezvous in Al’s room again. Al has the device strapped to his chest. The
slightly moldy room smells of cigarettes, Al grimaces a little while Peabody is
calibrating the device, gargling, "DAMN SMOKERS! This life is down-right
uncivilized!" "Al, you used to smoke like a chimney," retorts Peabody. "Don’t be a
hypocrite." "That’s because we didn’t know jack in those days kid. Hell, if you
didn’t smoke you were a sissy! That goes double for eatin’ bacon too!" barks Al.
Peabody pleads, "Let’s just do this. We need to be on our toes tomorrow." Al
closes his eyes and lies still. Peabody monitors the device, simultaneously running
algorithms on his Texas Instruments calculator, always searching for an equation
that might give them some peace.
chapter four
i
As they emerge out of the rain-drenched forest, the three men in yellow
raincoats get into a small submersible located at the edge of a vast river. "Why don’t
we just airlift? I’m tired of the daylong hikes every time we do this," says Colonel
Ramsey, the most militant of the trio. Browning. He’s the Navy’s
RV 1 top gun, and theyoungest of the group. Browning responds, "The Shaman doesn’t like it... says it
angers the elementals or something." "Oh THAT makes sense!" barks Ramsey in a
facetious and sour tone. Browning draws their attention with his somber mood, saying,
"I really don’t know if we will be doing this again. Usually, we get a vital piece of insight
but... that was pretty damn bleak." There is a profound silence as each of them thinks
of their friends and loved ones. Reflecting, the professor breaks the silence and says,
"You might not believe this, but I heard that shortly after the technology began disseminating,
Howard Hughes was somehow in communication with the Shaman. He was one of the first
to speak with him, probably the first. He used the Shaman to better understand the consequences
of his own experiments, which picked up right where the Nazis left off. He was
opening inter-dimensional doors that could not be closed. He was an amazing man, far
ahead of his time... While everyone thought he was working on the Spruce Goose, he
was right here, in the Amazon, the source of all life... If people only knew what he was
ultimately trying to do... but of course, he went insane like they all did in the beginning."
1. RV: [Remote Viewing] ESP information identifying a physical location or object at a distance from the receiver. Sometimes used
synonymously with clairvoyance and could involve multiple ESP capacities [i.e. telepathy or precognition].
"Quick, I’m re-remembering!" shouts Al, as he experiences his first feedback
loop of the day, snatching the recorder from the dashboard. "The current reality
continues to mask the... the... banality of existence with false EXUBERANCE, compelled by
technology to the... the... deterioration of the
LOGOS1!" He says this in a disembodiedrobotic voice, then collapses back into the passenger seat. Peabody hardly flinches.
He just looks over at Al and continues to drive, recalling when he and Al were on
different sides of the fence, but somehow they ultimately formed a certain kind of
bond. Drifting off, Peabody remembers the sessions in the 70’s room. That’s what
it’s called now anyway, now that it’s infamous in UFO conspiracy circles and the
like. In one session, Al is ordered to give Peabody information telepathically, as
part of a military propelled astral directive that he has been assigned to. The
room is wallpapered with striking, multi-colored geodesic patterns. This is where
Al has time traveled and has had profound realizations that have changed him
forever. He has seen more than one could possibly endure without total collapse
and is still somehow able to function and perform his directives. From the small
window of the 70’s room, Peabody recalls seeing a shiny metallic object descending
slowly, blocking out the light for a few seconds, then passing. He thinks to himself, "Did
it land right outside?" Peabody’s brow contorts, expressing fear and even terror .
"Is something outside? Is it real?" he worries, completely hypnotized. "Outside the
window? Did something just happen?" he says softly, a few more times.
1. LOGOS: The light that gives one gnosis, or intuition of spiritual truths, via general communication and interconnectedness. It is, in essence,
the Christ [not to be confused with Jesus], and uses the same energy that gives form to thoughts and ideas, as through words. This knowledge
is passed on through words in this world. It gives one guidance by way of a heightened ability to see and comprehend.
Al finally comes to in the Buick, looking like he’s got a lost weekend hangover.
He mutters, "Anything new?" "No, nothing new," says Peabody, "Wasn’t important
anyway, just a miss-channel. I can see the weather changing up ahead past the last
town and I’m getting a good
orgonomic1 reading. I think we’re here. It’s really closeto the first hole we had in this area, actually." Al perks up and says, "Yeah, I can feel
it. Pull over just past that rise."
They continue on and eventually pull off the highway. As they progress toward
their destination, the atmosphere becomes more overcast, gray, and damp. They
stop, get out of the Buick and look around with some trepidation. Suddenly Al
proceeds swiftly in a straight line toward the mountains, then slows down and begins
to step very cautiously as if he’s tracking something. His senses are all very focused as
he starts and stops, starts and stops, pauses again, and abruptly barks, "HERE FREEMAN!
RIGHT HERE!" He points to the spot and in that instant, FWOOOOSH!!! A beaming ball
of light bursts out of the ground, jetting through a dense patch of desert shrubbery
next to Al’s foot. It’s moving very fast (you’d miss it if you were to blink 3 times quickly)
and it looks like a nuclear baseball, arching with bolts of electricity and phosphorescent
subatomic particles. As fast as it happens, Peabody is at the spot where it emerged.
He barrels on over and takes out an orange table marker that he took from Del Taco
on a recent lunch break and places it next to the hole. Al, still looking up at the sky,
says," Who knows where it’ll come down? It’s getting a lot harder to tell... hell, it could
come down in Saigon for all we know." "I highly doubt THAT!" says Peabody, "If anything
it’ll be within 2 miles and with some luck we’ll get exact coordinates from the RV guys.
We’ve been doing good lately." "Yeah... real good," smirks Al facetiously, as he forcefully
points to the hole. Peabody quickly re-focuses his attention as he takes the same
device he uses on Al out of his duffle bag. After habitually securing the items in his
pocket protector, he turns a few small knobs and places the device on the ground
next to the hole. The small hole still has some smoke emanating from it. Peabody turns
on the device and steps back as the hole quickly fills itself in. It would appear the device
works via some sort of sympathetic frequency, a kind of vibrational energy. Peabody
picks up the device and cries," Thank you
TESLA 2!" in a soft voice, then blows a fewgrains of sand off the device and starts back for the car with Al lagging behind.
As they pull up to the Roy Rogers, the bright lights and loud colors unsettle Al. He
grimaces as he looks at his surroundings. Even with his huge wraparound sunshields on he
can barely tolerate the process. The sound of the intercom and the voice on the other
side saying, "We have a super-size combo available," is unbearable. Peabody pays with
his black ops credit card that says Chemical Bank. Then they’re back on the road as
Peabody hoovers his egg sandwiches, crumpling the wrappers and throwing them into
the backseat of the Buick. Al doesn’t eat much and certainly can’t today. He stares
ahead as his vision goes in and out of focus and the sound in his head starts up again,
"GJRRRRKK... GRRRKKKK... kkkggggrrrrrrr..."
2. TESLA: a. A unit of magnetic flux density equal yo one weber per square meter. b. [Nikola Tesla 1856-1943] Serbian-born U.S. inventor and
electrical engineer, responsible for discovering neon tubes, the principles of the A/C current, and inventing the first alternating current
induction motor, the Tesla Coil, and several types of oscillators.
1. ORGONE: An alleged type of “primordial cosmic energy” discovered by Wilhelm Reich [1897-1957], an Austrian-born medical
Browning became the top man by accident. He was hit by a mortar shell in
the Gulf War, sustaining several lacerations and a great deal of shrapnel to the
head and brain. Surgeons worked for hours to clean him up but just couldn’t get it
all. After some weeks of recuperation, he realized that he could remember all the
numbers in his small phone book without looking. It also occurred to him that he
was able to add, subtract and multiply large numbers effortlessly in his head.
Considering that he barely graduated high school and was listening to a Slipknot CD
when he was gunned down, this was no small feat. Unfortunately, this epiphany soured.
Browning began getting very nervous and fearful as he was closely monitored for the
next several weeks. Gradually, it became apparent that Browning could do more,
much more. He told the ward shrink that he could leave his body at will, the only problem
was getting back. He said he could go just about anywhere and would disembody on a
regular basis, flying in and out of the huge AC vents of the facility when he couldn’t
sleep. When he realized he could "be" anywhere at anytime, it really rattled him,
probably just because of the enormity of this realization in and of itself. But because
he was a soldier, the Navy was apt to put him through ridiculous and endless tests
that in the end, concluded nothing. That’s when they consulted the Montauk Division,
which was known for sleep deprivation and isolation experiments, as well as
de-molecularizing people by accident. When Colonel Ramsey, the then director
for project Window Shade asked Browning "If you can travel anywhere, anytime,
then why don’t you go to the edge of the Solar System and tell us about the planet
Saturn, tell me what the surface looks like?" Browning would never be the same.
depravity on the outskirts where the
chicken farms 1 are. They roll around to theback and enter through a service entrance. Al catches the door as a prep cook leaves
the building and enters the kitchen with a certain confidence. They’re not challenged, as
it seems the kitchen staff is under the impression that they’re health inspectors.
Al walks about swiftly, scoping out the kitchen area, even going by the freezers to
report, "Not here," then moves out to the dining area, until he arrives at the casino
floor. Peabody is close in tow with his black duffle bag. He’s trying, with some success,
to be as anonymous as possible. The gambling area is packed with people. The
walkways are congested with gambling retirees and Marlboro huffing hopefuls from
the surrounding trailer parks. Al passes the Lucky 7 silver dollar machine, stops
abruptly and then backs up. He starts looking up at the ceiling and rotates himself
clockwise in a full circle, wincing in concentration. Finally, he walks exactly two
more steps and says in a low voice, "Here... right here." Peabody nods. They stare
at each other for a brief moment. They both know it’s easiest and best to say nothing
1. CHICKEN FARM: An estabilshment not prohibited under federal or state law to provide services of ill repute primarily to white males ranging
from 18-43 years of age.
and not alarm the people. They just hope that no one steps over that spot, when
suddenly, FWWOOOOSSH!!! There’s a slight ricochet sound as the arching orb is
visible for a half second. The sound is audible but amazingly not loud enough to
override the cacophonous clang of the casino. The patrons keep squandering
their pensions and ordering watered-down mixed drinks. It’s so loud you couldn’t
hear 100 witches scream and the accident is so precise that there’s hardly any
debris at all. Peabody bends down to “tie his shoe lace” with Al standing by him in
such a way as to give him added room as he hulks over the hole, which is more or
less covered by foot-long flaps of red and gold carpet. Peabody sets down the
device, selects a few settings, and triggers it. The hole fills itself up
almost instantly.He hasn’t said anything to Al, but he knows it’s expanding. He’s been calibrating the
device higher for each successive accident to compensate for this. Finally,
Peabody gets up, shakes his head in disgust and says, "There’s got to be a better
way, I need to get my lab back!" Al shrugs and bitterly asks "Why bother? We
should skip on the whole damn thing and go to Acapulco. Screw it!" They quickly
head for the lobby area and separate into the masses. They exit different doors,
each making a beeline to the parking lot. Reconvening at the Buick, Peabody tries
to sooth Al by saying, "It’s just that I can’t stand only being able to put a band-aid
on the problem is all…." "YOU’VE HAD PLENTY OF CHANCES!" snaps Al, "Stay
vector, Freeman! Anything can happen. NOW GET US OUT OF HERE!"
Nine days later, at a different Motel6 closer to town, Peabody and Al are
going down an elevator that creaks with the sounds of an ailing pulley system.
Inside the wood-paneled compartment there’s a loud silence between them.
Peabody gives Al a sort of once-over and says, "Looks good... really." It in fact
does seem that Al has a little more color to his face than before, but he’s mildly
perturbed with Peabody as he continues to look forward. "It does!" urges Peabody
in a further attempt to console Al. Al is something of a human time bomb. His body
has a tendency not to stay together for very long. Ever since he was dematerialized
several times into former bodies, the physical essence of Al has been prone to
pull apart. Peabody is not directly responsible for this, but understands the
problem better than anyone on earth.
They’ve learned to look for coincidences and synchronicities, not only to
protect themselves, but to look for clues to assist them in their agenda. Part of the
reason Al is in the field is because he is in-tune with aliens in a way that no one
else really can be. He knows that they cannot get directly involved but they can
assist by delivering information by pure thought rather than with words, just like all
of their mechanisms. According to Al, they are so evolved that they think without
making thoughts. They are far beyond the limitations of language or semantics and
don’t use "words". The mental picture they portray when referring to humans is
akin to a container or box, they suggest that humans are simply existing in boxes.
Al is extremely sensitive to these pure thoughts and is one of only a few who can
not only receive them, but can cope with their implications. Most with these
abilities have not made it as far as Al. Regardless, he and Peabody are forced to
endure accident duty whether they like it or not. Once you’re in the programs, your
ALWAYS in the programs. They are both aware that humanity is in very deep trouble
and that a catastrophe of some sort is imminent. And even though they have lost
everything, they hang on to the hope that they can somehow relinquish themselves
of this burden they have endured for so long, envying the lives that most humans
have taken for granted.
As soon as they get out of the elevator, they are descended upon by a small
mob of sci-fi freaks. "Seems they’ve found us!" snaps Al. "Must be a convention in town,
that could mean something," says Peabody. "Uh huh," Al murmurs, staring forward as
he proceeds to the Buick, followed by several enterprising geeks. One of them
has a recorder and urges, "Sir, are you also Ned Christy? And are you also William
Pennington? Is this true? We know who you are. It’s all over the boards and forums.
What happened at Montauk, Mr. Leedskalnin?" "What!? Are you a reporter?! For
Chrissakes, kid. You don’t want to know the half of it. Go back to your damn
convention !!" "The convention isn’t until next week. We’re camping out by the old
mailbox road hoping to see something," the geek replies. "Awwwww, now that’s
stupid kid," Al says. "Plain stupid! Go home. You should ALL just go home!"
Peabody fires up the Buick as Al slips through the passenger door, hanging on to
his black derby. They quickly drive away from the geeks out onto the flat, endless,
asphalt parking lot and finally get back onto a two-lane highway heading north for
no apparent reason. Sometimes they just need to drive… until they are too tired,
or until something happens.
"DUMB PUNKS!" says Al, disgruntled. "Come on Al. You’d be doing the same
thing if you were them. There have been so many phenomena since the 50’s that
it’s all bound to come to a head. Those kids are just trying to figure it all out."
"Never should have happened!" fires Al. "We should have never brought those
prissy Occult Nazi bastards over here!" "Whatever Al," pipes Peabody.
"Al, do you remember that safe feeling? You were around in the 60’s in some
form right?" Peabody continues. "My dad once told us that he last remembered
that safe feeling in the early 60’s... that’s when you’d have big gatherings with all the
people in the neighborhood, called block parties. Pretty amazing concept. He said
everyone knew everyone else and they all helped each other out, back when life
was still simple, even before credit cards." "Oh Bosh! They had credit cards in the
60’s alright but of course it was all just getting started around then," Al retorts.
"The IBM guys took the ball and really ran with it when nobody else would. Hell,
there would have never been the ‘new economy’ if it wasn’t for those bastards, but
even they really had no idea of the implications." There’s a silence between them
as they drive on. Al drifts into re-remembering and a smug smile emerges on his
face. He looks like he’s in a trance when this happens. He remembers hanging out
with his Army chums at a bar by the docks smoking Lucky Strikes back when you
rolled the pack up in your shirt sleeve so it poked out your shoulder. Even though
they were in the middle of World War II, life and times were still much simpler than
they would ever be again. Al or, at that time Ned Christy, is having a merry time
drinking and guffawing, really whooping it up with his compadres, when suddenly a
blue arch flashes in his arm. He drops his Blue Ribbon, which explodes on the floor
as he clutches the arm, screaming in pain. He further flashes back to the incident
that he and the others had put away deep in the recesses of their minds. The blue
arch that sent most of them to the funny farm forever, or what was left of them
anyway. Al winces shaking his head back and forth. "Gzzzzz... Grrrrrk...Grrrkkkkkkk"
"AL! AL! it’s OK! AL!" Peabody yells. "Grrrrrrrrrhhhhnnnnn...…" Al grumbles, finally
coming out of it. He reaches for the tape recorder, says, "GODDAMN FEEDBACK
LOOP!" and throws it back on the dash.
As they continue to drive accident duty, it seems they barely pass one vehicle
every hour when Al notices a fuzzy brown football shaped object that is about 300
yards away, directly outside Peabody’s window. Al watches it for a few seconds and
yells, "9 o’clock Freeman!" Peabody jerks to look and it disappears. "Uh huh," scowls
Al, "Very strange indeed... never seen THAT before. We’ve got us a new bogey!" The
object re-appears on Al’s side. Peabody catches it out the corner of his eye. "3 o’clock!
It’s back!" he shouts. The object appears and re-appears for several minutes. His
curiosity peaked, Peabody slowly takes his foot off the gas, until they reach 30 mph.
Amazingly enough, the object slows with them. He then speeds up to approximately
90 mph and again it tracks right along with them. The Buick’s got a 396 and can
do more no problem. Like all things mechanical, Peabody knows engines too. They
continue this cat and mouse scenario for another 10 minutes, until finally Al exclaims,
"TO HELL WITH IT! PULL OVER! GET READY WITH SOME ORGONE JUST IN CASE!"
Peabody pulls over onto a patch of desert. Al immediately gets out. He’s pissed (he
doesn’t like surprises), but is reluctantly ready for anything. The wind picks up, and
Al squints to see through a dustsheet of small desert particles as he stoically
scans the topography. In the car, Peabody fiddles with the device, occasionally
sand. He gets in, and Peabody anxiously asks, "What was it? Was it a new intelligence?"
"Yes, and a relatively harmless one," Al says, "but they are screwing with us. I think the
word’s out. There are more coming." Al motions for Peabody to go back the opposite
way. Peabody swings the Buick around and bolts back in the other direction as they
begin looking for signs of orgonomy (unusual botanical activity) which inadvertently
emanates around the
Ea 1, this is one way they are tipped off. Peabody gets nervousand whispers, "I can’t stand being late. I hate that, it’s like were wasting our time if we’re
even just a little late, seconds to late and run the risk that the hole wont fill properly."
"Cool your pistons soldier!" snorts Al. They can see a flickering orange light off to the
West that’s oscillating back and forth very rapidly. They veer off the highway immediately,
and after a couple miles the Buick speeds past a rusty sign that reads:
They lock onto a fine, green mist swirling around off in the distance and barrel
straight for it. Al’s senses go into hyper-drive. "OVER THERE FREEMAN!" he shouts,
as they begin to hone in on the target. Peabody veers to the right. "Up there, a little
closer, getting closer... closer... CLOSER!" Al shouts, "STOP THE CAR!" He remains
sternly focused as he gets out of the Buick with a dramatic, rapid gait. His run could
be mistaken for skipping as he progresses several yards, then stops and starts,
stops and starts. "Right... right... RIGHT HERE!" he shouts, stopping at what appears
to be an ordinary desert mound. Peabody is bobbling along closely behind with his
duffle bag. Al yells, "RIGHT HERE NOW!" and then FAWOOOOSHHHHH!!! The glowing,
undulating orb fires out of the earth like an atomic cannon, arching with neon red,
orange, and white plasma. It’s a fascinating sight! This time it seemed to linger in
view for a lot longer than usual before disappearing into the upper atmosphere.
Peabody pounces down on the lip of the hole and hurriedly configures the device
1. EA: E [energy] A [alpha or primodial] Also an acronym for Enigma.
BLM
NO TRESSPASSINGUSE OF DEADLY FORCE IS AUTHORIZED
VIOLATORS WILL BE PROSECUTED TO
THE FULL EXTENT OF THE LAW
BUREAU OF LAND MANAGEMENT
based on what he sees, and to think, only a few months ago he still needed to mark
the hole to make sure he knew where it was. He triggers the device... and nothing
happens. His face goes ghost white as he nervously reconfigures the device. Beads
of sweat begin to trickle down his face, even though it’s the moon, not the sun, beating
down on him. Before he can take another stab at it, nineteen and a half grueling seconds
go by, he fires the device again and the hole finally fills itself, rather un-dramatically ,
"Ploopff!" Putting the device back in the duffle bag, he says without question, "Al... it’s
getting bigger... it’s definitely... getting bigger." "Yeah...I know," says Al, "I know."
chapter eight
f
It’s only after much practice that Browning is able to project himself far
enough outside his body to get the attention of the Shaman. He’s almost severed
his astral cord a few times, but is by far the most gifted in this area, at least as far
as the RV program knows. He’s more like an athlete than a mystic, always working
to perform better for longer periods of time. He trains just like an astronaut would,
constantly rehearsing and reviewing his steps to achieve contact and do his part.
Browning knows the government's already accepted that
chaos 1 is in full swingand that it's no longer a matter of if, but when and where the can will tip. He puts
on his best poker face as he walks into the briefing room with Colonel Ramsey and
the Professor, who’s wearing his military uniform, upon which there is a gold ID bar
stamped: Lt. Col. Stockwell. The room is large and cold. Its remote corners are
crammed with desks and computer screens and stacks upon stacks of papers.
On the wall is a large circular sculpture with a grimacing deity in the center,
directly across from the sculpture is an atomic clock that reads 09:05:14. They
are joined by several quasi-fashionable, hipster type men and women in their
mid-twenties to early thirties. Ramsey immediately asks, "Where’s the board?" The
head hipster with a large piercing in his left eyebrow reports, "They couldn’t be
here. We are going to have to video-conference to all active locations. When we get
directives, the team here will handle all the dissemination." This is disturbing
news for the Lieutenant Colonel. They now sit in silence as a robotic voice
timer counts backwards from 10 seconds: 5,4,3,2,1... When a beep emits from
the satellite conference phone, Lieutenant Colonel Stockwell speaks:
"Gentleman, as you know, Special Assignments Operative Browning was
successful in arranging a rendezvous with our source. Colonel Ramsey and myself
were there to witness the exchange of information, and later have it analyzed by
the Montauk Committee. We have this to report:
The wave of novelty that has advanced unbroken since the birth of our solar
system has now fully focused and terminally coalesced itself in our species.
Time consciousness is now accelerating at an alarming rate. We have only
been able to engage in damage control from the innumerable side effects in
an attempt to hold back the further acceleration of perceived time. All
foundations and structures will inevitably cease as technology becomes
nanotechnology and we dissipate from our physical presence. This will
happen soon. The novelty wave demands an unachievable and infinite level
of creativity to sustain this hyper-reality. Technology has reached an apex
and has morphed into pure redundancy, fed by the limitations of the human
container. This escalation can best be described as an uncontrollable virus
with no cure. We cannot predict or understand the totality of the outcome.
It has been made clear that the planet has been stretched to its finite limits.
What comes after the event will be a world that we cannot directly control."
There are less than 9 days prior to 2012.
Alone in the training room Browning uses the simulator to try and push himself
further. He still has many questions of his own. All personnel have left to be with
their families and loved ones. But because Browning is a Montauk Baby, he really
doesn’t have a family per se, even though he was adopted out after the project
was closed down.
He was stunted from the beginning as many were, but ironically it was natural for
him to end up in the Army. In some cases, the military is the only real option for many such
young men with no other way to escape an otherwise bleak existence. Many became
bagboys, clerks, or shoe-shiners in small towns across the country. That’s how they
normally relocated "the babies". Without supervision, Browning feels paranoid because
the training room is strictly business. Usually there’s an agenda, or a task that gets handed
down. They perform the task and that’s it - nothing more, nothing less, strictly military
business, period. Many times, Browning has encountered ethereal shapes and seen
alarmingly bizarre and colorful little people, who laugh and carry bits of spinning light.
He’s attempted to go the extra mile and share these experiences with the directive
commander who always tells him to simply disregard them, as to not lose focus on the
astral missions at hand. Nothing else really matters to Browning other than understanding
what he’s seen. He journey’s deeper into his trance meditation and finally feels his head
resonate with the
music of the spheres 1. Without warning, they arrive. He is surroundedby elf-like entities as his vision becomes blurry and everything buzzes. Fear takes hold.
He thinks they are laughing at him as he feels himself slipping into a parallel realm. But he
fights the fear as he heads deeper into the caverns of his mind. He has to know why, he
must know why. He knows he cannot suppress the empty void that so many have avoided
by assuming the role of brainwashed consumer/religion puppets. He feels lost and alone
in the outside world. He’s never known safety or even love really. There is an imminent
sense of finality to Browning’s quest, driven by something he doesn’t yet understand.
1. MUSIC OF THE SPHERES: a. An inaudible music that Pythagoras thought was produced by celestial beings. b. An ancient doctrine originating
with the Greeks that implies that the universe and everything in it is in harmony.
On the drive back to the Motel6, Peabody and Al are a little more frayed than
usual. Peabody’s concern is that they haven’t heard anything from home base in
over a week. This has never happened. Home base is ALWAYS concerned with
their progress. Al suddenly erupts "What the hell do they care? Treating us like
underground fugitives! They don’t know WHAT they’re doing and never HAVE! It’s
just one debacle after another since ‘38!"
As the sun comes down over the desert on yet another grueling day, Al can’t
help himself as he sarcastically rants "While the world continues on with its daily
routine, its societies scurrying about frantically, completely locked into systems
and behaviors that cannot be sustained, living like blind moles in an ever deepening
ignorance all while time on earth is running short, Peabody and Al, the dynamic
duo somehow find the strength to go on!" Exhaustedly, Al throws the tape recorder
back on the dash. Peabody responds with a painful grimace. He is accustomed
to Al’s banter and understands that Al has lost everything, including things he
never really had but re-remembers and holds dear. Deep down, Al is holding on
to a thread, to the slightest chance that this all might stop. There’s a distant
possibility that he could assume a normal, yet simple existence with some stability
After his eruption, he sits calmly and stares out the window for a couple of
tense moments, then says at a considerably lesser volume, "Look, you’re right. All
we can do is focus on our part and hope for the best. There is just no way to
predict the outcome. We’ve got to factor in all possible aspects of Chaos that may
come into play in our favor." Peabody bites his lower lip as he often does when
enduring Al’s tirade’s, which often morph into monologues. Peabody is now
bobbing his head back and forth like he’s reading the Torah. Always running figures
in the back of his mind, Peabody has never given up looking for a way to contain
the horror he’s largely responsible for unleashing. His burden is heavy and Al
knows this, but for the most part can’t help his disgust not just for Peabody, but for
all of humanity. Al re-remembers one of his former lives, when he lived on a farm
with a wife and child. Everyday, he would get up to feed the livestock and routinely
embark on the long list of chores.
The family worked and existed together in total harmony. They were completely
content. He doesn’t recall a TV, only a radio around which they would gather to
listen to in the evenings. Even though he’s not sure if it really happened or not or
if he was really even there, he is sure that the human race began its final descent
around this period. He has total contempt for the prototypical trend-following
automatons that define the current population. "Hell in a hand basket!" he often
thinks to himself. "They should all be in baby diapers with lollipops to suck on all
day!" he snorts, appalled that the White Diapered Kids, as he affectionately calls
and maybe even a female companion. Peabody would do anything to make this
happen, if in some way he could make this possible for Al, who’s suffered so much, it
would relieve him of at least some of the guilt. If they abandon accident duty, there is
no replacing them. It would mean they are throwing in the towel on the planet and its
future. They know it’s critical to plug the holes, otherwise the Ea wouldn’t be so interested
in assisting them. All they can do is continue... and cling to their individual dreams.
On the morning of December 31st, 2011, Al and Peabody are arguing with the
Motel6 manager because their Chemical Bank credit card is maxed out. They know
this has never happened before. They also know that the credit card is how HQ keeps
tabs on them, making the situation even more disconcerting. After years on the road
and many lonely Christmas holidays together it comes down to this: bickering about a
measly hotel bill, while "accidents" are occurring quite possibly inches from where
Bob, the Motel6 manager, is currently standing. The absurdity of this, in light of the fact
that they might be the only ones holding it together for all of humanity, is surreal to say
the least. They know they need to get out into the field, and that another accident is
always on its way. If only there was a way to stop it, to destroy it once and for all.
Back on the desert highway, Peabody looks over at Al, scowling at him. Al
ignores the glaring stare and mutters, "I can feel atmospheric pressure pulling
from the southeast. We need to get on the 375." Peabody acknowledges this, then
goes back to scowling at Al, finally saying, "What the hell are you thinking Al?! An
interview with Barbara Wexler? Ohhh, that’s a GREEAAT idea. Why didn’t I think of
DING! The sound of the elevator causes a momentary reprieve as Barbara Wexler
emerges. She’s a mature, professional executive dressed sensibly with a gold jacket and
slacks, who could easily be confused with a Century 21 realtor. Not only is she a successful
business woman, but she moonlights as a prominent paranormal researcher as well.
She’s considered the Barbara Walters of the field for that matter.
She immediately recognizes Peabody (who’s pretty hard to miss), and says "Mr.
Freeman! – Oh... and... Mr. Leedskalnin! What a pleasure! I’m here for UFOCON 2012,
are you attending?" "NAWW!" Al snorts, "You of all people should know we don’t do
those things. Miss Wexler, I presume?" "Yes, yes, that’s right," she replies. "Well, Ms.
Wexler, my associate and I are very busy saving the mundane from extinction and our
employer has seen fit to not be available to settle our hotel accommodations. We
don’t carry cash as its against our principles but we’ll gladly accept your relentless
requests for an interview if you will assist us. You see, we have something extremely
important to attend to as we speak," says Al. Peabody turns sharply to Al and glares at
him, alarmed by this proposal. "I would be honored to assist you Mr. Leedskalnin!"
Barbara says. She’s almost euphoric at the opportunity.. "Thank you kindly, Ms. Wexler. If you
like, we can meet here tomorrow, same time?" "Excellent," she says, "And thank you SO
much for this opportunity. There are so many who are interested in what you have to
say." "AWWW, HOGWASH!" barks Al, who’s overcome with a hint of celebrity, "But if it
makes you happy, I’ll do it." He nods and gives her a wink. "Thank you again, Mr.
Leedskalnin," says Barbara. "Call me Al", he says, "For chrissakes... please. Now, if you’ll
excuse us we’ve got some things to attend to," grunts Peabody. "Most certainly," she
that?! I can’t wait for the black helicopters to pick us up and dump us in a desert
cavern so the vultures can peck at us until we die!" "C’MON KID! The jig is up. It’s
over!" snaps Al. "That coincidence back there was the supreme collective
subconscious at full throttle, or, maybe the
greys 1 are at it again. Either way, itdoesn’t matter. It’s obvious we’re on our own now. HQ has been abandoned,
WE’VE BEEN ABANDONED! It’s every man for himself Freeman! We’re on our
own. I’ve got a feeling that tomorrow will bring some answers to all this
madness, so why not? Why not give the people something to really chew on,
spill the beans a little? I’ll bet you that after a couple days, if we’re all still around,
they’ll forget all about it anyway, like a herd of cows. The last thing they’ll want to
do is wake from their brainwashed stupors. Right now we’ve got a hole to fill
Freeman!. It’s SOP, FREEMAN,
SOP 2!!!"FAWOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSH!!!
1. GREY: The most commonly reported alien being. Rather small and humanoid, it has big, black, almond-shaped eyes, and measures on
average 1.0m - 1.25m in height.
2. SOP: Standard Operating Procedure. A term made popular in the Armed Forces in the 1930’s.
Sometimes they get a break. After only 15 miles, Peabody’s glasses start
accumulating condensation as they continue to barrel up the 375. They can see
some cloud clusters over a rolling plain in the distance. Peabody turns onto the
421 and they charge on toward a large, remote cattle ranch. As they edge out
onto the open fields, a few ranchers on horseback see them from across the
plain. Al jumps out, scurries to open the gate and grumbles, "Don’t want to bust
down the gate and have them Cowboys shooting at us again goddammit! Let’s
do this thing, Freeman!" Peabody floors the Buick as they race toward the yet
undetermined exact location while hot on their tails are the Cowboys, the kind
who don’t go into town much and are probably bored to tears. They come
racing after them, hooping and hollering on their ranch steeds. The thundering
hoof beats get louder and louder. Peabody and Al’s hearts are racing as they
drive over cowpies and potholes in the pasture as Al feverishly hones in on the
accident. After a few seconds, he exclaims, "STOP! HURRY! STOP!" Peabody
floors the brakes as dirt and grass fly everywhere. "HURRY!" Al screams, "IT’S
GOING TO BE BIG! I CAN SEE IT IN MY HEAD!" Al runs looking straight ahead
and abruptly slides/stops over a pile of cow dung. "HERE!" he stammers, "IT’S
BIG, FREEMAN!" Between the dozen cowboys racing after them and Peabody
and Al’s scurrying, the scene is cacophonous. Then, in the very next instant:
Like a meteor fired out of a slingshot, a HUGE arching ball of orange light,
crackling with 6-foot white and blue sparks shooting off in all directions, rockets
out of the earth. It looks like a morphing atomic reaction.
1. ANGULAR MOMENTUM: Obtained by multiplying the mass of an orbiting body by its velocity and the radius of its orbit. According to the
conservation laws of physics,the angular momentum of any orbiting body must remain constant at all points in the orbit [i.e. it cannot be created
or destroyed, only altered]. If the orbit is elliptical the radius will vary. Since the mass is constant, the velocity changes. An example of
this are the planets in our solar system.
Ascending out of sight after what feels like minutes, the moment after
can only be described as profoundly quiet. There is no noise... not one
sound, not a peep from anyone. All mouths are agape, including Peabody’s,
when Al screams, "FREEMAN! HOLE!!!" Peabody looks down, his eyes ogle
and nearly pop out of his head in horror as he sees a 20 foot wide hole with
debris trickling back in and vaporous gases from the energy involved
spewing outward from some of the crevices. Peabody snaps to and places
the device on the edge of the heaving hole, setting the potentiometer all the
way to the right for the first time. He fires it, nothing happens. He tries it
again... nothing happens. Al becomes noticeably frightened. He ponders the
immensity of what this means, that the earth itself will be mortally compromised
if this is allowed to continue, that the planet will soon be pulled apart by
angular momentum
1. As Peabody sits staring at the hole on the verge of afinal nervous breakdown, the ranchers are trying to steady their horses and
are too dumbfounded to speak. Suddenly the ground begins to shake. The
horses whinny and snort as an undulating wave moves across the prairie
with 5 foot ripples finally terminating at the hole, which collapses in on itself
with the sound of an imploding dirt pocket "KERPLOOOF!" The final gasp of
the event.
Al and Peabody look at each other in utter astonishment for a
moment before they begin to scurry straight back to the Buick, utilizing
their pavlovian instinct. The ranchers don’t move at all. They are still
trying to wrap their brains around what they’ve just witnessed, when
from beyond the mountain ridge, the first enormous UFO appears...
nod. They’re aware it has been allowed
to get too big. Even though it’s against the cosmic order of cause and
effect, they now must assess the damage and freeze the immediate
surroundings in order to do so. They have no choice. The time has come
for them to intervene. The Ea are a sight to be felt. They’re more like thin
fuzzy forms than the grey aliens that were co-manufactured with the
military in the late 30’s, way before the first wave of sightings in ’47. The
instructions to grow and assemble them is what led to the Montauk
Babies program. Even the Ea are alarmed by the greys.
The tallest of the three just floats by the hole for what seems like hours, but are
more than likely nano-seconds. Being face to face with the magnificence of the Ea
is like conquering your fear of the boogie man by standing in front of him and
confronting every crevice in his hideous, horrifying face. On a scale of 1 to 10, their
presence is off the map. In fact, there is no map. They are so magnificent that it is
impossible not to be in total awe. Humans don’t have a choice in the matter. They
are more or less rendered useless before them. The Ea don’t need to impose any
sort of mind control, because the humans basically do it to themselves. The
crippling gnosis that humans experience is a self imposed reaction to the
unknown, through the crude filters of the six senses (the Vatican knows this as do
the Tibetan monks and every powerful world religion for that matter). Even though
the Ea exist in parallel with the Earth plane, they oscillate in a different dimension
altogether. They reside in the 7th and most elusive state, which is hyper-consciousness.
After only a few more moments, the Ea, and all that appeared with them, slowly
dissipates and then simply vanishes. Al regains full control while Peabody and the
others are still squirming out of their stupor. There is a dim silence over the ranchers
who look like they all have severe Budweiser hangovers. With mouths agape, they
just watch Al and Peabody get back into the Buick . Peabody puts the vehicle in gear
and slowly meanders toward the gate, squishing through a few piles of cow manure
on the way. At the gate, he does a couple of mini burnouts as he groggily comes
completely to his senses. He hits his head on the steering wheel a couple times and
finally recovers his ability to drive.
Back in the training room, Browning’s astral cord snaps him back into his
body. When he comes to his senses, he is sweating and panting trying to catch his
breath. He is in the Crypto-Labs at the training base, all alone. He has a distant yet
familiar link to Al even though they have never met, he is somehow compelled
towards Al’s energy field when astral traveling, or employing MAX RV. It’s a strong
pull that enabled Browning to clearly witness the event on the cattle ranch with the
Ea. Because he was disembodied and wasn’t physically there, he had the opportunity
to observe and retain what he witnessed, proving to himself what he already knew.
There
are invisible worlds, and the militaries and governments of the world haveknown this for thousands of years. It’s not so much the fact that there are aliens
and endless life forms throughout the cosmos, that’s beside the point. It’s the fact
that the earth is replete with manmade distractions designed to perpetually exclude this
realization from the masses, and gloss over the fact that the earth is in serious trouble.
It suddenly dawns on Browning that all humans have the capacity to leave their
bodies at will... anytime they desire. He thinks to himself that it must have been this
way once, long, long ago. He thinks to himself - surely, the
Nazca Lines1 and thegreat pyramids were seen by the most ancient gods as they flew, disembodied, over
the landscapes from Africa to Babylonia. His interest in these places was initially
peaked when he was ordered to fight for his country in the original Gulf War. Even
though he was labeled a rowdy metal head, in his spare time he would seek to learn
more about these strange lands. He remembers hearing from Boaz, the impoverished
Egyptian priest he befriended, telling him that select initiates, such as the Pharaohs,
were brought forth into the light and could emulate these Gods by astral travel in
another dimension. Browning now understands this to be the dimension of the Ea. He
realizes that if this door were to be revealed, if the tools to open this box were laid in
front of mankind, then there would be no way to rule or control. Perhaps this is the
way things were long, long ago...100,000, 200,000 years or more before Christ.
There would be no secrets, there would be no rules, there would be no laws and
lastly there would be no reason for much of any thing that man has been responsible
for since the time of Egypt . Browning knows now that he’s nothing more than an
abomination. He is the Zeitgeist , the seer who sees behind the veil and whose purpose
is to be a translator for the people who are in many ways ver y similar to himself. He
realizes that the Shaman is really a voice for the
Elementals2 , who cannot be directlyperceived. They already know the end and how it will happen. As old as the earth
itself, the Elementals are eternally ready to reveal all to any that can see them in the
higher astral realms. They have provided direction in the distant past, back when
man listened. They would manifest as wolves, cats, birds, and at times, even humans,
just as one was doing now, via the Shaman. Browning is greatly relieved and can
now see things clearly for the ver y first time.
2. ELEMENTALS: Ethereal beings that represent the four elements of creation [earth, air, fire, and water]. They are considered to be supernatural
beings composed of pure energy. These sometimes mischievous spirits, never human to begin with, have existed long before mankind’s
arrival. They dwell mainly in natural locations, such as forests, fields, lakes, rivers, volcanoes, deserts, etc.,; and places considered sacred.
"You gentlemen are paid-up through the first, here are your new cards,"
says Bob, the Motel6 manager, "Courtesy of Ms. Wexler." Al gives Bob a cold
stare, and an equally fatigued Peabody grabs the room cards whilst scooping a
handful of candies from the hospitality tray. Heading back to the room, as they
walk toward the elevators, Al hears the sounds return inside his head,
"GRKKKKKK...GRKKKKKKKK...kkk…" He i s too t i red to be scared that he
might fa l l apart or demolecularize at this very moment. He just needs to lay
down and rest. I n A l ’ s room, Peabody prepares the device while Al lays
back perfe c t l y s t raight and motionless on the bed. You could say A l has
l i ved a t l e a s t a h a l f dozen too many l i ve s . Once a g a i n , Peabody g e n t l y
l o w e r s t h e d e v i c e a s i t e m i t s a l o w h u m i n to A l ’ s c h e s t .
"Eermmm ergghh…" mumbles Al.
"Yes... yes. I’ll be there. Mmm... yes Ms. Wexler, of course. Mmm.. Ms.Wexler -
ummmmghh." Al is very groggy after last night’s repair session with Peabody.
An anxious Ms. Wexler has called his room at 9:33 AM, and asked Al if they can
do the UFOCON 2012 interview at 11 o’clock. Al probably doesn’t even realize this
until Peabody comes pounding on the door. "Al?" he yells, "What’s going on in
there? Al? Let me in." With the skin tone and grimace of an auto wreck survivor,
Al gets up fully clothed and lets Peabody in. He immediately gets horizontal again,
putting the back of his hand over his eyes as if to shield him from the sun. Peabody
occupies half the room nervously, and says, "I got a phone call from a Damon..
brutal ride the last several years for both of them, but somehow today feels different.
Al mutters "yeah... yeah... I guess I did kid. Someone’s got to get it down. I figure it’s time.
We’ve been at this for too long. We need to let those idiots know the truth. The jig is up
Freeman! THE JIG IS FUCKING UP!" Peabody just stares at Al while sitting down on the
edge of the small Motel6 bed, causing it to arch somewhat with Al bowing upwards
like a cross bow. He doesn’t know what to say. He looks at Al, then reaches for his
pocket protector, nervously checking all the gadgets that he needs at his disposal.
Somehow Al finds the will to get up and says, "C’mon Freeman! What the hell! Lets give
them their money’s worth."
After a moment of awkward silence, Barbara proceeds to tell Al about a recent
cattle mutilation, where she and her team discovered "alien" tools and instruments.
Apparently, the pieces were left behind in haste and the most stringent of scientific committees
have indeed determined that the materials are of unearthly origin, due to their mineral
composition. Al hacks and giggles and says, "My dear Ms. Wexler, I can appreciate your
tenacity but I suggest you look into the world of the small, the infinitesimally small that is.…
to find the answers that you seek ." "Why, what do you mean?" inquiries Ms. Wexler. "I mean
there was no reason to go to the moon or any other planet for that matter because it all
starts and stops right here," he exclaims, pointing to his cranium. As the shuttle van pulls up
to the convention center, there is a huge bug-eyed grey alien balloon on the rooftop of the
main entrance. It would be impossible to miss and certainly doesn’t help the legitimacy of
the event. Al heaves a heavy sigh upon beholding it as he gets out of the vehicle.
As they enter the large convention center lobby, en route to the green room,
Peabody notices that there are two looming figures in the food court off to the side and
in front of the Subway. He can see that the smaller one, who looks a lot like Al, is peering
at him from behind a large plastic indoor plant. They are awkward and alarming visages.
Even the people standing in line for the half sandwich special are staring at them. "Right
this way", says Damon, Ms. Wexler’s assistant, "we’ve got some beverages and food
items for you while we prepare the auditorium." Just then, Peabody snaps AUDITORIUM?
What AUDITORIUM? ... Al?" Barbara interjects, "Why yes, we discussed that this morning
Mr. Leedskalnin. You do recall, don’t you?" After a tense pause, Al responds in a more
grizzled than normal voice, "Ms. Wexler, I only know how to re-remember I’m afraid. But
if I did agree... then I did. So, how many people do you figure will be present?" A relieved
Barbara admits, "Oh, I would say a thousand or so." "Fabulous!" says Al, "Just fabulous."
Peabody grabs several hors d'oeuvre’s at the hospitality table and nervously shakes his
head, double-checking his pocket protector.
Up on the platform there are two chairs. It’s a modular set with low lighting in
an intimate setting, reminiscent of the Dick Cavett Show of the ‘60’s (before intelligent
programming was ultimately deemed non-marketable). From stage right emerges
Ms. Wexler. She is the essence of credibility in the field of the paranormal, exhibiting
a certain grace and regality that directly commands one’s respect. She walks to
the center of the stage and begins to address the crowd through a small wireless
lavaliere microphone pinned to her lapel. Damon is stage right, and is attaching a
similar microphone to Al’s moderately worn, black suit. Al stares straight ahead.
Wexler begins, "It is truly astounding that we have this opportunity today.
After almost a century of denial from our world governments regarding their
experiments in space and time travel, as well as the use of human beings,
moreover American human beings as cattle... as nothing more than organic
matter devoid of soul. The timeline isn’t clear, but we know that something of
immense proportions happened in the mid 1940’s. We now know that Einstein,
Tesla, and countless others ultimately refused to be involved in what we believe
has developed into the number one concern for our military forces around the
globe. We’ve obtained startling information from the recent discovery of Tesla’s
final diary which was removed by the FBI upon his death from his apartment in
New York . This information confirms that he was indeed communicating with an
alien intelligence. Among the data, complex mathematical formulas were found
that are currently being analyzed by our greatest scientific minds, but we have
yet to decode the significance of these findings. We
It hurts too much. She gracefully puts her hand to his shoulder and smiles. Al walks
up to the podium stretching a little to address the crowd as if to speak into the
microphone. He doesn’t realize that the microphone is on his lapel. He stretches
his neck like a rubber chicken and says, "Thanks for coming... grkkkkkkkk...
grkkkkkkkk... uhhhhhhh... Grkkkk-rkkkkkk.…" Al starts time-glitching, and the sound is
unnerving, making a distinct echo in the arena. Peabody is sweating and beginning
to panic. Al looks out into the audience with a slightly confused look. Then, just in
time, Ms. Wexler interrupts the awkward moment and says, "Please, let’s sit down.
There’s so much to discuss." Ms. Wexler points to the two mauve-colored seats in
the middle of the stage, and motions for them to sit down.
Before they settle in, Al is a little distracted as he looks about the crowd for
Peabody. Al sees him and motions to him. Ms. Wexler dives in quite seriously, saying
"Mr. Leedskalnin, I’d like to start with Project Window Shade. Back in the early ‘70’s, this
was a government funded program which finally came to light in 1985, when the
Rosenberg Files were brought forth by Stanley Rosenberg, former assistant secretary
to Admiral Haute. A copy of the file was sent to myself and other researchers, and
quite honestly, we all thought it was another very clever debunking effort simply
because of what it entailed. But after several months of research into these papers, we
actually found that they were consistent with other military and intelligence documents
of that time period. We’ve found that the documents revealed a working co-operation
of several special interest groups into the area of consciousness itself, not just UFO’s.
There are many theories of course, including the most popular theory if you will, that
this and other projects were developed to work with the grey’s to help solve their
reproduction dilemma. In return, we would receive advanced technology. Mr
Leedskalnin, what can you tell us of Project Window Shade?"
At that very moment, the two clones burst onto the stage. The tall one is
shrieking, "UNGAWWWWWWWWW UNAGAWWWWWWW!" The shorter of the
two addresses the crowd, muttering, "KILL Morris K. Jessup! KILL Morris K.
Jessup! Eat at Kentucky Fried Chicken! Save more at BestBuy! KILL Morris K.
Jessup! Freemasons rule the world! STaRbUcks!" Ms. Wexler is appropriately
alarmed by this intrusion as are Damon, Al, and Peabody. The crowd of UFO
fanatics think that it’s all part of the presentation, they begin to laugh and
guffaw. As the Al clone continues his unearthly shrieking, "KILL MOrris K. JesSup!
Vidal Sasoon... I smell Sex and Candy! Kill Morris K. Jessup! Eat Burger King! Kill
Morris K. JesSup!" the shrieking becomes excruciating. Finally, two security
guards make it to the stage and struggle to escort the two clon
green room, but not without great difficulty. "Kill Morris K. Jessup! CONTAINERS!
CONTAINERS! YOU’RE ALL CONTAINERS!" they continue. Al just looks over at
Peabody, who is shaking his head back and forth in denial. He’s looking down at
the ground in shame. There is a deafening silence after this bizarre event, returning
the focus on Al. "GRKKKKKK... grkkkkKKkk kkk.…"
Al stands completely silent after the schizophrenic episode,
when finally Ms. Wexler, somewhat frazzled, says, "Well that was
interesting!" with a half smile. She’s attempting to make light of the
situation and console the crowd as the scattered uncomfortable
laughter from the audience dissipates. She is at a loss to regain
her composure when Al returns to his senses and politely
comm ands, "Ms. Wexler, please sit down. I’m going to tell you
some things. You might not believe what I’m going to tell you, but
nonetheless, it’s what I know. I... only ask that you don’t bog down
what I’m about to reveal with circular, rhetorical logic in the quest
for scientific proof and verification. That’s 99% of the problem you
see. That’s the main reason humans do not progress. They only
delude themselves that they are progressing when all the while
they are blinded by their self imposed ignorance, reinforced by
the use, or in this case, the abuse, of technology.
Now, let me tell you about your aliens..."
Al actually relaxes a little, as all in
attendance cling to his every word. He finally
settles into his newfound element. "While it is
true that Tesla was channeling a distinct
intelligence, he wasn’t the first," he says, "It’s
been happening for millennia, you see. The
information Tesla received is radiating
throughout the cosmos and is simultaneously
at the very core of all information based
organisms. In fact, it’s really what’s behind the
many mysteries of the world. How do you
suppose Sumeria 1 appeared out of
nowhere, with no predecessor? Where do
you think the knowledge to build the great
pyramid and all that it represents came
from? How is it that the Mayan calendar is still
unchallenged as a perfect, infinite mathematical
calendar? I can go on and on... but you
get my drift. It’s all right there in front of you
and has been for so long that nobody knows
the difference anymore. The people of the
world have had blinders on for so long my
dear, that even a little bit of light is painful
now." Al pauses. His brows begin to knit as he
says, "Ms. Wexler, people feel that something
is wrong. They say that time is moving too
fast, and well... that’s because it is. In the ‘70’s
everything had hit full stride and the tipping
point was firmly established. It’s been mounting
ever since we dropped those damn Nazi
bombs out there in the desert... those CRUDE
LITTLE EARMARKS OF OUR STATUS HERE
ON EARTH!!" Al explodes in disgust before
continuing, saying, "Ms. Wexler, if the earth is
4 billion years old, which doesn’t really mean
anything in the grand scheme... but even if it
was just ONE million years old... why, there is
simply no example of the kind of acceleration
you have experienced in the last 100!"
1. SUMER [Shumer, Sumeria, Shinar, native ki-en-gir]: an area in the southern region of Babylonia in present-day Iraq that
"I mean, jet propulsion, semi-conductors, microchips, laser beams, fiber
optics, stealth technology, nuclear fission, DNA! Not to mention burning fuel and
rubber on an unprecedented scale! All in THE LAST 100 YEARS! My GOD people!
WAKE UP!" Al exclaims, slowly shaking his head. Then, he gently explains..."Why, Ms.
Wexler, that isn’t even a thousandth of a grain of sand on all the beaches of the
earth in reference to marking time by even the most advanced methods. There is
no relationship between spirituality and technology. We’ve lost our way, and the
descent actually started a long time ago."
1. NOVELTY: The late writer and philosopher, Terence McKenna, argued that time itself was nothing more than a fractal wave of “novelty”, or
the introduction of new ideas and change-producing events. According to McKenna, this wave is in a process of collapsing to a zero point.
The earth is
reaching a
point of
resonance,
a critical
point in the
time wave.
What’s
happening is not only is time moving too fast, technology itself
is moving too fast and is completely out of control. More
importantly, the novelty of all things human is coming to an
end... meaning, there is limited potential for further creationism
of the human container. Redundancy spells disaster, Ms. Wexler.
WE are responsible for the acceleration of our own extermination,
can you not see that? Things are badly out of whack. WAY
out of whack my dear. Coincidences and synchronicities are
randomly glitching all over the time wave, even as we speak .
The governments of the world have been covertly chasing
the accidents and mistakes for decades, and there’s no real
way to stop it.
"The people who run the planet... the World Bank, the IMF, you
name it, they know that history has been ending ever since. They know,
by the reports that cross their desks, about the ever-expanding ozone
hole, the toxicification of the oceans, the effects of clearing the rain
forests, and most relevantly, the end of all Novelty1. They know that our
societies cannot sustain themselves. The earth is bursting at the
seams with human madness, Ms. Wexler. Einstein was right on the
money with events, but it’s all really so much stranger than that.
We’ve got far bigger problems than grey alien folks, trust me."
Soon, very soon, the past , present, and future will all merge into a finite
point and no-one, and I mean NO-ONE, knows what the outcome will be. We
DO know that there are good and malevolent intelligences involved, that are
both highly concerned and motivated by their own needs of survival."
For the first time in her career, Ms. Wexler doesn’t know what to say. After a brief
moment of silence, the attendees begin to applaud. Their handclaps get louder and
louder until the entire audience stands up. Peabody looks around to try and determine
what’s happening, expecting more clones or worse. It soon becomes apparent that
they are actually applauding Al. He has deeply moved the crowd. Ms. Wexler and
Damon are equally moved as well by Al’s honesty. Peabody can’t believe it. He looks
around the auditorium and for the first time in a long time, starts smiling, grinning from
ear to ear. It’s like a weight has been lifted. He steps out to see behind him as the crowd
continues applauding. He then looks proudly to Al, who’s mildly glitching, Peabody
reminds himself he’ll need the device again but doesn’t let this effect the moment.
There is a definite sense of urgency to the auditorium. The
UFOCON attendees are now looking to Al for direction. He feels a little
like a movie star as a result of the adulation. He approaches the
podium, again extending his neck to reach the microphone, and says,
"Go home to your loved ones. Say the things you want to say and do
the things you want to do. For you, it’s easy. Just do the right things,
stick to the highest ground... affect people in your immediate influence
positively! That’s all anyone really ever needed to do. Do NOT try to
save the planet with that bleeding heart drama queen buffoonery...
that’s a futile waste of thought and energy. Just take action where you
can actually make an impact." For myself and Mr. Freeman, its not so
easy, but good luck to you all."
Al exits the noisy auditorium stage left. Peabody knows he’s
going for the closest exit so they can get back out there, back in the
field, regardless of what it may bring. Peabody cuts across the
emerging sea of people nodding to his newfound fans and smiles
curtly, hearing praises like, "Thank you Mr. Freeman! Thank you."
Peabody feels an overwhelming guilt and knows there might not be
much time left for any of them. Little do they know that he is responsible
for unleashing an unfathomable force that is destroying the earth in the
most unthinkable way, by slowly erasing it. He almost has to remind
himself about how the advanced technology was disseminated into the
global corporations of the world, for "socio-economic advancement",
and that there were no instructions. Therefore, there were many
mistakes, including the accidental creation of a miniature black hole
the size of a pinhead. Essentially, an infinitely small amount of incredibly
dense matter was accidentally shifted from one state to another. It
then manifested itself into this dimension or reality. Releasing
anti-matter, it propels itself through the earth every day or two like a
bullet, rocketing out one side until hitting peak velocity, then suspends
in orbit for a while before falling back in the opposite direction and
doing it all over again. It zigzags the globe, erasing matter in its wake.
The real problem is that it’s getting bigger every time this occurs and
it will eventually consume the planet if unstopped.
Ms. Wexler calls out for Al amidst the cacophony as he scrambles toward
the emergency exit door. When he opens the door, an ethereal ray of
sunlight beams across the auditorium from the scorching desert outside.
"Mr. Leedskalnin," she says, "Thank you... I... I." "Oh please my dear, call me Al,"
he replies, "You and Damon take care now." "But," says Ms. Wexler. Peabody
slams the door behind them and says, "Al, what are we going to do, huh? If
the clones aren’t dealt with, they might kill someone or worse." "Won’t be the
first time kid, we need to determine the status of the problem. Stay Vector,
anything can happen Freeman...
...anything," says Al.
In the parking lot, Peabody realizes that they don’t have access to
the Buick . This is exactly the kind of thing Peabody fears most, being
detained or getting in some kind of situation that would prevent them from
performing accident duty. He knows they need to get out of there and that
there are clones in the area. Al slyly produces a key to the shuttle van and
says, "Lifted it just in case. Did I tell you about when we used to pick pockets
near Cannery Row?" Peabody forces himself into the driver’s seat of the
shuttle van and proceeds to wrestle their way out of the now swarming
parking lot. Just as they near the exit, the homunculus Peabody clone runs
straight at the shuttle van and hurdles himself onto the windshield with a
loud, violent SPLATT! He is repulsively gnawing his teeth on the windshield
and grasping out for Al and Peabody through the side windows in a desperate
attempt to get at them. The Al clone is close behind screaming,
"UNGAWWWWWW... KILL! KILL! KILL! Morris K. Jessup! KILL Morris K.
Jessup! UNGaaWWWW!" He is covered in lunchmeat, cheeses and
assorted deli items from the struggle in the green room. As the Al clone
grabs for Peabody through the driver’s side window, the material spews
everywhere violently. The scene is disturbing at best. "CoNTaINeRS! YoU’re
All ConTainerS!" screams the Al clone. A throng of sci-fi geeks swarms
the clones. One bespectacled conventioneer wearing Spock ears senses
the danger and pulls out a jumbo pepper spray, yelling, "Get back! GET
BACK!" He blasts the clones directly in the face as Al and Peabody
escape. They start gasping like strange fish out water. It’s a mortifying site,
as they gasp deeper and harder, it becomes apparent that they aren’ t
human. Finally, Peabody makes it onto the 375.
"Why did you have to go and do that Al? What good will it do?" whines
Peabody. "Aw, c’mon Freeman. What does it really matter at this point? We
gave them the show of their lives. It’s what they’ve all longed for. We’ve given
them some peace of mind for CHRISSAKES! I couldn’t bear to tell them that it
could be over in just hours. Hell, the way I see it, it’s all been a freebie for them
anyway!" The excitement triggers him to glitch, "GRKKKKKK... grkkkkKKkk kkk…"
Al knows he needs the device but shrugs it off. Peabody is disgruntled because they’ve
lost their groove, they need to get back on track or his life will have been a complete
and total waste. Peabody knows that the accident is only one of many problems facing
the earth actually, but nonetheless he is driven to NOT make his life a failure. Al stares
forward and just says, "NORTH! IT’S NORTH, FREEMAN!" They continue up the 375 and
drive... same as it ever was.
There was a time, long ago, when Al figured he was a grey himself.
Not knowing any different, he was kept in the same holding tank for
years. This partially explains his strange affinity for them, as well as his
awkwardness among humans. He knows that the greys have fears like
humans do, and that they don’t exactly have feelings... but want to. The
truth is that most of the alien species don’t know who or what God is
either, nor do they know where they themselves come from, let
alone where we come from. They are eons removed from
their origins, just as we are.
Al has nothing to go on. He’s received no mental images,
no tips, no nothing. He feels like an empty receptacle. He starts
to lose faith as it turns to dusk. The two-lane freeway seems
to go on forever. Finally, a soft dew descends upon the windshield
of the shuttle van. Peabody rolls down his window and pulls out
one of the instruments from his pocket protector. Holding it out
the window for a few seconds, he pulls his heavy arm back into
the vehicle, but not before bumping his hand on the window guard.
"Positive orgone is 2.7," he says, "no doubt we’re in the right area."
They see orange lights in the distance that careen off to the east, where the pavement
ends at the end of the valley. They stop where they saw the lights. It becomes dark
and they need to use the headlights to look for a tip on where it’ll come down. Al hurries
out to a high point. With the desert wind blowing his jacket flaps, he holds onto his black
derby. He looks around in all directions for a sign, so they can get there in time (they
weren’t always as good at accident duty as they are now... there have been times when
they’ve been off by a few miles). Not bad considering the size of the earth, but leaving even
the tiniest hole unattended for too long would simply be disastrous. Every second is
precious on accident duty. The Ea started giving Al tips in the form of mental images as
their concerns became more and more grave. Because Al is not exactly human himself,
this does not technically violate any intervention guidelines they’ve imposed on themselves.
It’s a cosmic loophole if you will. Where there’s a will, there’s a way.
This time however, it’s different. Al is concerned that he hasn’t received
anything from the Ea at all, zero in fact. He stands defiantly on a desert mound,
desperately scanning the area while clinging to his dream of a normal life, somehow,
someway. Without it, he has nothing. Just before he is about to give in and collapse,
Peabody exclaims, "AL! OVER THERE!" Looking south, Al sees several orange
lights dancing back and forth at ground level. They are both riveted by the lights,
until finally, engine noise can be heard. It’s apparent that the lights are actually
headlights and there are dozens of them coming their way up the dirt road.
Peabody reacts, "OH GREAT! THAT’S GREAT! WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!?"
"Don’t know kid," replies Al, "don’t know." Finally, a yellow Humvee, with every bell
and whistle imaginable, pulls up next to the Buick with a blanket of dust being
raised by the countless vehicles behind it. Hurriedly, a short man about 5 feet tall,
wearing camouflage fatigues, emerges from the gaudy vehicle and races towards
them, breathing heavily. "Mr. Leedskalnin!" he says, "Mr. Freeman! I’m Matt Clarksdale
of the Infinity UFO Group. We’re here in a show of support to assist you in anyway
we can! We’ve detained those two assailants back at the convention center. It
appears that the power grid is going out across the country... probably around the
world. The military and DOD are not reacting to anything. It seems like everything
is shutting down! Mr. Leedskalnin, what can we do to help?"
Al is furious. "The first thing you can do is get the hell out of here!" he growls,
"You damn kids will ruin our chances, this is no place for humans! Don’t you
understand? I know you kids mean well but you’ve GOT TO GO!" There are vehicles
everywhere. Dust is billowing over the entire area. Hundreds of conventioneers
are getting out of the cars, trying to see what’s going on. As the dust begins
to settle, Peabody notices that there are dew drops on Matt Clarkdale’s glasses.
The atmosphere is rapidly becoming moist. Peabody looks up instinctively, and
says, "Al... its too late... they’re... they’re here." The sky above is scattered with enormous
UFO’s slowly moving in on them from every direction. They make no sound as they
move closer, they look more like clouds than machines. They are so immense that
the sci-fi geeks are completely and totally awestruck. Peabody himself is caught
up in the gnosis, when Al barks, " Freeman! Snap out of it! That’s what they do. They
put the humans in a trance. C’mon, snap out of it Freeman! This is our shot kid! GET
IT TOGETHER!" Peabody rolls his body back and forth as if he’s wrapped tightly
with cellophane and trying to break loose. Al dashes over and slaps Peabody in
the face three times, while all the conventioneers stand motionless. Peabody has
inadvertently built up some resistance and is able to shake off the gnosis. He
quickly grabs the device out of his duffle bag.
Al assumes they are trying to show them the position and bolts as fast as he
can towards the center of the configuration. There are exactly 12 of the immense ships
moving together forming a circle, resulting in a huge, geodesic pattern in the sky. He
runs with total commitment in his awkward, straight up posture, occasionally cupping
his derby. Peabody is fighting to move as quickly as possible behind Al, giving it everything
he’s got. Within seconds, he’s perspiring. Al shouts out, "Get ready freeman! Get
ready!!" Looking up through the hole in the sky left by the UFO’s, Al sees a huge arching
ball, now the size of an aircraft carrier. It gets bigger and bigger as it descends rapidly
towards them, blocking out the night sky. Al screams, "My God! My dear, dear God,
Freeman! It’s HUGE! Get ready, Freeman!" And then...
FWAAABOOOOOOOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHSHaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..............
Like nothing they’ve ever experienced before, there is a
complete and total explosion of light. Everything is dowsed in a
beautiful bright, yellowish whiteness, beaming and radiating everywhere.
In this light are endless small twinkling lights, inside of even smaller
ones. It looks like the most amazing fireworks display one could
imagine. It seems to go on and on, light cascading into light, rolling
and morphing like a living thing.
The 200 or so sci-fi geeks are all transfixed, smiling, drooling. Its like everything
has shifted into a different vibratory plane and is being held there, in a stasis. But
then everything starts to get glitchy. Al sees Peabody’s face pull apart into little
squares, and then go back together again, before finally splitting up into triangles.
Something very strange is happening. Even Al is quite alarmed. Everything around
him starts to look like its melting. Holding onto his arm, he glitches in and out,
"Grkkrkkkkg... grrrkkkkkkk... GRKKKkkkkkk." Al looks up to see a giant atomic dust
plume suspended motionless in the sky before he blacks out...
A horned toad peers into Al’s face as the merciless sun creeps under his eyelids.
He slowly comes to, spitting out the dry, brown dust that he’s been laying in all
night. The toad hops off, chasing a beetle with the vigor of an escaped prisoner.
Far behind Al is Peabody. He’s lying on his back, his sizable torso burgeoning in the
crisp, blue sunlight. "Ungghh... ungghh…", he groans. Al struggles to get his bearings
and says, "Freeman. Freeman. C’mon, get up. Let’s move. C’mon kid." Their bones
crack in sync as they shake the dust from their limbs.
Browning saw everything from his RV trance. His whole life has been something
of a cruel journey, an endless series of turns and twists of which he’s had no control.
In the end it’s something that makes him truly unique. He’s the only one who really
knows what happened out there in the desert. Aside from Al, he’s the only one who
will remember seeing the massive Ea ships for that matter. Due to his disembodied
state, he was unaffected by the gnosis they radiate. He witnessed the accident, with
all its inherent energy and matter dissipate into nothingness, obliterated by a precise,
opposing force equal to it in all ways. "The Ea must deal with similar matters in deep
space," he thinks to himself. Little does he know that they have actually created
planets this way. Regardless, he understands, as much as the Shaman, that what we
think are distant stars are really much more a part of us than we realize, and that the
time has come for another great change. A great shift is happening. It’s a gift from
the highest order of the cosmos. His mission will serve to help others relate, and
adapt, to what will be - a very different world.
Peabody is up and about, looking disheveled to say the least. His hair sticks
up on one side of his head, and the tops of his large buttocks are visible above his
belt line. Ignoring his discomfort, he uses his multi-spectrometer 1 to find that the
readings are all over the map. Al wanders about with small rocks imbedded in his
tired, black jacket, which is painted in streaks of the brown, shiny dust. "What’s that
kid?" he asks. "There must be something wrong with the calibration," Peabody says,
"I... I... can’t seem to get a true reading, no matter what setting I use. If this is accurate,
then nothing electro-magnetic should be able to work! Al, this is impossible... it
can’t be true! It’s like... hey! UFO MAN! You here? Anybody home?"
Matt Clarksdale sticks his head out of the window of the yellow Humvee and waves
at Peabody, still higher than high from the gnosis. "Tuuurn your raaadio onnnn!" Peabody
commands, "turn on The Radio!" "Okay! Ok!", Clarksdale finally responds, "Its just, just this
noise, schhhhhhhhh, like that!" Peabody anxiously exclaims, "ALL the channels!?" After a
few seconds, Matt Clarksdale shouts from the Humvee, "Yeah, every single one of them!"
"Al! Al! Something’s happened!" shouts Peabody, "SOMETHING AMAZING HAPPENED
LAST NIGHT! Look... I don’t believe it. There’s no trace of a hole. Something tells me the
problem has been disposed of. No hole. No hole, no hole, no hole..... no hole."
"Al, look!" Peabody yips as he points out to the desert, where the hole should
have been. Al scopes the topography with his keener eye and says, "I think you’re
right Freeman. Something happened alright... you’ve lost your mind once again!"
Al marches back to the shuttle van, followed directly by Peabody, who is still
crunching numbers and doing tests with his pocket Nephelometer 1. Catching up
with Al, Peabody reports, "I think I know what happened. You won’t believe this, but
turn on the radio." "C’mon, Freeman," Al says, "I feel like crap. I’m tired of being here
and I’m tired of your... mmm... just get me to a Motel6, pronto!" he barks. "Alright
chief, but first turn on the damn radio... PWETTY PWEEEEASE." Al leans over,
disgusted and momentarily guilt-ridden at the same time, and begrudgingly turns
the knob. "Nothin! Just noise Freeman," he says. "Try the other channels Al. You can
do it," Peabody replies. "hssshshshs shhhhhhhh ksshhhhhhh, fhooooosssshh…"
"Very funny. They’re all bad kid, who cares?" Al retorts. "Al, listen to me for once…"
Peabody pleads, "I think that the problem has been eliminated by a perfectly
directed amount of equal energy done in such a way as to only destroy the target.
I think we were in the middle of a controlled explosion, equivalent to a mini Big
Bang. Don’t you get it? The residual effects of this will make it impossible for
electromagnetic waves to travel from point A to point B. The electromagnetic
spectrum will be too unstable to coherently transmit any kind of signal!" Peabody
can hardly contain his excitable nature, and keeps going, "THERE WILL BE NO
TELEVISION! NO RADIO ! NO CELL PHONES! NO TRANMSITTER OR RECEIVER
CAN FUNCTION! Al, it could be a thousand years before all this settles down.
Don’t you see?"
Al Leedskalnin stoically looks off in the opposite direction, toward the mountains.
He then looks back to where the hole should have been. Finally, it all dawns on him.
"Freeman!" he says, "My god, man! It’s true. It makes perfect sense. I should have listened
to you in the first place. Everybody will have to start over. They’ll be cut off from
the very thing that has dictated the steadfast decline of the last 100 years! My god!
They’ll have to start over from scratch! It’s a miracle, Freeman! A miracle, I tell you!"
Not missing a beat, Al decides, "Freeman, we’ve got to get out of here! Do you
remember that place in Idaho? The one by that river where the water was so clean
and pure and where you could see the moon shinin’ down on you like a good old
friend? Let’s go kid! Lets go! Our work here is done my boy. It’s time for us to live it up!
It’s a re-do Freeman, a RE-DO!!"
They look at each other. Peabody puts the spectrometer back in his pocket
protector and says, "No. I mean, …you’re right, our work is done. I can hardly
believe it myself. But I hate Idaho. Let’s go to the Adirondacks. It’s a hell of a lot
cleaner." Now, for the first time, Al finds himself truly at a loss. He fidgets with his
hat, stares at the ground, the sky, at anything but Peabody. After a deep breath he
looks Freeman straight in the eye, as his tear ducts produce two shiny bubbles,
and says, "You’re right. It is cleaner.." Adirondacks it is, Freeman.
1. NEPHELOMETER: An instrument for measuring or registering the amount of cloudiness in a given area.
A panicked Matt Clarksdale scrambles after them as they head toward the
shuttle van with a spring to their steps. Clarksdale pleads, "Wait, Mr. Leedskalnin...
WAIT! What do we do now? Where do we go?" "You were in the auditorium, weren’t
you?" Al asks, "Go home to your loved ones and do the things you want to do. Say
the things you want to say. It’s a whole new game for you kids, for Christ sakes! Just
do the right thing from here on out!" The 200 plus geeks gather around the van.
"You’ll figure it out, and hopefully you won’t screw it up!" Al says to them. Dusting
himself off, he puts one thin leg in the van, then the other, and says, "Oh... and one
last thing folks. Before we all get out of here... there are NO aliens! I repeat, NO
aliens. In fact, there’s no such thing as an alien to the cosmos, just untold billions of
varied life forms and species thriving throughout the universe. That’s right! There
are BILLIONS of other life forms, and the universe is teeming with them! Now good
luck to you all, and good day!"
Peabody revs the van in neutral as they slowly roll off the plain. They drive
through the throng of overnight campers, each of them gently waving as the
shuttle van passes by. They wave as if Al and Peabody were the new messiahs
on their way out of the valley, to deliver the message that it’s going to be ok,
that the world must now stop, and that the humans must now slow down
whether they like it or not. But nothing could be further from their minds. Al and
Peabody are already onto the next thing, knowing that the earth is safe for at
least a moment, hopefully, for a lifetime. They no longer have the foreboding
burden they’ve lived with for so long, and as a result have actually become
inexplicably intertwined. That’s the only truth Al knows. It’s because he’s a
Montauk Baby, and in his own way, so is Peabody.
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